GIOVANNI POV
Marcella was hurt because of me. I was her big brother and protector. I should have been watching over her! Instead, I had been with a woman. A woman I could not stop thinking about now! Although Marcella had her personal bodyguard, whom Don Massimo had placed close to her school, I still made it my primary objective to look after her. Don Massimo had been good to me, picked me from the damned gutters, and brushed me up. I wouldn't have gotten to this stage of my life if it weren't for him. He had treated me like a son. Honestly, anyone who didn't know the relationship between us would assume I was his child. However, Don Massimo himself had never treated me anything lesser than that. Marcella had gotten hurt under my watch because I was fucking some unknown woman. Yet, I was here thinking of the same woman instead of looking for those who had hurt her and giving them a taste of their medicine. Grimacing, I stared at the boner forming on my pants. The dent was noticeable, at least to anyone watching me. I had bedded a lot of women, all of whom were in my social circle. Women of different shapes, sizes, and even ages. None had made me come back for more. They were even aware of the fact that I wasn't keen on fucking them twice. Hence, after the first night, they find their way out of my life, and I send them a gift as compensation for their time. I had done the same to Raven by giving her compensation, but I was the one who did the leaving. I had left, yet I couldn't stop thinking about her. The car came to a halt, and the engine died. I stared at Rowland through the rearview mirror. "Keep driving," I murmured. "Yes, boss," he nodded, started the car again, and continued driving. I didn't know how long he had driven for since all I could think of was her delicate, warm body wrapped around me, but I was sure of one thing: I needed to see her. I needed to see her again, even if it would be the last time and the last thing I'd ever do. ⫷◍◍◍◍◍◍◍◍◍⫸ Traditionally, frequenting bars and clubs as a made man was risky and could raise suspicions. Those in positions of power within the organization understood the importance of maintaining a low profile. With their unpredictable environment, clubs could expose a made man to potential ambushes, law enforcement, or rival factions. But I had been there on assignment. At least the assignment was done the last time I was there. It was to see the club was in order because La notte was the only club in Ravello—in northern Italy, near the coast but tucked away from the tourist-heavy areas—that Don Massimo didn't have complete control over, as it belonged to the former don, Marco Moretti the First. Now ownership had been transferred to his daughter, the former mafia princess, Sophia Moretti, who then gave it to her brother, Marco, to manage for her. La Notte was considered a neutral ground for deals and meetings between the inner circle members. Don Massimo had seen strategic value in allowing Sophia partial control at the moment, ensuring it remained a space where negotiation could be done without fear of betrayal. Even though Don Massimo was making a move underneath to take over the club without Sophia's notice, this could cause a huge rift later. Yet, that didn't excuse the fact that I needed to stay away from there, except I was an assignment. But Raven, that little witch... Dannazione!(Damn) "Take me to La Notte, Rowland," I said. Rowland frowned, staring at me in the mirror. "Is that a good idea? There's been a shady movement around there lately. I do not think it's good for you to be there. You might get in trouble." I rolled my eyes at him. "Who's the boss here, Rowland?" "You, sir," Rowland said. "Then, do as I say," I let out. Then, he added, as he looked skeptical, "It's a business trip, and I should have been done with it the last time I went there, but something came up." Rowland nodded. I knew he couldn't argue with me even if he had it in mind to do so. It wasn't any of his business anyway. His job was to drive me to wherever I desired and protect me if there was a need. But most times, he didn't know when not to stick his damned nose into my business as he was doing right now. Rowland turned the car around and started to drive towards the direction of the clubhouse. I needed to see her. Raven. I had never been this fascinated by any woman before. Her confidence, mystery, I find every damned thing about her intoxicating. Every control I had built and put in place seemed to vanish with her. It was just a stupid one-night stand; I had reminded myself of that, but fuck it. She made me fucking hard just by thinking of her. I believed this could be labeled an obsession and slightly creepy, as I didn't know much about her. I only knew she was Raven and stripped for Marco. Yet... "We are here," Rowland announced, parking at a safe distance. I sighed, pushing a hand through my hair before gripping the door's handle. "Will you be fine there all by yourself? The twins are not here to be your bodyguard..." I snorted, opened the door, and stepped out of the car. Of course, I'd be fine. Before becoming a caporegime, I had been walking around without anyone watching me. I never had Jacques or even Luca. Besides, I had never let my guard down and not done something as impulsive as I was about to do now. I walked away from the car, taking the club's back entrance, making sure many people didn't see me. When I was in, I bumped into Marco. Marco Moretti. We weren't friends and never would be. I had no patience for recklessness, weakness, or any form of stupidity. Marco was all that and irresponsible. He was not disciplined enough and lacked the ruthlessness needed to survive this world. Sometimes I wondered why Sophia had placed him in charge when she could find someone who was better and less careless than him. Marco had no respect for me. He was a mere soldato. He had refused to show the respect I deserved as a caporegime. For anyone in my position, respect was a non-negotiable element of my status and identity. Marco knew that since his father was once a Don, he knew the rules. He was disrespectful and a nuisance. I could kill him, but then I didn't want to get into trouble with anyone because, believe it or not, despite the fact that their father had been dethroned and was less relevant, Marco and his sister had created a name for themselves. They still had alliances and were part of other families. Killing him would definitely make them come for me. "Caporegime," Marco said, his voice carrying a mocking tone. "I thought the inspection ended the last time you came, or is there something else?" he raised a brow, staring at me up and down. "Something came up," I murmured, stepping away from him. "Lovely, you are welcome to stay," he yelled at my back. His voice had sarcasm dripping