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I will reach for you Magic moments
Come on, let's get you cleaned up", Mason said, he held my hand pulling me towards the shelter which I tried to pry his hand off me but couldn't as he held me in a strong grip. " Stop it Sebastian, let me help you", he yanked me forward. I followed him quiety, mumbling some insults. When we got inside the shelter, a black lady probably in her fifties gave us a welcoming smile. She wiped her hand and beckoned us to come over. " Good afternoon ma'am", I greeted. Nervously chewing on my lips, habit of mine. " Hello ......", She stared at me, waiting for me to introduce myself. " Sebastian." " Hello Sebastian, it is nice to meet you. Mason said you were three, where is the third person?" "I..." I racked my brain for lies to cover up for Kaden but the door suddenly opened and the devil strode in. His eyes landed in me and we stared at each other for long before I looked away. I didn't know whether they noticed my change in behavior or the way we stared at each other but all I knew
I will reach for you Mood swings
Everywhere went silent, no one said a word. I kept on thinking about Kaden even when he is in the same room with me." There you are Sebb", Mason said as he entered the restroom. He eyed Kaden curiously and walked to my side. " I have been searching everywhere for you, aunty May wants us to walk her dogs."" Sure, I will meet you there", I said. When Mason left, I stood back, waiting for Kaden." Leave, I will meet you there ", he spoke coldly to me. It was as if the Kaden I was speaking with not quite long was gone and replaced with a cold one. Keeping his cold face, I only nod and was about to walk out when I thought of something. My eyes widen which made me turn back on my feet. Is he trying to use drugs?" Why are you staying behind? Are you using......."" What?", He hissed, which shut me up immediately. " Get out."I didn't wait to be to be told twice before running out of the restroom. It hurt when he spoke to me like that.Looking at all the dogs made me sad and also thinkin
I will reach for you Confused Sebastian
Sebastian's POVSeeing Mason and Kaden glare at each other made me feel bad. I don't know why I keep allowing Kaden into my life or why he is behaving so strange but I like it.I smiled, walking hastily to keep up with him, standing beside him alone gave me peace of mind." What is your type?", I blurted out, realizing it was too late. " I mean your phone, is it iPhone?", I flipped his phone pretending to check it out. " Nevermind, I can see the product", I didn't realize I was sweating or stammering, all I knew and pray was that he believe that was the question I was asking and not his type in a woman." Yeah, my phone should be pretty and strong. And also packed with huge things", he smirked to which I almost fainted. Did he just?Kaden is an asshole." I was actually asking for the phone type not woman", I lied, swallowing my saliva. I walked faster, moving away from him. Not him thinking I am a pervert.............The dog was resting now as he curled up into a ball. I smiled at
I will reach for you Unknown decision
Staring at myself in the mirror for the upteenth time, being nervous to go to school. My brother leaned by the door, smirking at me." Why do I feel that this is more than going to school?" He teased me to which I rolled my eyes. He was right though, this was more than school. " I am off", I said as I took my backpack and ran downstairs." Hold on, let me drop you off at school", he hollered." Don't bother."As much as I wanted to stay home with Marcus and spend some time with him, I needed to do something else.Riding my bike to school won't be a big deal as I was already used to it........Emily approached me immediately she saw me taking books out of my locker." Hey lover boy", she greeted, draping her arm over my shoulder.I was getting used to her physical touch and being around her. She noticed me scanning around, looking for Kaden." Who are you waiting for?", She wiggled her brows at me." No one", I squeaked. I am so terrible at lying.Emily squinted her eyes at me but di
I will reach for you Shattered
" You scared me Kayden", he spoke softly. I looked away and stood up from the table I sat." You didn't answer my question. What are you doing here?", I asked again, moving closer towards him.Sebastian moved back, his eyes watching my movement.I took large strides, stopping him from running out. Pinning him against the wall, I realized how small he was under me. I was so close to him that I could see every details of his face. My eyes traced his face, stopping at his soft lips." Are you afraid of me?", I whispered in his ears." N-no-oooo", he swallowed, looking down. I didn't know what I was doing at that moment, all I knew was that my lips were so close to his and I could kiss him if I wanted." Do you realize you are alone with me?", I held his both hands with my big one, using my other hand to tilt his head so he could look at me in the eyes." Yes", he shivered." And I can do whatever I want with you?"" Yes", his eyes widen before speaking again. " No!", He yelled. " I mean
I will reach for you Mason and I
Brody didn't speak for a while. He brought out his phone, took a picture of me and was typing on his phone." What are you doing?", I squeaked." Sending it to Kaden, he will come running", he chuckled." No, please don't", I sincerely said which made him stop." I was just kidding, won't want them to find out about this place", he kept his phone back in his pocket.I sighed. Kicking the little pebbles, I could not help but think about him." I like him", I confessed to which Brody rolled his eyes, he must have known." I know that, slow wit", he smirked. " Do you think he likes me? I mean is he gay?", I chewed on my lower lips as I awaited reply. It made me nervous even when I knew he does girls. Will he change because of a weak boy ? Never, I won't change because of me either." I don't know. But, I can say he has been bothered this days", he shrugged. " Who knows, it might be because of you."My phone rang in my bag, I shuffled through it searching for my phone. It was a call fr
