Standing outside an empty classroom for too long, I rubbed my sweaty palm against my pants. A tight knot formed in my stomach. Why am I nervous?
" I can do this", I mumbled.
Knocking quietly, I waited for someone to open it. Hearing no reply, I was about to knock again when the door was suddenly opened which made me stiffened.
" Who are you?", Tobias asked as he stood in front of me with his arms crossed. His large from block the entrance, preventing from seeing what was going on inside.
" Let our visitor in", someone peeked from behind. It was Adrien, he waved, pushing Tobias away from the entrance. That was my cue to enter, my shaky legs moved on their own and immediately I was inside, the door was shut.
I let out a breath I didn't even realize I was holding. There he was, sitting with a book in his hand. I walked up to him and he didn't noticed me until I called out his name.
" Kaden."
My body freezed as Kaden turned his head towards the tiny voice that called his name. I even stop breathing. He looked up at me for a second and frowned.
" And you are?"
He didn't try to hide the annoyance in his voice or the cold look .
" S-s-sebastian", I stuttered.
" So?", He said in a disgusting tone which made me feel like entering the ground.
Does my presence disgust him? I must be quick with what I am here to do because any more minutes from now, I might faint.
Instead of answering him, I outstretched a paper towards him.
" What is this?", He eyed my outstretched hand curiously.
" The 'helping lost animals find a home' project, we are partners for the project and I was asked to gather the group since I am the group leader", I heaved a sigh immediately the words came out of my mouth.
" I don't want to work with you", Kaden's face contorted into a frown.
" But, it is meant to be a group work and you......"
" I don't care", his harsh tone made me jump. I kept quiet and stared at him.
I didn't know what to do to make him work with me and moreover, I didn't want to look desperate. I don't know why but I feel he is hiding something behind his cold face.
" I am not giving up on this project and I believe you will work harder", my eyes widen as soon as the words came out of my mouth. I was shocked and also terrified when Kaden stood up. His large frame towering above my small one.
" You don't even know me", he sneered. I had to look down to avoid his dark piercing gaze.
" I am sorry", I whispered. " Please help me, I don't want to fail."
All this while, his friends just stared at us, not bothering to interfere or make stupid noises, they just sat there watching Kaden.
Kaden clenched his fist, his eyes distant like he was thinking about it. I sniffled as tears threatened to come out of my eyes, I don't want to be a cry baby and I don't want him to see me cry like the last time we met.
" Okay", he replied gruffly.
I blinked trying to figure out what he just said. I didn't hear him right, did I?
" You are going to work with us?", I asked so as to be sure I wasn't hearing things.
" You heard me right."
He went back to sitting down on his seat and continued reading his book. I stood there like a fool trying to hide how happy I am to work with him
" What are you still waiting for?"
" Oh!", I cleared my throat and walked towards the door. I forgot to tell him about the meeting we will hold tomorrow.
" There will be a gathering tomorrow so we can choose the animal shelter we are going to", I said to which I was replied with silence. I better leave now before getting him angry.
.
............
" Sebb!"
Emily came running to me, she crouched down, panting hard. Since when has she been calling my name?
" yes?", I mumbled. I was tired and needed to goggle search shelters we could go to.
After getting stable, Emily smiled. " How was it? Your meeting with Kaden?"
" It was fine, I guess. I hope he shows up tomorrow", I sighed. Kaden doesn't want to work with me, I won't work with me either if I was Kaden. A sore loser like me.
Closing my eyes, I thought of his words.
' you don't know me '
" I want to know you, I want to understand you", I whispered to myself.
" Know who?", Emily responded to the words I thought I said quietly to myself.
" Nothing", I squeaked. Wondering why I did that.
.............
Knocking on the door, I waited until a muffled ' come in ' was said at the other side of the door.
Obeying his words, I shakily turned the knob and stepped into the study room.
" F-f-father", I stammered.
" Is there anything you want?", He cleared his throat as he repositioned his round glasses on the bridge of his nose with his index finger.
" Well.....?", He asked, not looking up from the papers he was reading.
I inhaled deep breath before speaking to my father, standing alone with him scares me a lot.
" The car Marcus was using before you bought him a new one, is it okay if I can have it?", I had to force my leg stilled in a place for it felt weak like spaghetti.
My father brows furrowed together, his hand movement stopped and that was when he looked up, finally taking his attention from his paper, he dropped the paper he was reading to focus on me. I wish he never did that, my body trembled profusely that I had to clasp my hand together to prevent me from falling off.
" No", he replied curtly. The response I knew I would get.
" But dad.... The car has been in the garage for too long without.........."
He claspsed his hands together, scowling at me. " If it is about the car, my answer is still no. Now if you don't mind, Sebastian, I have some papers to go through."
I nodded without saying anything. I made my way to the door when I heard him say one thing.
