Selena povWhat do they mean they don't see her? I can't understand what they try to tell us, my mind is a mess when I hear Kian speak up instead of me."What do you mean you don't see her, is she going to die?" he says and tears start to prick behind my eyelids, I can't lose her!"That's one of the things! We don't see her die, but we don't see her live either! I know this is hard to understand and we only know whatever he cursed you with she has taken it all. Your son will live and thrive but there isn't anywhere we see her!" Michael says and I lean forward and place my head in my hands when I feel Kian rub my back.How could this be and what curse did he use"I don't understand! How can she be alive and at the same time not!" I say after a moment and raise my head and look at them. To me a person is either dead or alive you can't be anything in between!"We don't know yet!" Emma says"We both saw him throw a curse at you before it happened and I tried to learn you how to block it o
Selena povIt has been two months since the fight went down, the group of men we met in the woods where another pack trying to find missing pack members. They helped us to find the rogue camp which where empty and even with how many days we were there and searched we didn't find any clues as to what he cursed our children with.Days and nights I have been laying sleepless and worrying about it all, Kian has been a rock through all of this. He has pulled on every sting he has to get some help and solve this, but they all came up empty-handed.Michael told us they will know more once they are born and a big part of me fears finding out what it is and at the same time I can't wait!I want to hold them and see them to make sure everything is alright.It took us almost a week to get things settled down after the fight, we got a lot of help from the vampire to swipe the area, and the pack that came running when the fight where about to start I learned was from the pack Kian thought where pl
Selena povTurning around in the hallway I take a breath of relief when we find Cannon further down the hall whit his arms crossed over his chest, if we were going to run into anyone I believe he is the best."Nothing Jessie wanted to take an early bath in the lake, and thought it was funny so portal us there!" I say and try to sound convincing when Jessie chuckles and turns to the side."Well I'm just going to put on some clothes, meet you in the kitchen after!" she says and quickly takes off down the hallway and to her and Declan's room.Cannon takes long strides to where I stand in the hallway and stops when he is right in front of me."no you were doing something else and if I'm going to guess you two have been somewhere you shouldn't be at all!" he says and looks sternly at me" that might have happened, I'm not saying it did but if we pretend it did what are you going to say about it?" I question him when he opens his mouth and a door is opened and Emma comes walking out."Oh, t
Selena pov Stepping out of the portal everyone is here with us when Kian walks up behind me and pulls me back against him. "We are in no way done talking about this, we will continue when we are alone in our chambers!" he says next to my ear in a husky voice and I'm too stunned to speak, through the dinner he acted all natural and I thought he had dropped it. Hearing him chuckle beside me he knows exactly how I react to him when he teases me this way, clearing my throat I hear Emma chuckle beside me and turn to look at her. "what is it!" I ask when she just start moving in the direction of the cave. "Nothing she says and continues laughing when Cannon walks up behind her and the rest of us walk after them, she hasn't been here before but she knows the way to the rogue camp as if she has been here often. "how do you know the way, Emma?" I ask her from behind when she stops and turns towards me. "I have seen him through my vision when he walks here over and over again but when we
Selena povThey don't get to come too close before I blast them unconscious and Jessie rushes over to them to make sure they are out."I suggest we take them as prisoners and try to get as much information out of them as we can, they have to know where the new rogue camp is!" Jessie says when one of them starts to move a bit on the ground, she kicks him in his head and he falls back unconscious to the ground."mabie we should start to look for where they went instead!" I say when we hear some running before they come barging through the trees and halt in their track before shifting.Kian looks between us and down at the men on the ground, he shakes his head."Well, you two can certainly take care of yourselves!" Cannon says and walk past the others before he squats down and looks closer at the rogues." they are only unconscious!" I say when he rises again."I suggest we take these and if anyone else of the others is alive we bring them with us to interrogate!" He says and turns to lo
Selena pov Looking at her in shock when pain shoots out from my back again and this time worse, grabbing the table with my hands Kian rush up from his seat and the chair fall backward with a bang. "Take it easy and just get the doctor here! No need to panic!" Emma says to Kian while I wait for the pain to subside. "but I can't go to labor now! I haven't shaved down there or my legs, I was supposed to get waxed in two days!" I say when Emma burst out laughing. "you think the babies or the doctor cares about your hairy vagina or if you have a pair of fur boots on your legs. The babies will come with or without a waxed vagina!" she says when Kian is about to grab my body and lift me from the chair. "no need to carry me anywhere! I can walk and no rush it will probably take a long time anyway and I want my piece of chocolate cake before we go!" I say when he stops in his motion and another pain from my back shoots up, it's only getting worse. "Why don't we get to the doctor's room a
Kian povLooking down at my beautiful sleeping mate on the bed I take off my towel and soundlessly get down beside her, I don't t want to wake her up, and at the same time I can't resist getting her body close to mine.Lifting the quilt I get down beside her and place my arm on her body before placing my nose on her shoulder, her scent is as addicting since the first time I met her.I pushed her away from me and lost her for a long time, told myself it where for the best, and kept lying to myself for years until she came back into my life. She's the best thing that happened to me besides our beautiful children she has gifted me, I'm blessed and couldn't ask for anything more, my life is complete with them beside me!"I do not want to get up yet, let me sleep a bit longer!" she whines beside me and I chuckle at her, she has been sleeping for several hours since I came back from my patrol and I bottle-fed our twins before I left. I know her breast will start to hurt soon if she doesn't
Selena povLooking at Kian when he walks inside the room with our son in his arms I smile at how gorgeous he looks, wouldn't I already be completely hooked on him just this sight of him with our child in his arms had made me fall for him completely."Michael wanted to come over and talk!" I tell him when he walks inside the room and stops by the bed, our daughter is done eating and needs to be burped when we change children.I try to breastfeed them as much I can but sometimes we give them extra milk so I can have a longer rest between, offering our son the breast he is quick to take it and start eating."has he found any clue?" Kian ask and I'm not sure they have been able to solve it but when he said he wanted to come over and talk it gave me some hope for all this."I don't know I hope they got some news," I say and see him burping our daughter, I don't know if it's my hormones that are running havoc in my body but I get weak in my knees by just looking at him and I'm sitting down