I will reach for you Butterflies
I wheezed, realizing I have been holding my breath. Kaden strode towards me, he looked scary as he did. I quickly turned to face him which was a wrong move, Kaden swiftly pushed me to the wall. My back hurt as it collide with the rough surface." So you and Mason ", he hissed, pinning me to the wall." Let me go", I wiggled, trying to free myself from his grip. The more I tried, the more hurt I got. "Please", I begged." So you like him that bad? And here I was thinking he was your bully."I did not know if I heard well but the tone his voice carried was filled with jealousy and anger. This was the another time he showed his emotions to me." I did not know he wanted to do that and I do not like him. Please believe me", I explained. My eyes stinged as tears threatened to fall. It seemed he was having hard time believing me, his strong grip on my hand loosen but didn't let me go. He glide his hand down my waist then finding his way to my chin. My heart pumped faster as if it would br
I will reach for you Wet dreams
" You are very handsome", he complimented me and I smiled, covering my face with my hands.He was tall and well built but I could not see his face. I was blushing so hard that my cheeks was as red as Rudolph's nose. He touched my face moving closer with his hands on my neck. His mouth moved and immediately, I closed my eyes expecting a kiss but instead, I felt water on my face." Is it raining?", I whispered, pouting my lips with my eyes closed still waiting for the kiss." No, dumbass. Wake up, you are going to be late for school", he screamed in my face.I frowned, that sounds like my mother.Splash!" What the fuck!", My eye shot opened and I sprang up from the bed. My brain was still trying to process what just happened. My pyjamas was wet then it clicked, my mother poured water on me. Thanks to my slow morning brain, I just realized that." Language Sebastian", my mother frowned to which I snorted." But mom, why the water?", I whined, rubbing my hooded eyes. My mother titled h
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I wheezed, realizing I have been holding my breath. Kaden strode towards me, he looked scary as he did. I quickly turned to face him which was a wrong move, Kaden swiftly pushed me to the wall. My back hurt as it collide with the rough surface." So you and Mason ", he hissed, pinning me to the wall." Let me go", I wiggled, trying to free myself from his grip. The more I tried, the more hurt I got. "Please", I begged." So you like him that bad? And here I was thinking he was your bully."I did not know if I heard well but the tone his voice carried was filled with jealousy and anger. This was the another time he showed his emotions to me." I did not know he wanted to do that and I do not like him. Please believe me", I explained. My eyes stinged as tears threatened to fall. It seemed he was having hard time believing me, his strong grip on my hand loosen but didn't let me go. He glide his hand down my waist then finding his way to my chin. My heart pumped faster as if it would br
I will reach for you Mason and I
Brody didn't speak for a while. He brought out his phone, took a picture of me and was typing on his phone." What are you doing?", I squeaked." Sending it to Kaden, he will come running", he chuckled." No, please don't", I sincerely said which made him stop." I was just kidding, won't want them to find out about this place", he kept his phone back in his pocket.I sighed. Kicking the little pebbles, I could not help but think about him." I like him", I confessed to which Brody rolled his eyes, he must have known." I know that, slow wit", he smirked. " Do you think he likes me? I mean is he gay?", I chewed on my lower lips as I awaited reply. It made me nervous even when I knew he does girls. Will he change because of a weak boy ? Never, I won't change because of me either." I don't know. But, I can say he has been bothered this days", he shrugged. " Who knows, it might be because of you."My phone rang in my bag, I shuffled through it searching for my phone. It was a call fr
I will reach for you Shattered
" You scared me Kayden", he spoke softly. I looked away and stood up from the table I sat." You didn't answer my question. What are you doing here?", I asked again, moving closer towards him.Sebastian moved back, his eyes watching my movement.I took large strides, stopping him from running out. Pinning him against the wall, I realized how small he was under me. I was so close to him that I could see every details of his face. My eyes traced his face, stopping at his soft lips." Are you afraid of me?", I whispered in his ears." N-no-oooo", he swallowed, looking down. I didn't know what I was doing at that moment, all I knew was that my lips were so close to his and I could kiss him if I wanted." Do you realize you are alone with me?", I held his both hands with my big one, using my other hand to tilt his head so he could look at me in the eyes." Yes", he shivered." And I can do whatever I want with you?"" Yes", his eyes widen before speaking again. " No!", He yelled. " I mean
I will reach for you Unknown decision
