Selena povThe moment I step out of my room I already regret saying some of the harsh words I said. I don't want a mate but I am grateful he saved me!I can't tell him that though, it would mean I have to let a wall down and admit it and there is nothing good coming out of that.We are better off without each other and I just have to find a way to break the bond. There has to be a way without killing him if the bond is broken.Making my way down the stairs and over to the kitchen I'm trying to sort my thoughts. I hear my bedroom door open and his heavy steps coming down the stairs.Reaching the kitchen I find Emma stirring in a pot on the stove and she immediately rushes over to me and wraps me up in her arms."I'm so sorry Selena! I forced Kian to mark you, we couldn't lose you, it's all my fault! Don't be angry at him" She says and my stomach drops at her words.So now he didn't even want to save me! Just did it because Emma forced him to. Well, it's just getting better by the minut
Kian povI hold her for a moment taking in what she said, before releasing my grip on her hair and letting her go. Seeing her looking angry at me before she turns on her heel and walks out of the kitchen.Declan walks up to me and stands by my side."Why don't you tell her the truth?" He says and I start to walk out of the kitchen with him beside me. He is my best friend and I know he is going to lecture me. But I'm not up for it with all these rogues running around and Selena who won't share what she knows."What truth?" I say and try to sound unbothered when we come out in the hall and no one is around."You marked her because you wanted and can't lose her! And you could tell her how sorry you are for making a mistake or several in fact!" He states before he gets ahead and stands in my way. The others have left the house and I stop right in front of him."It doesn't matter! She hates me anyway for what I did" I just state to him and look sternly at him, wanting him to get out of my
Selena povKian just stands there naked and looks at me, I let my eyes travel over his perfectly sculpted body. I stop my traveling eyes when I hear him clear his throat and I avert my eyes when I have reached his abs."You can use the shower if you want!" I say and walk past him over to my closet. Coming inside I hear him walk over to the bathroom and I take a deep breath. His presence affects me and I almost lost my mind there for a moment, we can't have a repeat of the moment in the shower again.Pulling out new underwear and clothes I start to get dressed. When I'm done I hear a knock on my bedroom door and head over to open it up. Declan stands there with Kian's clothes in his hands and gives them to me without saying anything.Taking them from him I give him a nod before closing the door and turning around.Hearing the bathroom door opens up and his scent hits my nose like a slap in my face and I can't move! Have to lean my body against the wall to prevent my legs from going out
Selena povTurning my head to look at him."Thinking about yourself! don't worry the bond will be broken before you get affected!" I say to him only for him to hold a firm grip on my arm."That's not what I meant!" He says and looks intensely at me. I don't get what he is implying at."Then what do you mean?" I say to him, I see him about to open his mouth and say something when Sari calls out that dinner is ready!He let go of my arm but have his eyes locked with mine. He doesn't say anything and I give up on this argument. Taking a moment to gather myself before walking out to the kitchen.I have lost my hunger and right now I want to talk to Emma but I it's not the time right now she has Cannon by her side.I hear him walk behind me when I find everyone already sitting at the table. There are two places left beside each other and I figure they have done it on purpose.Standing and looking at them Kian's arm comes around my waist before he pulls me with him over to the table.Emma a
Selena pov.We have a standoff where no one says a word and no one is ready to give up.I see Cannon come walking up behind Kian and place a hand on his shoulder."My Queen! If I'm allowed I want to come with you and scout the area. I have my agenda and searching for the smallest traces" Cannon says and it breaks our standoffs.Kian lets go of my jaw but keep his eyes on me."I'm not your Queen!" I turn my head and say to Cannon."Yes, you are! You're my Queen and Luna! It would be an honor to follow you outside on your border control" he says and I get this feeling he is saying this to have Kian calm when he is with me. I don't have any idea who's behind it and for all, I know Emma could have suggested it.I wouldn't be surprised if that was the case.Looking between them I give up."Alright!" I tell him and see Kian turn his head and look at him. Cannon is the best I have met to sniff up any trace and it's not bad to have him with us.I see him give Kian a pat on his shoulder before
Selena pov. Hearing his steady heartbeat when he carries me out of my office and into the hallway. We don’t meet anyone on the way. Coming to my bedroom he opens the door. Walking inside he shove the door closed with his foot before he walks over and lay me down on the bed. Placing my head on the pillow I snuggle with it and close my eyes again. Hearing him walking around in my room and using my bathroom before he comes back inside and turns off the lights. I'm too tired to move right now. The bed dips on the side of me when he lay down beside me, I don't have any energy left to argue with him about it or that there are several guestrooms in this pack house ready for any guest. It feels nice and warm when he pulls me close to him and drapes the quilt over us. I can't help it but snuggle closer to him and take a large inhail of his scent. Hearing a soft chuckle before his hand comes down to my jaw and tilt my head up toward him. Opening my eyes I stare right into his and see him
Selena povHis hot breath on my skin makes me shiver in anticipation when his lips slowly make their way down my body.I moan out from the feeling when his hands come down and push my legs further apart before he places his nose over my pussy and takes a large inhail. I hear a deep growl from his chest and can't take it much longer when there is a knock on my door."Kian!" I hear Cannon's voice from the other side of the door and Kian growls a threatening growl."Go away!" He barks in an angry voice before he takes a finger down my wet folds and I'm almost bursting just from this touch."No Kian you need to step out of the room, Selena is about to go into heat and she needs the potion!" He says and I don't want him to stop! I need him now.Feeling him sigh before getting up from the bed and I'm about to burst if he doesn't come back and finish this.His arms come under me and lift me up in his arms. Taking my nose to his shoulder I start to kiss him down his neck and over his shoulder
Selena povFeeling someone patting my hand I slowly open my eyes and look to the side. Finding Emma sitting on the side of my bed with my hand in hers."How do you feel?" She asks and looks at me. Looking around in the room we are alone. Pulling my hand out of hers I drag my body further up in the bed and rest my head against the headboard.Feeling some pain in my shoulder but that's all I feel. Taking my hand up on my shoulder and it's sensitive."He had to mark you again to get your bond to calm down before the potion started to work or you would have forced yourself on him!" Turning my head to look at her I know she is right. I was crazy with the need to mate."He isn't so bad Selena! He didn't take advantage of you when you were out of your senses. He did this for you!" She says and I sigh before pinching the bridge of my nose.I know she is right and he had every chance to complete the bond before, if he hadn't done what he did I would have taken what I needed."Where is he now?"