NO STRINGS ATTACHED
I shouldn't be feeling how I felt but I couldn't help it. Markus made it clear that we weren't in any kind of relationship, but I couldn't help but feel stupid, he could do what he wanted and I couldn't till I had given him a child. Watching him lay with another woman moved strings in my heart that weren't supposed to move. This is why he didn't even care to come to me, he was having his way with other women, he didn't care if I was sulking or not, he just knew I would always be there when he liked because I didn't have a choice.I picked up whatever dignity I had left and rushed back to my room. As soon as I got in, I locked the door and got myself into my bed. I don't know why I am acting like a woman who just caught her husband cheating. Markus isn't my husband, I have no rights over him. I finally fell asleep after much turning and tossing.When I woke up the next morning I felt like a ghost so I needed something to brighten up my day and that was baking. It was quite early and I knew even the maids would be asleep. I went into the kitchen and found all the ingredients I'd need for the cupcake. When I mixed everything, I took the dough and had a taste of it, something I've always done since I was younger. I found the pan and turned the dough inside after applying butter to the pan then I put it in the oven and waited for it to get ready. I was sitting on the kitchen counter when one of the maids rushed in looking surprised, Rena, the maid who has faithfully served me from the first day I came here." Ma'am, what are you doing? If you wanted a cake you would have called me to make one for you, why are you doing it yourself?" This is how it has been since I came here, they barely let me touch anything, and it was like I was already pregnant. Who knew what their boss must have said to them?"Calm down Rena, it's just a hobby of mine that calms me down, I promise you'll like it." She didn't look too happy with this hobby of mine, but she didn't have a choice but to leave me be.When the cupcakes were ready, she helped me design the cake. It was a fun process because I kept rubbing the icing on her face. She looked so cute when she was angry.I was still with Rena in the kitchen when Markus walked downstairs with the woman he was with yesterday, I couldn't help but frown. But what rights did I have, this was his house after all. Rena made coffee and quickly took it to them as they sat on the couch in the sitting room. I just ignored them, nothing in the contract states that I have to be nice to the women he sleeps with, so am just going to mind my business. After baking, I didn't even feel like having any of the cupcakes so I just abandoned them and was making my way to my room when I heard the woman speak. " Hey!" I just kept on walking because I didn't know who she was referring to, I was not a maid. "Hey! Are you deaf or something?" That was when I turned to her and could you believe it? She was actually calling me." How may I help you?" I asked her and the glare she gave me was like I told her to get out of the house. " Ma I can get you whatever you need." Rena tried to tell her but she raised her hand signaling for her to keep quiet. I didn't want Rena to get in trouble. " It's fine Rena." It was like that simple statement made her angry, I think she felt like I was acting like Markus' wife, all this time Markus didn't utter a single word, he was rather focused on the game he was watching. " Are you in charge here?"" No I am not," I answered and I think she was satisfied with my answer. " Serve us breakfast." I didn't need to argue, I just nodded and went into the kitchen, Rena tried to follow me but I signaled to her not to, I know how angry and jealous girlfriends could be. I made them something simple, I made pancakes and another cup of sweet coffee. When I was done I went to them and told them food was ready, and decided to go back upstairs. But the lady called me again."Where do you think you're going? What if I need something, would I have to yell the whole house down for you?" I wanted to tell her I wasn't a maid here, but the question was, what was I then? Markus wasn't saying anything, then what do I have to say? I just followed behind them as they walked to the dining room, the breakfast was already served, so I just stood close in case they needed something like she said.My mind was somewhere else but I snapped back to reality when I heard her her groan in annoyance. " You witch! What did you put in this coffee?" I turned back just in time to see her spitting the coffee back into the cup. " I did no such thing," I said as I made my way to her, she looked like she was ready to bury me whole." Are you trying to call me a liar?!" That was what she was at the moment. Because I didn't put anything in that cup, she was just being dramatic. I didn't answer her question and that made her face even more angry. " Drink it." No way, there was no way I was gonna drink from a cup that had her spit, that was disgusting.She kept looking at me like she was expecting me to drink it. I took the cup from the table looked her in the eyes and….The bitchy guest I threw the whole coffee on her, I didn't care that it was hot, my temper was beyond hot. To say she was shocked was an understatement, was she really expecting me to drink that coffee? Something she spat in, she must be high on something if she thought I would do that." You bitch! Do you want to burn my skin?" She asked in anger as she stood up and made an attempt to grab me but I held her hand to stop her…" Don't you even dare, if you touch me, you'll have more than coffee dripping down your body, mark my words." She groaned in pain as she turned to Markus to come save her, I totally forgot he was in the room." Let her go." That just made me more angry as I let go of her without her knowledge and she landed on the chair and almost toppled over. I looked at them one last time in disgust before I walked out on themI got into my room and locked the door, I didn't want to be disturbed. They didn't even let me settle into my bed before I heard the door knob twist bu