" Your brother is coming home soon "
I stopped walking and turned to face him.
" Yeah sure", his favorite son will be home. How come he didn't tell me?
Without responding, I opened the door and headed to my room.
Monday arrived too quickly for my liking, with a quick bath and speedy blow dry, I got ready for school. I hope we can start the project as soon as possible.I rushed down the stairs and almost fell off the stairs when I saw my brother smiling at me." Hey sebb", he greeted, sitting down with a bowl of fruit in front of him.When did he arrive? My brother has always been my guard since we were young, he would always protect me from the bullies but ever since he went to college, I have no one to stand up for me. He knows I am gay, he was the first person I told when I was always with him.I always knew I like boys since I started crushing on my brother's friend when I was fourteen, my brother found out and accepted me for who I am." When did you arrive?", I whispered. I was no longer free with my brother since the day father started comparing me to him and he knows I am no longer the little brother that confide in him but he didn't even know about me being bullied in school, I want n
Sebastian's POV An hour passed with me fidgeting on my pen, I didn't understand my meeting with Mason for my mind kept drifting to Kaden. My heart jumped into my throat when I saw Kaden walking towards me. His hands were dug in the pocket of his jacket, staring as he remained expressionless, plus his calm demeanor made it difficult for me to guess what he was thinking. I cleared my throat, forcing myself to blink when he stood right in front of me. " I thought you were not coming", I whispered, hoping he didn't noticed how I was shamelessly staring at him. Kaden shrugged, he sat next to Mason clearly not happy to be here. I was slightly disappointed when he didn't sit beside me and also happy because his presence makes me feel nervous and kind of aroused. Don't blame me. Kaden is too handsome not to fall for him, his black eyes were so deep that I find myself drowning in it. Different thoughts kept running in my mind that I didn't notice mason calling me until he tapped my shou
Immediately I pulled my locker, gooey substance that I don't even know what it was fell right on my head. I gasped at the coolness it created when in contact with my body. The students started laughing, bumping their fist together. I knew it was Cassandra plan and that bitch made it obvious by marching towards me with her ugly pink boots and dogs barking behind her. When I meant dogs, I meant her boyfriend and my ex best friend." Do you like my little present?", She cooed, smirking at me. I wish I could wipe that deathly smirk off her mouth but I was too coward to even speak. I tried holding my tears back, how will I be able to get myself sparkling clean. Not saying a word, I ran into the restroom, crying my eyes out. Hearing a mumbling sound, I stopped crying thinking it was one of the jock and a damn girl. The sound continued and it suddenly stopped. Okay, that needed my attention.I tiptoe towards the door, gently resting my ear on it. The sound stopped already, was it someone
Come on, let's get you cleaned up", Mason said, he held my hand pulling me towards the shelter which I tried to pry his hand off me but couldn't as he held me in a strong grip. " Stop it Sebastian, let me help you", he yanked me forward. I followed him quiety, mumbling some insults. When we got inside the shelter, a black lady probably in her fifties gave us a welcoming smile. She wiped her hand and beckoned us to come over. " Good afternoon ma'am", I greeted. Nervously chewing on my lips, habit of mine. " Hello ......", She stared at me, waiting for me to introduce myself. " Sebastian." " Hello Sebastian, it is nice to meet you. Mason said you were three, where is the third person?" "I..." I racked my brain for lies to cover up for Kaden but the door suddenly opened and the devil strode in. His eyes landed in me and we stared at each other for long before I looked away. I didn't know whether they noticed my change in behavior or the way we stared at each other but all I knew
Everywhere went silent, no one said a word. I kept on thinking about Kaden even when he is in the same room with me." There you are Sebb", Mason said as he entered the restroom. He eyed Kaden curiously and walked to my side. " I have been searching everywhere for you, aunty May wants us to walk her dogs."" Sure, I will meet you there", I said. When Mason left, I stood back, waiting for Kaden." Leave, I will meet you there ", he spoke coldly to me. It was as if the Kaden I was speaking with not quite long was gone and replaced with a cold one. Keeping his cold face, I only nod and was about to walk out when I thought of something. My eyes widen which made me turn back on my feet. Is he trying to use drugs?" Why are you staying behind? Are you using......."" What?", He hissed, which shut me up immediately. " Get out."I didn't wait to be to be told twice before running out of the restroom. It hurt when he spoke to me like that.Looking at all the dogs made me sad and also thinkin
Sebastian's POVSeeing Mason and Kaden glare at each other made me feel bad. I don't know why I keep allowing Kaden into my life or why he is behaving so strange but I like it.I smiled, walking hastily to keep up with him, standing beside him alone gave me peace of mind." What is your type?", I blurted out, realizing it was too late. " I mean your phone, is it iPhone?", I flipped his phone pretending to check it out. " Nevermind, I can see the product", I didn't realize I was sweating or stammering, all I knew and pray was that he believe that was the question I was asking and not his type in a woman." Yeah, my phone should be pretty and strong. And also packed with huge things", he smirked to which I almost fainted. Did he just?Kaden is an asshole." I was actually asking for the phone type not woman", I lied, swallowing my saliva. I walked faster, moving away from him. Not him thinking I am a pervert.............The dog was resting now as he curled up into a ball. I smiled at
