Selena pov I had a hard time sleeping last night, tossed and turned the whole night, and saw my brother's face when I looked at him before going over the cliff. Hate that I had to do this to him! Early in the morning I gave up and got dressed for the day instead. I have been in my office for a few hours before Jessie comes walking inside. " Everything ready for today?" She asks when she takes a seat in front of me. "Some new deliveries are coming and I hope everything arrives for the hospital today! Can you take Jacob and Zoey's men to guard it when it arrives?" I ask her. When I started rescuing people they stayed by my side and at one point we became our own pack. I became the Alpha and for me, it was an easy choice to have Jessie as my beta. She is one of my family and I can always count on her. The road we have been traveling to come to this point hasn't been easy. My pack members are the rejected and outcasts, they have all been through hell and when we shoved up to their r
Selena povSeeing Emma and Zoey in the kitchen I say good morning to Zoey first. She is my head warrior and she helps train the pack every day." No Emma and as I recall I gave him to you yesterday!" I state and walk by her and take down a cup of coffee and start maiking a sandwich. I don't have time to do anything else." I would love to have some time with him under the sheets but you know it doesn't work that way!" She says and chuckles."Well, I don't want him and will never be dreaming about him" I state and take a bite of my sandwich."You never know!" She says and wiggles her eyebrows at me. I got this feeling she knows something.I stop chewing and look stern at her."Spill the beans! What do you know?" She averts her eyes and starts stirring in the pot on the stove. Now I'm certain she knows more than she says." Now you tell me or I will get pissed," I say and hope she takes it seriously.She stops stirring and turns around to look at me."I don't know what to tell you! I ha
Selena povLooking at him I have a hard time knowing what to say."Thank you!" I say and he pulls his hand back while I bend down and pick up my bag."You are welcome and can I pick you up at six on Friday?" He asks and there is no way I could have him come to the pack. I have a post box registered in the city. No one really knows where I live."I have a few things to do on Friday before the banquet, it's better if I meet you outside at seven!""Alright" he says and we start walking to the elevator. Before we reach we say goodbye. He has some more things to wrap up and I have to hurry back home.It doesn't take long before I'm back home and I see the delivery have arrived and several men are buissy getting everything over to the new hospital building. The building is almost done just some small things left and then all the furniture needs to be set up.We can’t wait to have the hospital done.I walk over to check it out and Jacob walks over to me.” Is everything in order?” I ask him
Selena povWhen Friday finally came I had to rush from work and head straight home. I got delayed in a phone call with a customer and when I finally was done I had to hurry.Coming back to the pack house I'm met by Emma."Hey what's the rush?" She shouts out after me when I run up the stairs. Taking two steps at a time.” I'm running late and I have to get ready now If I am going to make it there in time.” I answer and get inside my room.” I will help you,” she says and rushes after me up the stairs.I take a shower, while she is going through my shoes to find someone that goes well with the dress. Getting out of the bathroom I put on my underwear and a bathrobe, I need to do the hair and makeup before I put on the dress.When I am done and dressed I take a look in the mirror.” You look amazing,” Emma says and I can only agree.Elijah has a really good taste. The dress is a long evening gown and it shows of my curves just in the right places. I have quite large breasts and an hourgl
Kian povWe have been searching for her day and night these last four days but there is no trace of her. This has been my priority and everyone I could spare to look after her I ordered. We have looked through every part of the river and down streams for miles.But nothing!Her brother is heartbroken and at one point I had to use my alpha command over him to make him calm down.I am sitting in my office and drinking whiskey. There is a knock on my door and Declan and Cannon walk in, they take a seat and I offer them some whiskey. They both pour them a glass. We sit there in silence for a while, lost in our thoughts.” you haven’t felt anything? Did she just vanish up in the thin air?” Declan ask me.” No not a thing” ” Does it mean she could be dead without you knowing it” Cannon question what we are thinking. Has the bond been so damaged from all these years apart that I wouldn’t feel it if she died?I just shrug my shoulders, don’t know the answer to that question. Taking another
Kian pov”fucking find her!” I roar to my men when I walk in the door to the castle.The rage I feel knowing she is with another man is about to spill over.” Kian calm down, the pain you felt was so short it can only mean whatever it was over in a second. At tops it would mean a kiss nothing more” Declan tries to calm me down but it has the opposite effect. ” She is fucking touching another man! When I find that fucker I will rip his throat out” I roar at them and punch the wall. My hand leaves a hole in the wall.” To be fair you did this on your own” Cannon has the balls to tell me this now. I could punch him in the face for what he just said.” Don’t you think I fucking know that? But she is my mate and I am the only one who can touch her” ” How about we find her first and then you can try and get her to want you! I wish you luck with that!" Declan says and rolls his eyes.” Even if it means I have to lock her up in my room I will do it” I growl out. I know it's my fault when I