Not ready" What are you doing here?" I asked him as I quickly tried to close the door but he blocked me and welcomed himself into my room. " Are you forgetting this is my house?" He slurred as he walked further into the room. He was drunk? Did I even need to ask, he wasn't steady on his feet. What if he did something to me? Or worse, force himself on me." This is your house but you've given me this part as my room which means this section is mine and I decide who enters." I tried to reason with him. " Come here my sweetheart, come let me get you pregnant." I shouldn't care about the endearment but I felt my heart soften when he called me sweetheart. He was a drunk man and didn't even know what he was doing. If he was in his normal sense he would never be doing what he was doing." You're drunk, you need to leave."" Don't fucking tell me what to do!" He suddenly roared in anger as he stood up from where he sat on my bed making his way towards me, I was suddenly engulfed in fear, t
Chapter 8A day out As he closed the door behind him I couldn't move, my eyes were glued to the door as if he was going to come back. When I was convinced he wasn't going to come back I breathed in relief but that was short-lived as the words before he left started resounding in my head over and over again. Yes, that was what I was here for, but it didn't make it easy. I stood up quickly and ran to the door and locked it as if that was going to change anything if he decided that he wanted to enter this room.My body was refusing to calm so a good shower was the solution. I rushed to my bathroom and turned the shower head waiting in anticipation as the cold water hit my skin and I closed my eyes to relax.If he planned to disrupt my day it worked perfectly well because the whole day I was a bundle of nerves. I couldn't eat breakfast, I just kept pacing, if I were in a high school group I would seriously get mocked because I was getting all worked up because a guy wanted to sleep wi
The king's chamber " I asked you a question didn't I." He asked as I turned to where he was seated on the sofa with his hands folded, he stood up and the look on his face almost made me step back in fear but I stood my ground refusing to give him the reaction he was looking for." And who said I had to answer any question from you?" I challenged as I looked him square in the eyes. " Suddenly you've become so bold, let's see how bold you are tonight when I am deep inside you and bury my seed in you." He said before he walked away. Okay, what a nice way to remind me of what I was avoiding the whole day. I placed my hand on my chest to calm myself, my heart was beating so much I was afraid it was going to burst." Ma'am." I jumped up as I felt someone touch me. " Jeez, Rena don't scare me like that."" Sorry madam, I was just worried, you've been standing there with your hand in your chest and I thought maybe you were in pain." She said and I could clearly see the worry written on her
Bearing his seedIt was like I was suddenly in a trance and I didn't have control of my own body, maybe it was the heat of the moment. I watched as Markus walked towards me without breaking eye contact with me. He covered my cheeks with his large hand and I heard him whisper " beautiful," before our lips met. It was like a fire ignited in my body, from my head to my toes. The kiss started slowly like he was the teacher and I was the student. Because actually he was a master at this and I was inexperienced.Soon the kiss passed from gentle and soft to more demanding and I couldn't be more obedient than to open my mouth when he bit my lip I was forced to open up to him. He held my waist as he brought me closer to him, there was no space left between us. I wrapped my arms around him as my hands went into his hair, they were so soft I almost felt jealous. I felt my back hit the bed. Wait when did we get to the bed? I didn't even notice we were moving. Must have been so lost in the kiss
The dinnerI had warned myself several times not to feel this way each time he was with another woman or said something hurtful but I couldn't help it. First, it was this morning when he called Fiona, and now as I watched him kiss another woman I couldn't help but think of the way he kissed me last night. He should at least respect the fact I just gave him myself last night and now this morning he was already with another woman, did I really not mean anything to him? Of course I did not, I was just his baby carrier.I pretended like I didn't see anything and I went past them to get coffee. I think they might have felt my presence as they stopped what they were doing and looked at me like I had just ruined their perfect little moment.I felt his eyes on me but I didn't care to look at him, breakfast was already served so I just made myself comfortable as I started eating." Babe, who's she?" She asked like she was anything special, If she knew just how many girls were already acting lik
Feeling sick " I didn't…I..I" I didn't know what to say, what in the world warranted me to say that. This wasn't a little date and I wasn't his wife, why was I acting like a wife who saw her husband flirting with another woman and couldn't stand it? The look on Markus's face told me he didn't like me addressing him as my husband.Instead of saying anything, he just turned to his food. What type of dinner was this? He was just ignoring me like his only focus was to eat out alone because I was sure he didn't even care that was there.If this was was he meant by taking me out I would have gladly preferred to stay in my room, there I wouldn't have had to deal with his shitty attitude. We ate the food in silence and this time the silence wasn't comfortable, it was like we had so much to say but nobody was ready to speak. I was sure he wanted to tell me just how incompetent I was and I wanted to tell him just how inconsiderate he was. But instead of saying anything we both focused on our
The pregnancy testI turned to him and he had his brows pinched together like he was in deep thought. I didn't have the chance to read more of his facial expression as I turned back on the kitchen sink retching my already empty stomach. I felt someone push my hair that was coming down due to the way I was bending. Sometimes I didn't even understand him, sometimes he acted like a whole different person, one minute he was caring the next he was acting like he didn't even know me.I raised my head and turn the tap open so it could flush away the mess I made. " I think I've got food poisoning, from what I had yesterday, I've been having stomach pain since yesterday night." I said to him as he just looked at me as if searching for something on my face, what he was searching for I didn't know." Why didn't you tell me?" Is he joking or what? He wouldn't even talk to me yesterday and what makes him think I'll go to him because I was having a stomach issue? He didn't seem like he had time fo