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Chapter 30
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2022-10-02 17:41:41
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I will never be yours Chapter 31
Selena pov Emma takes a sip of her coffee before she answers my question. ” I don't blame my love for finding his mate and the bond pulling him away from me. I just wished he could have been in our daughter's life. Things would have been different if he was still in our life somehow. But then I wouldn’t have met you and had this amazing life we have now. When it comes to the rapes I blocked my mind out from what was happening to my body. They could take my body but not me, no one could touch me. My body carries the scars of what happened both the rapes and the fights. When I se the big scars on my face I am reminded of where I came from and what I have endured it makes me stronger. I remember all the love I have felt before in the arms of men and I know not all of them are bad. There is only one thing I am scared of” ” What is it?” I have a hard time believing there could be anything that she could be scared of after everything she have to endure ” Finding my mate,” she says and t
Huling Na-update : 2022-10-03I will never be yours Chapter 32
Selena povFinishing the last on my computer I turn it off and gather all papers I need. Looking forward to having some time away from the office and I might be able to relax. Knowing they can't find me when I am away on business.Placing the papers down in a folder I look at the things needs to handle when I am away when Jessie and Jacob walk into my office."What's the problem? " Jessie says while they walk over and sit down in the chairs in front of my desk. I look between the both of them.” I will be going away for a couple of days to work,” I tell them” where are you going?” Jacob ask” There is a new account in another city I'm going over to sign some contracts. I will leave all my information about where I am going and what flight I will be taking. You need to handle the pack alone while I am away and if anything happens to me, you can under no circumstances come looking for me." I say and look stern at Jessie I know she is the one who would be breaking my orders if she thou
Huling Na-update : 2022-10-03I will never be yours Chapter 33
Selena pov Getting up to my room I start by pulling out some work clothes and underwear. That’s when I get a message on my phone. It’s from Elijah. ” heard you were going to travel! It will be fun” ” I hope you are right! Have never done this before ” I answer back ” It only means the owners trust in you! And I know you will do great” I get a warm feeling in my body from his words. ” Thank you, don’t know what I ever can do to repay you for everything you have done for me” ” I know I thing or two you could do” I get as a reply and feel how my hands start to sweat. OOh no! I seriously didn’t walk in that trap myself. I practically gave him that opportunity and now I have no idea what to answer him. ” speechless? I would like to hear you moan instead” Now my cheeks start to burn and at that right moment, Emma decides to walk into my room. ” Hey what are you up to?” She walks over and snatches my phone from me. ” Stop it, Emma, don’t answer anything I will regret" She just
Huling Na-update : 2022-10-04I will never be yours Chapter 34
Selena povWhen I wake up again I try to reach my wolf but she is still sedated and I know we have been drugged with wolfsbane and I guess some sleeping drug. I have no memory of after the man spoke to me. I try not to make a sound when I look around where I am being held.I am in a cellar behind bars and with the smell of it, the bars are coated with silver and wolfsbane. It makes it hard to break through. I am placed in a small bed with a blanket over me. At least it smells clean. I hear someone opening a door and two people are walking down.I lay completely still.Then I hear them talk.” why is she being held down here,” one of them says” It’s just a precaution, she is a white wolf and we don’t know her mental state since she became rogue. Many become crazy after being alone” I laugh inside when I hear what they are saying about me, if they only knew.I recognize their smell and I know my dear mate has found me.” she won’t wake up for hours I guess not until tomorrow by the nu
Huling Na-update : 2022-10-05I will never be yours Chapter 35
kian povThe moment Cannon called and told me the plan had worked, she was on the plain and he had knocked her out with the drug I had a hard time containing my wolf. We both wanted to meet her again.It took several hours before they got here.When they landed at the first airport the private plane stood ready to bring them here.When they finally arrived she was still unconscious, she looked so small and fragile when Cannon carried her. When I took her in my arms I felt how sparks rushed through my whole body. I bury my nose in her neck, inhaling her intoxic scent.I could devour her on the spot.Since we didn’t know how she would react when she woke up and the fact she is a white wolf I decided to put her in the cellar.Cannon and Declan strongly protested against it, but I only planned on keeping her there until she would woke up.When I walked into the cellar this morning I instantly felt the change, she was awake but I still couldn’t reach her wolf. Finding it strange!When she
Huling Na-update : 2022-10-05I will never be yours Chapter 36
