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2020-07-30 04:41:36Emily's Pov:
"My birthday ended three hours ago. Its way past midnight, Mr Jones!"
Edward's face fell comically. His smile turned into a frown.
I was sad seeing Edward's face full of guilt upon hearing that my birthday ended and he didn't even get to wish me. I tried to convince him that it wasn't his fault and that I was happy spending time with him but he didn't look much convinced.
He nodded meekly before rushing upstairs to change after we settled on the matter that he wouldn't cook, as we didn't want him to endanger our health.
I went to pick up the lilies and roses which were scattered on the floor, half wilted, half disintegrated. I selected the ones which were still intact to put them on vase filled with water and the rest I had to throw in the dustbin.
I really didn't like the thought of throwing someone's gift in the dustbin,
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