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Volume 2: Ch. 17
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2024-10-29 19:42:56-The True Jill part 2-
“PLEASE!! DON’T DO THIS JILL!” Jm never felt this fear and despair in his entire life. He looked at Jill’s eyes and saw a monster standing in front of him, with the chuckle that could kill him.
“Don’t do what?” The girl looked at her with innocent eyes, as if she was clueless about the situation. “Hehehe, what are you talking about Jm?” The girl giggled, before she intended to expose her bolo examining it carefully. It was sharpened, she didn’t even start yet but JM felt it the slit feeling from his throat. This could be his last day, that what he felt.
“C-come on! We can talk about this Jill, y-you don’t have to do this.”
“Do what? What do you mean?”
“Don’t make fool of me!” Jm shouted, he lost his temper from antics of Jill. “You’re going to far”
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