Kian povWhen I walk down the stairs to the kitchen I meet Cannon ”Didn't you sleep at all?” He asks me” No there was so much I needed to go through in the library”” did you find anything ?” he asks ”Nothing useful, instead I got more questions.” ” I have thought about it two and it doesn’t add up at all, we would have found something when we searched the river. But no trace at all it’s weird” he just states what has on my mind” I am hoping her parents have some answers, they will be here in a little while.” We walk into the kitchen and the chef has already made some breakfast. I am not hungry but take a coffee and a sandwich. Sitting down at the table with cannon when Declan walks in.”Her parents will be here shortly, what are you going to tell them?” He says” I just need to know if they have any idea how come she is a white wolf and where she can be! Is it true that she has been keeping away from her family during all these years” We eat up and I pour another coffee and w
Selena povI have been feeling anxious these last days since Elijah kissed me, it was stupid of me to let it happen. I know Kian would have felt it.It wasn't supposed to happen! All I did to make them believe I was dead is now out the window.I have been avoiding Elijah at work since, saying I have a lot of work that needs to be done.Today I am working from home, the hospital is almost done and there is some delivery coming in today. I need to se that everything is right with the delivery.I have been training with my warriors this morning my beta Jessie is the trainer usually but today I feel the need to go and get some energy out.It felt better when I was done with the training and got some breakfast. Heading up to my office and try to get some work done. I'm so tired, every night since I saw my mate again he has been haunting my dreams. Waking up in the middle of the night. My dreams are always the same I see two eyes in the dark and I hear a growl before he walks out of the da
Selena pov Five years later. Walking outside to the garden we are having a dinner out here with our friends at my pack, the grill is lit and our kids are running around and playing together. Seeing Destiny running around with Jessie's daughter on the lawn, they are best friends and have been since day one they met. I'm happy they got each other and love to hang out, Emma and Cannon got a son and he is playing with our other daughter while Mateo is kicking a football with Kian. "Dezz slows down a bit, I don't want you to fall and get hurt!" I shout to her when she halts in her track and looks at me. "I'm not falling!" she says and picks up her pace when she starts running again, she has always been fast and quick to learn anything. Much faster than her brother and I only hoped we could have lifted the curse from her. Through all these years I don't know how many witches we have met to try and solve this puzzle, Michael and Emma have done everything they possibly could have done bu
Selena povLaying on my side I feel a kick in my rib and grunt from the pain when Kian's hand comes down to my stomach and caresses it."Is she giving you a hard time?" he says and traces his nose down my neck before he places a kiss on my shoulder."not more than usual!" I say and roll to lay on my back when he looks down on me."What does my beautiful wife want to do today!" he says and I sigh."eat and sleep, mabie take a bath but you won't get me out of this room today!" I say and try to sit up from the bed, we got married a week ago even if we tried to rush it my pregnancy was as fast as last time and I'm about to go into labor any day now."you don't have to do anything! The twins are with my parents until she has arrived!" he says and helps me to sit up from the bed. Swinging my legs over the edge of the bed when Kian helps me to stand up, looking down at my stomach it looks like it has drooped lover and this time I'm more prepared for what is to come and takes it easy these da
Selena pov1year laterFeeling him trace his hand up my thigh before he places it on my waist and pulls me close to him, it's early in the morning and our kits haven't wake up yet."it's time for us to head up if we are going to get ready in time for our trip, you know we promised the others!" Kian says and places a kiss on my shoulder before he turns me on my back, I sigh and open my eyes tired right now and wish we didn't promise to go with the rest and shopping today they wanted for us all to go." I don't remember I promised to go!" I say and pull the quilt over my head, could lay all day in here instead of going. Hearing him chuckle before he pulls the quilt off me and climbs over me instead."it's time for you to get up and get dressed!" he says and pecks my lips when I wrap my arms around his neck instead." or we could stay in here all day instead!" I say when he laughs and gives me a kiss."Not today love!" he says and takes my arms away from his neck before he get out of the
