The dinnerI had warned myself several times not to feel this way each time he was with another woman or said something hurtful but I couldn't help it. First, it was this morning when he called Fiona, and now as I watched him kiss another woman I couldn't help but think of the way he kissed me last night. He should at least respect the fact I just gave him myself last night and now this morning he was already with another woman, did I really not mean anything to him? Of course I did not, I was just his baby carrier.I pretended like I didn't see anything and I went past them to get coffee. I think they might have felt my presence as they stopped what they were doing and looked at me like I had just ruined their perfect little moment.I felt his eyes on me but I didn't care to look at him, breakfast was already served so I just made myself comfortable as I started eating." Babe, who's she?" She asked like she was anything special, If she knew just how many girls were already acting lik
Feeling sick " I didn't…I..I" I didn't know what to say, what in the world warranted me to say that. This wasn't a little date and I wasn't his wife, why was I acting like a wife who saw her husband flirting with another woman and couldn't stand it? The look on Markus's face told me he didn't like me addressing him as my husband.Instead of saying anything, he just turned to his food. What type of dinner was this? He was just ignoring me like his only focus was to eat out alone because I was sure he didn't even care that was there.If this was was he meant by taking me out I would have gladly preferred to stay in my room, there I wouldn't have had to deal with his shitty attitude. We ate the food in silence and this time the silence wasn't comfortable, it was like we had so much to say but nobody was ready to speak. I was sure he wanted to tell me just how incompetent I was and I wanted to tell him just how inconsiderate he was. But instead of saying anything we both focused on our
The pregnancy testI turned to him and he had his brows pinched together like he was in deep thought. I didn't have the chance to read more of his facial expression as I turned back on the kitchen sink retching my already empty stomach. I felt someone push my hair that was coming down due to the way I was bending. Sometimes I didn't even understand him, sometimes he acted like a whole different person, one minute he was caring the next he was acting like he didn't even know me.I raised my head and turn the tap open so it could flush away the mess I made. " I think I've got food poisoning, from what I had yesterday, I've been having stomach pain since yesterday night." I said to him as he just looked at me as if searching for something on my face, what he was searching for I didn't know." Why didn't you tell me?" Is he joking or what? He wouldn't even talk to me yesterday and what makes him think I'll go to him because I was having a stomach issue? He didn't seem like he had time fo
Baby shoppingThe test result was staring at me officially telling me that I wasn't going to be a mother to the child I was carrying. I felt myself tear up. someone might think they were tears of joy. Of course, it's a good thing to have a child but even better if you were having a child with someone who loves you or at least cares for you.I wiped the tears quickly before Markus could notice them." I'm going to become a father." He asked like he couldn't believe it." Am going to give you the world my child, anything you want would be dropped at your feet. My sweet child." There was no doubt he was going to love this child with all his heart. But I wanted this child to get love from both parents.When Markus finally collected himself together he looked up at me, but not with love or anything warm. He just had that look of approval like I had finally accomplished a purpose. I was finally useful." You have to be careful what you eat. I saw all the sweets you consumed. You're carryi
The Surprise He didn't have to remind me that I was carrying a child, that I was at high risk of not being able to watch, crawl, or read bedtime stories to him or her. If my plan of making Markus fall for me fails I knew I was doomed. I was going to lose this child forever.People were looking at us with eyes full of admiration. Of course, to the world, we looked like the happy couples expecting a baby, only if they knew.We had gotten so many items I lost count. Everything cost a fortune. Did Markus think that any of these meant anything to the child without the love from both parents?I was getting tired of moving around with them. I didn't even have a yet but I was feeling so lazy. Markus didn't want anything that wasn't the best." Markus, I'm tired. I'll just sit here." I said as I took the next available seat. Markus turned and quickly rushed to me." Are you okay? Do you feel pain anywhere?" He asked me and I shook my head telling him I was just tired." Aren't they cute?" Tw
Chapter 16" What do you mean you're going to be parents?" I asked like I didn't already know what those words meant. It couldn't be true right?" Are you deaf or you just can't comprehend simple English? By the way, the news isn't for you. Am here to share this happy news with Markus." She said as she glanced around the house." Like I said he isn't here. Go look for him in his office or something. Go share your happy news." My voice sounded so furious." Why do you think I came back here? I called his office but they wouldn't put me through to him even when I told them it was very important."Yeah, very important. I didn't know what to think, my mind was blank, I was pregnant for Markus and now another woman walked in here claiming to also be carrying his child.I was confused. Suddenly not in the mood to converse with her anymore I turned to head back to my room, I needed space to think. What would happen now if the child she was carrying was really his? Would he marry her while I
Why a child?" What are you doing here?" I asked her as I stepped into the room fully. Imagine my surprise when I found her comfortably lying on my bed like she owned it." What does it look like I am doing to you? Am taking a rest. Wouldn't want anything to stress me because, you know, being pregnant and all." I couldn't help but roll my eyes, I didn't know how long she was or if she was even pregnant but she sure was overreacting." Am sorry to burst your bubble, but this room belongs to me."" Not anymore." She said with so much confidence I was taken aback. Did Markus tell her to stay here? There were many rooms in this mansion and she didn't see anyone but this?What was going on?Maids started entering my room and I turned to look at them in confusion." Rena, what's happening?" I asked as Rena entered and she stopped turning to me." Ma'am it seems the boss wants your things transferred." That was the only information she gave me before she joined the others to take my things
Pregnancy Hormones If people were given an award for bad timing it would be given to me. Everything was going so perfectly and I just had to ruin the mood.At my question Markus just froze on top of me, not saying a word, not moving. It was so awkward." Forget I asked," I said like I hadn't already ruined the mood beyond repair.To my disappointment, Markus got up from me not sparing me another look, he picked up his towel and went into his closet.The room grew silent. What was wrong with me? Why do I keep forgetting the fact that I wasn't his wife and didn't have to explain anything to him? I was nothing special, and whatever treatment I'd be receiving from him would be because of the child. Nothing more.My lust was replaced by frustration as I stood up and walked to the balcony. I heard him come out of his closet and walk out of the room.I stood by the balcony for a few moments before walking into the room to rest. His bed was way bigger than mine and more comfortable. It didn