Selena pov He walks out of my cell leaving me a panting mess. Trying to catch my breath and wrap my head around what happened. I can still feel the sparks from his kiss. The bond stirring to life makes my head spin, I can't let it happen. I don't want any part of this! Laying down on my bed the room is completely dark, I don't care if he turned the light off, I just need to gather as much strength as possible before we try and break out of here. If I only can step out of the cell I can easily escape this place. But this wolfbane and silver keep my wolf dormant most of the time. She needs to build up resistance against it and I guess it will take some time. It has been more than a day and I need to contact Jessie, I know it will take a bit of my strength to contact her since we are so far apart. I will probably sleep right after. I focus on Jessie and the moment we connect I start speaking to her. " my mate found me! It was a trap. He is keeping me locked up for now! The moment
Huling Na-update : 2022-10-06I will never be yours Chapter 37
Selena pov I have been alone for a couple of hours and my wolf still isn’t up. This is taking too long! if I just could get out of the cell for a little while she would wake up I am sure of it. If I just could reject him and get this mate thing over with, but I know he will never accept it and I would only be revealing my name and that I am an Alpha of my pack. It would do no good! I close my eyes and sigh. The door on top of the stairs opens and I hear several people walking down, taking a sniff in the air I know it's my mate and the beta and I guess his gamma too. ” What brings me the pleasure of all these high-rank wolves coming down to me, wanna try and have a chat with me again” I mock him. Only for his men to push back a laughter. ” Will you behave?” Kian ask me ” like you did before?” I sarcastically say. I get a warning growl from Kian "This is your last chance! I will take you up so you can have a shower. Will you behave” He ask me again, if I could I would leave the se
Huling Na-update : 2022-10-06I will never be yours Chapter 38
Kian pov I had to restrain my wolf the whole time she took a shower, her scent almost drove us crazy. I could have taken her on the spot. But when she walked out with just a towel around her and with her hair wet I have never been so turned on in my life. There is something special with her. I have never had these desires before! At the same time, she makes me furious. When she dropped the towel and starters to walk to the door I almost lost it! Pinning her to the wall It took me everything I have not to mark and mate her on the spot. ” Then let me go and I will put on the damn shirt,” she says. I lean closer and press my nose to her cheek and travel down her shoulder to the spot my mark would be. She shivers under my touch and when I press my lips to the spot she let out a moan. I nibble on her skin and feel how she writhes under my touch, trying to fight the bond. Pressing my body closer to her and take my hand under her cheek and pull her head up to face me. I crash my lips on
Huling Na-update : 2022-10-07
Pinakabagong kabanata
I will never be yours Bonus chapter 2
Selena pov Five years later. Walking outside to the garden we are having a dinner out here with our friends at my pack, the grill is lit and our kids are running around and playing together. Seeing Destiny running around with Jessie's daughter on the lawn, they are best friends and have been since day one they met. I'm happy they got each other and love to hang out, Emma and Cannon got a son and he is playing with our other daughter while Mateo is kicking a football with Kian. "Dezz slows down a bit, I don't want you to fall and get hurt!" I shout to her when she halts in her track and looks at me. "I'm not falling!" she says and picks up her pace when she starts running again, she has always been fast and quick to learn anything. Much faster than her brother and I only hoped we could have lifted the curse from her. Through all these years I don't know how many witches we have met to try and solve this puzzle, Michael and Emma have done everything they possibly could have done bu
I will never be yours Bonus chapter 1
Selena povLaying on my side I feel a kick in my rib and grunt from the pain when Kian's hand comes down to my stomach and caresses it."Is she giving you a hard time?" he says and traces his nose down my neck before he places a kiss on my shoulder."not more than usual!" I say and roll to lay on my back when he looks down on me."What does my beautiful wife want to do today!" he says and I sigh."eat and sleep, mabie take a bath but you won't get me out of this room today!" I say and try to sit up from the bed, we got married a week ago even if we tried to rush it my pregnancy was as fast as last time and I'm about to go into labor any day now."you don't have to do anything! The twins are with my parents until she has arrived!" he says and helps me to sit up from the bed. Swinging my legs over the edge of the bed when Kian helps me to stand up, looking down at my stomach it looks like it has drooped lover and this time I'm more prepared for what is to come and takes it easy these da
I will never be yours Epilogue
Selena pov1year laterFeeling him trace his hand up my thigh before he places it on my waist and pulls me close to him, it's early in the morning and our kits haven't wake up yet."it's time for us to head up if we are going to get ready in time for our trip, you know we promised the others!" Kian says and places a kiss on my shoulder before he turns me on my back, I sigh and open my eyes tired right now and wish we didn't promise to go with the rest and shopping today they wanted for us all to go." I don't remember I promised to go!" I say and pull the quilt over my head, could lay all day in here instead of going. Hearing him chuckle before he pulls the quilt off me and climbs over me instead."it's time for you to get up and get dressed!" he says and pecks my lips when I wrap my arms around his neck instead." or we could stay in here all day instead!" I say when he laughs and gives me a kiss."Not today love!" he says and takes my arms away from his neck before he get out of the
I will never be yours Chapter 167
