Internal Sin: 005

<Kai's Point of View>

My mind slowly regained consciousness, feeling a weight on top of me and a trek of fingers on my cheekbones down to my lips, and before I knew it, a finger was poking through my mouth, my eyes instantaneously snapped open, squishing whatever was on top of me, and I heard a thud, then a shriek that caused me to look at the floor, and my face contorted.

"YOU!" I shrink back on my bed and my head banged against the wall. "What are you doing here, and why the heck am I still dreaming?" I slapped my cheeks to make sure I was dreaming but it hurt! "Ouch!

He grumbled and got to his feet, running his fingers through his golden locks, showing more of his flawless forehead, and flexing his muscular biceps as his upper torso was exposed. "Good morning," he greeted with a smile. My stomach churned.

I grabbed my pillow and tossed it at his face, but it stopped in midair and fell at his feet. I gaped.

"Why are you still here, I told you to fuck off in the morning!"

"Tsk, I'm your guardian angel; how can I go when I'm not meant to leave until your counterpart arrives?" Again with another smug wink.

I groaned! Why was my life so twisted? I had to cope with my regular problems first, and now I had to deal with this?

I gawked at Ralph suspiciously, I noticed his back was empty. "Where are your wings?" At my question, two large pairs of white wings emerged from his back, flipping beautifully as he stretched them wide, almost brushing against the two opposite walls.

"Since I will be living with you, I thought they would look weird," He responded.

I crawled down the bed and stood on my own two feet. "You are actually an angel?" I catechized, and he nodded. "So, how come I can see you, why are you here, and what am I expected to do with you?" I demanded, rage coursing through my veins.

"It doesn't matter; what counts is that I'm here now, and you won't feel so isolated," He spoke and brushed his finger at the tip of my nose, I immediately slapped his hand away.

"Well it matters to me because I don't freaking need you anymore, you can go back to where you fucking came from!" I snarled.

"Ouch, that hurts," He faked hurt, placing his hand over his chest where his heart was located. 

"I don't freaking care and for fuck sake, can you please put on a freaking shirt!"

I watched as he crossed his arms over his chest. "You use a lot of cuss words for an 18-year-old boy. I think am going to savoy you," again, he brushed his finger at the tip of my nose, sporting a wide smile that revealed a pair of dimples?

I shook my head and ambled past him. "It's too early for this, I need to get ready for school," I sauntered towards the bathroom and found him trailing my steps and when I veered around, he was towering over me. I placed my hand on his warm chest, ignoring the tingles on my palm, and shoved him back gently.

"Can I come?" He requested.

"No!" I gave a quick answer and he pouted and it strike through my heart as I realized again how cute he was. "Do whatever you want to do, I don't want you anywhere near me, got it!?" 

Instantly, a smile broke on his lips and it made me want to cringe. How could one be so happy? It was nearly disgusting!

"Got it!"

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Arriving at school at 8 am, I didn't expect Ralph to trail at my back, wearing his white clothes and standing out completely.

I kept my head lowered as I walked down the hallway, ignoring the looks and the gossip but I couldn't help but hear a few words and they brought an awful feeling to my chest as they admired and awed over Ralph who didn't seem to care about the attention, it made me sick.

Arriving at the front of my class, I abruptly turned and he also stopped. "You can't come in and I didn't expect you to follow me around like this, make yourself invisible or something!"

"I don't want to, protecting you like this is much better and if I can't come in, I can make myself invisible," at his words, he snapped his fingers and I stared, expecting something to happen but nothing did as he still stood in front of me. 

"I can still freaking see you!" I gritted and he smirked.

"Just you,"

"Kai, why are you still standing there, class is about to start," I heard the teacher's voice and I turned and walked into my class and he followed behind me. I took my seat at the far end and he crouched on the empty sit beside me, not taking his gaze off me.

I leaned closer and he did the same. "Are you sure I'm the only one who can freaking see you because it doesn't feel like it!"

"Careful, people might think you're running mad!" He winked and I felt like punching him across the face.

"Fuck you!" I sneered and he chuckled.

"Is there something wrong, Kai, who are you speaking with?"

I gave my teacher a nervous smile. "It's nothing," I answered and she nodded.

I peeked at Ralph and he winked again and send a flying kiss with his lips. I immediately looked away. Why did he keep doing that, were angels supposed to be like that?

The rest of class went on and I felt like sinking into my chair as those pair of hazel eyes hadn't looked away from me since we walked into the class.

"Look away, you fucking prick!" I gritted lowly, making sure no one heard me.

"You are too beautiful to look away, your eyes are charming and alluring!"

I immediately looked his way and gaped. "WHAT THE FUCK!" I exclaimed, shocked out of my mind and he winked at me again! Was there such thing as a flirty angel!?

"Kai, watch your tone in my class if you don't want detention for the rest of the week!" The teacher snapped and I bowed apologetically.

I don't realize I had burst that out loud!

"I'm sorry!"

And for the rest of the class, I didn't bother looking to my right or paying attention to the eyes that wouldn't look away from my face and when the bell finally rang for lunch, I grabbed my things and raced out of the room, nearly knocking over a few students but I needed to hide.

To be continued...!