Staring at myself in the mirror for the upteenth time, being nervous to go to school. My brother leaned by the door, smirking at me." Why do I feel that this is more than going to school?" He teased me to which I rolled my eyes. He was right though, this was more than school. " I am off", I said as I took my backpack and ran downstairs." Hold on, let me drop you off at school", he hollered." Don't bother."As much as I wanted to stay home with Marcus and spend some time with him, I needed to do something else.Riding my bike to school won't be a big deal as I was already used to it........Emily approached me immediately she saw me taking books out of my locker." Hey lover boy", she greeted, draping her arm over my shoulder.I was getting used to her physical touch and being around her. She noticed me scanning around, looking for Kaden." Who are you waiting for?", She wiggled her brows at me." No one", I squeaked. I am so terrible at lying.Emily squinted her eyes at me but di
" You scared me Kayden", he spoke softly. I looked away and stood up from the table I sat." You didn't answer my question. What are you doing here?", I asked again, moving closer towards him.Sebastian moved back, his eyes watching my movement.I took large strides, stopping him from running out. Pinning him against the wall, I realized how small he was under me. I was so close to him that I could see every details of his face. My eyes traced his face, stopping at his soft lips." Are you afraid of me?", I whispered in his ears." N-no-oooo", he swallowed, looking down. I didn't know what I was doing at that moment, all I knew was that my lips were so close to his and I could kiss him if I wanted." Do you realize you are alone with me?", I held his both hands with my big one, using my other hand to tilt his head so he could look at me in the eyes." Yes", he shivered." And I can do whatever I want with you?"" Yes", his eyes widen before speaking again. " No!", He yelled. " I mean
I wheezed, realizing I have been holding my breath. Kaden strode towards me, he looked scary as he did. I quickly turned to face him which was a wrong move, Kaden swiftly pushed me to the wall. My back hurt as it collide with the rough surface." So you and Mason ", he hissed, pinning me to the wall." Let me go", I wiggled, trying to free myself from his grip. The more I tried, the more hurt I got. "Please", I begged." So you like him that bad? And here I was thinking he was your bully."I did not know if I heard well but the tone his voice carried was filled with jealousy and anger. This was the another time he showed his emotions to me." I did not know he wanted to do that and I do not like him. Please believe me", I explained. My eyes stinged as tears threatened to fall. It seemed he was having hard time believing me, his strong grip on my hand loosen but didn't let me go. He glide his hand down my waist then finding his way to my chin. My heart pumped faster as if it would br
Brody didn't speak for a while. He brought out his phone, took a picture of me and was typing on his phone." What are you doing?", I squeaked." Sending it to Kaden, he will come running", he chuckled." No, please don't", I sincerely said which made him stop." I was just kidding, won't want them to find out about this place", he kept his phone back in his pocket.I sighed. Kicking the little pebbles, I could not help but think about him." I like him", I confessed to which Brody rolled his eyes, he must have known." I know that, slow wit", he smirked. " Do you think he likes me? I mean is he gay?", I chewed on my lower lips as I awaited reply. It made me nervous even when I knew he does girls. Will he change because of a weak boy ? Never, I won't change because of me either." I don't know. But, I can say he has been bothered this days", he shrugged. " Who knows, it might be because of you."My phone rang in my bag, I shuffled through it searching for my phone. It was a call fr
" You scared me Kayden", he spoke softly. I looked away and stood up from the table I sat." You didn't answer my question. What are you doing here?", I asked again, moving closer towards him.Sebastian moved back, his eyes watching my movement.I took large strides, stopping him from running out. Pinning him against the wall, I realized how small he was under me. I was so close to him that I could see every details of his face. My eyes traced his face, stopping at his soft lips." Are you afraid of me?", I whispered in his ears." N-no-oooo", he swallowed, looking down. I didn't know what I was doing at that moment, all I knew was that my lips were so close to his and I could kiss him if I wanted." Do you realize you are alone with me?", I held his both hands with my big one, using my other hand to tilt his head so he could look at me in the eyes." Yes", he shivered." And I can do whatever I want with you?"" Yes", his eyes widen before speaking again. " No!", He yelled. " I mean
