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Chapter 98

Author: Melan pamp
last update Last Updated: 2023-01-11 05:12:42

Selena pov

He gave me the syringe in my thigh and the pain it brought to me made me pass out, I even wished for death to take me instead.

I thought this was it when the bond started to fade away, it felt like a part of me where about to die when suddenly the thin thread that connected me to Kian stopped and pulled away. Just like it's laying somewhere deep down, not completely gone but broken.

My heart feels like it has shattered into small pieces and the only one who can mend it together is Kian.

Tears run down my cheeks where I lay in the bed, prisoned in my own body not able to move or fight him, my heart goes out to Kian, and the thought he won't survive this brings a sob to my lips, he is my mate!

I should be stronger than this! I should be strong enough to fight for my destined mate, but I'm nothing more than a breathing blood bag right now to feed Elijah's obsession with me!

Opening my eyes I look right into a pitch-black room, not a light in sight and I know it has to be in th
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Signi
Elijah is a real “sick and twisted “ vampire!!!!
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Stephanie Hyde
I hope she gets to kill him before he can defile her.
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