Selena povMy mother comes over and places our daughter in my arms she is hungry and in a short moment, she will be screaming at the top of her lungs if she doesn't get food right away.Walking inside the nursery I take a seat on the couch and start to feed her when I see them change on our son, he is calm and hopefully, I manage to get our daughter full before it's his time to eat.When I'm done feeding both of them I hand them over and go to get the breast pump, I still got some left and it's good to have in store if there ever going to need it."Kian is waiting for you downstairs!" a maid comes inside the room and tells me, taking the bottle in my hand when I'm done I adjust my dress and get up from the couch when the nanny comes over and stops in front of me."let me take the bottle and you can get down to eat instead!" she says and I give it to her."Alright, I'm downstairs if there is anything and will be up again in a bit!" I say when she takes the bottle and walks over to my m
I will never be yours Chapter 166
Selena povJessie stands from her seat when we start to walk out of my office together."I wonder what she has in mind for you!" she says and chuckles and when it comes to Emma you never know."yeah, this will be interesting!" I say and chuckle with her when we make our way down the hallway and over to my room, hearing her being in my closet I'm about to head over when she comes out and stops me."no, you don't get to see anything before I'm done! Come on!" she says and grabs my arm before leading me over to my bathroom." You know I can find my way in here myself!" I say when she pushes me inside and is about to close the door."Now you take a shower and shave properly, don't want to see chunks of hair on your legs after!" she says and looks sternly at me before she closes the door, I just stand there puzzled and looking at the closed door when I hear her walk around in the room before I shake my head at her and start to undress.Placing my clothes in the wash bin I head over to the
I will never be yours Chapter 165
Selena povWe spend a long time searching behind the cave yesterday but none of them could find anything, at one point we had to give up and go home.Michael took the book with him to continue figuring it out more, he will come back with it once they have done what they can.I had my appointment with the doctor today and everything was fine, could have told him that without being examined but Kian insisted to make sure and I went for his sake. After feeding and being with our children until lunch I decided I needed to head over to my pack and look at things haven't been there for a long time.Both my mother and Kian's wanted to stay with our children while I'm away for a few hours, we got two nannies and one is with them all the time I know everything will be alright and Kian is in the house but I still have a hard time being away from them.There is a knock on my office door and Jessie walks inside and heads over to take a seat in front of the desk." how do you feel?" I ask her when
I will never be yours Chapter 164
Selena povHe is holding the book in his hands when he walks closer to the table, we where ready and everyone gets up on their feet."let's talk inside my office!" Kian says and starts to head out of the kitchen, we follow after him when Kian opens the door to his office and we all walk inside.I walk over and stand beside the office desk when Kian comes to stand beside me, he places his arm around my waist and I look up at him over my shoulder when I place my hand over his.I'm nervous about what Michael has found!Turning my head back I see Michael standing over our daughter who is laying in Emma's arms and she seems happy about it." whenever you want to begin!" Kian says and I know he is ass eager to know as I am. Michael looks up at us and takes a step over to the table where he places the book down."I suggest we take a seat!" he says. Emma and Cannon start to walk when she walks over and hands me our daughter back, pulling her close to me when she is in my arms I place my head
I will never be yours Chapter 163
Selena povIt takes a moment before he turns his head to look at me, he has a smile on his lips and I know he agrees to it."It's perfect!" he says and takes our daughter's other hand and leans down to talk to her."our little destiny!" he says and strokes her cheek before pulling her up with him."I will take Mateo over to the nursery and place him down for sleep before I change my clothes then I'm ready to head down, I say and get up from the bed and start to head for the door."we will be waiting here for you!" he says when I reach the door and pull it open before walking out in the hallway and over to the nursery, the nanny is inside and changing the linen in one of the cribs when I walk over and place our son down in his crib."our daughter is awake and we are heading down for a meeting, we will be taking our daughter with us! If he wakes up you can come down to the kitchen or Kian's office with him." I say when I place the quilt over him, I know he probably will be sleeping for
I will never be yours Chapter 162
Selena povLooking at Kian when he walks inside the room with our son in his arms I smile at how gorgeous he looks, wouldn't I already be completely hooked on him just this sight of him with our child in his arms had made me fall for him completely."Michael wanted to come over and talk!" I tell him when he walks inside the room and stops by the bed, our daughter is done eating and needs to be burped when we change children.I try to breastfeed them as much I can but sometimes we give them extra milk so I can have a longer rest between, offering our son the breast he is quick to take it and start eating."has he found any clue?" Kian ask and I'm not sure they have been able to solve it but when he said he wanted to come over and talk it gave me some hope for all this."I don't know I hope they got some news," I say and see him burping our daughter, I don't know if it's my hormones that are running havoc in my body but I get weak in my knees by just looking at him and I'm sitting down