Selena povMy mother comes over and places our daughter in my arms she is hungry and in a short moment, she will be screaming at the top of her lungs if she doesn't get food right away.Walking inside the nursery I take a seat on the couch and start to feed her when I see them change on our son, he is calm and hopefully, I manage to get our daughter full before it's his time to eat.When I'm done feeding both of them I hand them over and go to get the breast pump, I still got some left and it's good to have in store if there ever going to need it."Kian is waiting for you downstairs!" a maid comes inside the room and tells me, taking the bottle in my hand when I'm done I adjust my dress and get up from the couch when the nanny comes over and stops in front of me."let me take the bottle and you can get down to eat instead!" she says and I give it to her."Alright, I'm downstairs if there is anything and will be up again in a bit!" I say when she takes the bottle and walks over to my m
Selena povJessie stands from her seat when we start to walk out of my office together."I wonder what she has in mind for you!" she says and chuckles and when it comes to Emma you never know."yeah, this will be interesting!" I say and chuckle with her when we make our way down the hallway and over to my room, hearing her being in my closet I'm about to head over when she comes out and stops me."no, you don't get to see anything before I'm done! Come on!" she says and grabs my arm before leading me over to my bathroom." You know I can find my way in here myself!" I say when she pushes me inside and is about to close the door."Now you take a shower and shave properly, don't want to see chunks of hair on your legs after!" she says and looks sternly at me before she closes the door, I just stand there puzzled and looking at the closed door when I hear her walk around in the room before I shake my head at her and start to undress.Placing my clothes in the wash bin I head over to the
Selena povWe spend a long time searching behind the cave yesterday but none of them could find anything, at one point we had to give up and go home.Michael took the book with him to continue figuring it out more, he will come back with it once they have done what they can.I had my appointment with the doctor today and everything was fine, could have told him that without being examined but Kian insisted to make sure and I went for his sake. After feeding and being with our children until lunch I decided I needed to head over to my pack and look at things haven't been there for a long time.Both my mother and Kian's wanted to stay with our children while I'm away for a few hours, we got two nannies and one is with them all the time I know everything will be alright and Kian is in the house but I still have a hard time being away from them.There is a knock on my office door and Jessie walks inside and heads over to take a seat in front of the desk." how do you feel?" I ask her when
Selena povHe is holding the book in his hands when he walks closer to the table, we where ready and everyone gets up on their feet."let's talk inside my office!" Kian says and starts to head out of the kitchen, we follow after him when Kian opens the door to his office and we all walk inside.I walk over and stand beside the office desk when Kian comes to stand beside me, he places his arm around my waist and I look up at him over my shoulder when I place my hand over his.I'm nervous about what Michael has found!Turning my head back I see Michael standing over our daughter who is laying in Emma's arms and she seems happy about it." whenever you want to begin!" Kian says and I know he is ass eager to know as I am. Michael looks up at us and takes a step over to the table where he places the book down."I suggest we take a seat!" he says. Emma and Cannon start to walk when she walks over and hands me our daughter back, pulling her close to me when she is in my arms I place my head
Selena povIt takes a moment before he turns his head to look at me, he has a smile on his lips and I know he agrees to it."It's perfect!" he says and takes our daughter's other hand and leans down to talk to her."our little destiny!" he says and strokes her cheek before pulling her up with him."I will take Mateo over to the nursery and place him down for sleep before I change my clothes then I'm ready to head down, I say and get up from the bed and start to head for the door."we will be waiting here for you!" he says when I reach the door and pull it open before walking out in the hallway and over to the nursery, the nanny is inside and changing the linen in one of the cribs when I walk over and place our son down in his crib."our daughter is awake and we are heading down for a meeting, we will be taking our daughter with us! If he wakes up you can come down to the kitchen or Kian's office with him." I say when I place the quilt over him, I know he probably will be sleeping for
Selena povLooking at Kian when he walks inside the room with our son in his arms I smile at how gorgeous he looks, wouldn't I already be completely hooked on him just this sight of him with our child in his arms had made me fall for him completely."Michael wanted to come over and talk!" I tell him when he walks inside the room and stops by the bed, our daughter is done eating and needs to be burped when we change children.I try to breastfeed them as much I can but sometimes we give them extra milk so I can have a longer rest between, offering our son the breast he is quick to take it and start eating."has he found any clue?" Kian ask and I'm not sure they have been able to solve it but when he said he wanted to come over and talk it gave me some hope for all this."I don't know I hope they got some news," I say and see him burping our daughter, I don't know if it's my hormones that are running havoc in my body but I get weak in my knees by just looking at him and I'm sitting down