from it. I knew he wasn't happy that I was here, but he could do nothing about it. Immediately, I sat in the VIP section, which had a better view of the clubhouse; I looked around, hoping to find her. As I saw her on the stage, I leaned back on the couch, watching her. A man walked up to her, causing me to frown. He placed a hand on her waist, and my hand involuntarily clenched. I stood to my feet, about to walk to the stage, and yanked his hands off her before smashing my fist into his face so he'd know how to treat a lady next time. But Raven beat me to what I was about to do. She slapped the man's hand away before shoving him. He staggered backward and was luckily caught by some people below as he fell. "Puttana," he cursed. Even though I wasn't close by, I could read everything just by watching his mouth. Raven didn't respond to him. Instead, she kept dancing, and her smile was fixed on her face. Her eyes moved around as she whined her waist, and in spite of the smile, I saw the icy glare in those lovely deep brown eyes with flecks of amber, as if daring anyone else to confront her. She was strong, with a certain allure, enough to draw powerful men to her. My eyes narrowed on her. Yes, she would be a perfect bait to lure in rivals and enemies, to set traps for them, and to make them vulnerable in a way they would not expect. I wouldn't say I was vulnerable around her, but I was the perfect example. She had made me think about her alone and want her over again. Raven was a perfect tool to get my revenge on the people who hurt Marcella. Why the hell didn't I think of this before? A smile spread on my face, and I sat back in the chair, shutting my eyes. Opening them again, I laughed out loud. "I am going to take care of your enemies, Marcella; just wait and see." at the same time, I was going to have Raven in my bed again.LILITH POVWhich of all my important nothings shall I tell you first? (Jane Austen)My mother, Maria Russo, a woman with a slim build and greying hair often tied in a bun. Her hair was once dark brown like mine, often in a loose wave that fell over her shoulders. She was my motivation.She was the reason I had decided to pursue psychology, not just because of the fantastic career opportunity I'd get from it or the scholarship I had been granted. My mother's tumor diagnosis drove me to study Psychology, seeking answers and ways to support her.Maria Russo was a hardworking woman who was responsible for my brother and me. She juggled multiple jobs to provide for us, and despite how low-paying they were, I had always been grateful.She was the kind of woman I desired to be, not in relationship wise because men had dealt with her. They were assholes, and none of them were redeemable in my eyes.Ever since I learned about my mother's illness, I have taken over the responsibility of providi
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LILITH'S POV I gasped as a hand gripped me, stopping me from moving further. A relieved sigh pierced through me as I saw it was Marco. I couldn't be any happier to see his annoying face; at least he had stopped me from making a terrible mistake. He pulled me towards the room's corner, where it was quieter. Many people do not come to this part of La Notte; you only come here when you want privacy. I frown, staring at Marco, wondering what he wanted. "How are you?" His toffee-brown eyes moved over my body. "Um, fine, I guess," I laughed. Even as I was anything but that. My body ached from exerting too much pressure on it. You'd think doing this for three years would make me an expert in the field, but I was far from that. Also, the fact that Marco was asking about my well-being when he had never indeed cared made it even more laughable. "Good," he nodded. "Do you remember the deal from earlier?" Tilting my head, I tried to remember the exact deal he was talking about.
LILITH'S POV My head hurt, and likewise, my throat. It wasn't easy to keep my eyes open because it closed by itself as soon as I opened them. I couldn't remember the last time I tasted booze. It was my first time in La Notte, and I was clueless about what was being done. Someone had offered me a drink, and I had drunk without thinking. That was the first time I suffered from a hangover, and also the last time I stopped drinking since I tend to do something out of the ordinary. When I mean out of the ordinary, I embarrass myself. Last night, I never wanted to drink, but it was the only thing that could keep me calm. I never would have imagined that a glass would knock me out cold. Shifting on the bed, I heaved a breath, pushing back the nausea that surged through me, before opening my eyes. They slowly accommodated to the brightness of the room. I glanced at myself as I felt exposed. I couldn't remember slipping out of my clothes last night or maybe I had changed before ret
GIOVANNI POVBeing made in the family—it was more than a title. It was a damn oath written in blood. I'd earned my bones long ago, proving to Don Massimo that I had the stomach for what The Life demanded.As a capo in La Famiglia Ricci, it was my job to run my crew with a tight fist to make sure no one got any ideas about stepping out of line. To keep the family's interest protected, to settle debts, to enforce loyalty—I did what was needed to do. And in return? I had the family's backing. Respect, fear.But it wasn't all power and luxury. Being a made man meant you didn't get to quit, didn't get to retire. You either did the work, or you were sleeping with the fishes. That was how it was, how it always would be."Capo." Jacques, one of my muscles said.I stopped walking to stare at him. He was standing by Luca. Jacques and Luca were my muscles, always two steps behind and ready to handle any trouble that came my way. Loyalty was everything in this line of work; they were the only one
LILITH'S POV I felt jittery. Rubbing my clammy palms on the A-shaped brown skirt I wore for the umpteenth time, I placed my hand on my raving heart. "Take a deep breath, Lilith, and remember that the universe is unfolding as it should be." taking two deep reassuring gulps of air as if my life depended on it, I walked towards the entrance of the hall. I had practiced for the test a week before and was sure it was also child's play. In fact, I had skimmed through my notes before arriving at school. However, I couldn't tell why I was afraid of failing. Maybe it was because of Social Psychology (PSY 340), and I had heard a lot of rumors from the seniors about that class. I guessed it was because I learned one could fail without trying, which made me a bit nervous. "Fuck, watch where you are going?!" A voice growled, causing me to jump back in fright. I had almost slammed into him. It was my fault; I didn't watch where I was going. "I'm sorry," I stuttered, bending to pick up