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Internal Sin: 034

Author: Diana Matthew
last update Last Updated: 2023-08-17 21:11:13

(CAMERON'S POINT OF VIEW)

"You are such a pretty little thing."

Nauseated would be an understatement to what I felt as he meandered his finger on my clothed arm. I swiveled my face away but he clasped my mouth, turning my face to look into his lust-filled eyes.

"Don't look away from me, little thing. We are going to have a fabulous time together. I promise to make it worth it."

For once I felt I'd caught up with my limit letting this outmoded pervert touch me. But I couldn't believe I was doing this, coerced to sleep with a man twice the age of my father by my father and soulmate.

The thought made me scoff out loud and the smile on Mr. Smith's face fell over. He shrank his hold on my mouth, sifting his fingers into my cheek but it didn't hurt, not when I'd endured this same treatment from my parents and my soulmate, nothing new and nothing to flinch about.

"Shouldn't you be imploring and crying? That's what I was promised. If it doesn't come inherently, you might as well be synthetic
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