Staring at myself in the mirror for the upteenth time, being nervous to go to school. My brother leaned by the door, smirking at me." Why do I feel that this is more than going to school?" He teased me to which I rolled my eyes. He was right though, this was more than school. " I am off", I said as I took my backpack and ran downstairs." Hold on, let me drop you off at school", he hollered." Don't bother."As much as I wanted to stay home with Marcus and spend some time with him, I needed to do something else.Riding my bike to school won't be a big deal as I was already used to it........Emily approached me immediately she saw me taking books out of my locker." Hey lover boy", she greeted, draping her arm over my shoulder.I was getting used to her physical touch and being around her. She noticed me scanning around, looking for Kaden." Who are you waiting for?", She wiggled her brows at me." No one", I squeaked. I am so terrible at lying.Emily squinted her eyes at me but di
Sebastian's POVSeeing Mason and Kaden glare at each other made me feel bad. I don't know why I keep allowing Kaden into my life or why he is behaving so strange but I like it.I smiled, walking hastily to keep up with him, standing beside him alone gave me peace of mind." What is your type?", I blurted out, realizing it was too late. " I mean your phone, is it iPhone?", I flipped his phone pretending to check it out. " Nevermind, I can see the product", I didn't realize I was sweating or stammering, all I knew and pray was that he believe that was the question I was asking and not his type in a woman." Yeah, my phone should be pretty and strong. And also packed with huge things", he smirked to which I almost fainted. Did he just?Kaden is an asshole." I was actually asking for the phone type not woman", I lied, swallowing my saliva. I walked faster, moving away from him. Not him thinking I am a pervert.............The dog was resting now as he curled up into a ball. I smiled at
Everywhere went silent, no one said a word. I kept on thinking about Kaden even when he is in the same room with me." There you are Sebb", Mason said as he entered the restroom. He eyed Kaden curiously and walked to my side. " I have been searching everywhere for you, aunty May wants us to walk her dogs."" Sure, I will meet you there", I said. When Mason left, I stood back, waiting for Kaden." Leave, I will meet you there ", he spoke coldly to me. It was as if the Kaden I was speaking with not quite long was gone and replaced with a cold one. Keeping his cold face, I only nod and was about to walk out when I thought of something. My eyes widen which made me turn back on my feet. Is he trying to use drugs?" Why are you staying behind? Are you using......."" What?", He hissed, which shut me up immediately. " Get out."I didn't wait to be to be told twice before running out of the restroom. It hurt when he spoke to me like that.Looking at all the dogs made me sad and also thinkin
Come on, let's get you cleaned up", Mason said, he held my hand pulling me towards the shelter which I tried to pry his hand off me but couldn't as he held me in a strong grip. " Stop it Sebastian, let me help you", he yanked me forward. I followed him quiety, mumbling some insults. When we got inside the shelter, a black lady probably in her fifties gave us a welcoming smile. She wiped her hand and beckoned us to come over. " Good afternoon ma'am", I greeted. Nervously chewing on my lips, habit of mine. " Hello ......", She stared at me, waiting for me to introduce myself. " Sebastian." " Hello Sebastian, it is nice to meet you. Mason said you were three, where is the third person?" "I..." I racked my brain for lies to cover up for Kaden but the door suddenly opened and the devil strode in. His eyes landed in me and we stared at each other for long before I looked away. I didn't know whether they noticed my change in behavior or the way we stared at each other but all I knew
Immediately I pulled my locker, gooey substance that I don't even know what it was fell right on my head. I gasped at the coolness it created when in contact with my body. The students started laughing, bumping their fist together. I knew it was Cassandra plan and that bitch made it obvious by marching towards me with her ugly pink boots and dogs barking behind her. When I meant dogs, I meant her boyfriend and my ex best friend." Do you like my little present?", She cooed, smirking at me. I wish I could wipe that deathly smirk off her mouth but I was too coward to even speak. I tried holding my tears back, how will I be able to get myself sparkling clean. Not saying a word, I ran into the restroom, crying my eyes out. Hearing a mumbling sound, I stopped crying thinking it was one of the jock and a damn girl. The sound continued and it suddenly stopped. Okay, that needed my attention.I tiptoe towards the door, gently resting my ear on it. The sound stopped already, was it someone
Sebastian's POV An hour passed with me fidgeting on my pen, I didn't understand my meeting with Mason for my mind kept drifting to Kaden. My heart jumped into my throat when I saw Kaden walking towards me. His hands were dug in the pocket of his jacket, staring as he remained expressionless, plus his calm demeanor made it difficult for me to guess what he was thinking. I cleared my throat, forcing myself to blink when he stood right in front of me. " I thought you were not coming", I whispered, hoping he didn't noticed how I was shamelessly staring at him. Kaden shrugged, he sat next to Mason clearly not happy to be here. I was slightly disappointed when he didn't sit beside me and also happy because his presence makes me feel nervous and kind of aroused. Don't blame me. Kaden is too handsome not to fall for him, his black eyes were so deep that I find myself drowning in it. Different thoughts kept running in my mind that I didn't notice mason calling me until he tapped my shou