Staring at myself in the mirror for the upteenth time, being nervous to go to school. My brother leaned by the door, smirking at me." Why do I feel that this is more than going to school?" He teased me to which I rolled my eyes. He was right though, this was more than school. " I am off", I said as I took my backpack and ran downstairs." Hold on, let me drop you off at school", he hollered." Don't bother."As much as I wanted to stay home with Marcus and spend some time with him, I needed to do something else.Riding my bike to school won't be a big deal as I was already used to it........Emily approached me immediately she saw me taking books out of my locker." Hey lover boy", she greeted, draping her arm over my shoulder.I was getting used to her physical touch and being around her. She noticed me scanning around, looking for Kaden." Who are you waiting for?", She wiggled her brows at me." No one", I squeaked. I am so terrible at lying.Emily squinted her eyes at me but di
I will reach for you Confused Sebastian
Sebastian's POVSeeing Mason and Kaden glare at each other made me feel bad. I don't know why I keep allowing Kaden into my life or why he is behaving so strange but I like it.I smiled, walking hastily to keep up with him, standing beside him alone gave me peace of mind." What is your type?", I blurted out, realizing it was too late. " I mean your phone, is it iPhone?", I flipped his phone pretending to check it out. " Nevermind, I can see the product", I didn't realize I was sweating or stammering, all I knew and pray was that he believe that was the question I was asking and not his type in a woman." Yeah, my phone should be pretty and strong. And also packed with huge things", he smirked to which I almost fainted. Did he just?Kaden is an asshole." I was actually asking for the phone type not woman", I lied, swallowing my saliva. I walked faster, moving away from him. Not him thinking I am a pervert.............The dog was resting now as he curled up into a ball. I smiled at
I will reach for you Mood swings
Everywhere went silent, no one said a word. I kept on thinking about Kaden even when he is in the same room with me." There you are Sebb", Mason said as he entered the restroom. He eyed Kaden curiously and walked to my side. " I have been searching everywhere for you, aunty May wants us to walk her dogs."" Sure, I will meet you there", I said. When Mason left, I stood back, waiting for Kaden." Leave, I will meet you there ", he spoke coldly to me. It was as if the Kaden I was speaking with not quite long was gone and replaced with a cold one. Keeping his cold face, I only nod and was about to walk out when I thought of something. My eyes widen which made me turn back on my feet. Is he trying to use drugs?" Why are you staying behind? Are you using......."" What?", He hissed, which shut me up immediately. " Get out."I didn't wait to be to be told twice before running out of the restroom. It hurt when he spoke to me like that.Looking at all the dogs made me sad and also thinkin
I will reach for you Magic moments
Come on, let's get you cleaned up", Mason said, he held my hand pulling me towards the shelter which I tried to pry his hand off me but couldn't as he held me in a strong grip. " Stop it Sebastian, let me help you", he yanked me forward. I followed him quiety, mumbling some insults. When we got inside the shelter, a black lady probably in her fifties gave us a welcoming smile. She wiped her hand and beckoned us to come over. " Good afternoon ma'am", I greeted. Nervously chewing on my lips, habit of mine. " Hello ......", She stared at me, waiting for me to introduce myself. " Sebastian." " Hello Sebastian, it is nice to meet you. Mason said you were three, where is the third person?" "I..." I racked my brain for lies to cover up for Kaden but the door suddenly opened and the devil strode in. His eyes landed in me and we stared at each other for long before I looked away. I didn't know whether they noticed my change in behavior or the way we stared at each other but all I knew
I will reach for you At my worse
Immediately I pulled my locker, gooey substance that I don't even know what it was fell right on my head. I gasped at the coolness it created when in contact with my body. The students started laughing, bumping their fist together. I knew it was Cassandra plan and that bitch made it obvious by marching towards me with her ugly pink boots and dogs barking behind her. When I meant dogs, I meant her boyfriend and my ex best friend." Do you like my little present?", She cooed, smirking at me. I wish I could wipe that deathly smirk off her mouth but I was too coward to even speak. I tried holding my tears back, how will I be able to get myself sparkling clean. Not saying a word, I ran into the restroom, crying my eyes out. Hearing a mumbling sound, I stopped crying thinking it was one of the jock and a damn girl. The sound continued and it suddenly stopped. Okay, that needed my attention.I tiptoe towards the door, gently resting my ear on it. The sound stopped already, was it someone
I will reach for you Newly found crush
Sebastian's POV An hour passed with me fidgeting on my pen, I didn't understand my meeting with Mason for my mind kept drifting to Kaden. My heart jumped into my throat when I saw Kaden walking towards me. His hands were dug in the pocket of his jacket, staring as he remained expressionless, plus his calm demeanor made it difficult for me to guess what he was thinking. I cleared my throat, forcing myself to blink when he stood right in front of me. " I thought you were not coming", I whispered, hoping he didn't noticed how I was shamelessly staring at him. Kaden shrugged, he sat next to Mason clearly not happy to be here. I was slightly disappointed when he didn't sit beside me and also happy because his presence makes me feel nervous and kind of aroused. Don't blame me. Kaden is too handsome not to fall for him, his black eyes were so deep that I find myself drowning in it. Different thoughts kept running in my mind that I didn't notice mason calling me until he tapped my shou
