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First of Jesse XIX
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2024-10-29 19:42:56I don’t know what kind of relationship I have with Oliver but I swear he is extra bold and sweet today. For example when I woke up earlier, he called me and asked me if I want to have breakfast with him. Well of course I agree and he immediately said that he is my door already. When he already here inside he is the one who do the works from preparing and in washing the dishes.
He just left a reminder that I should not skip lunch. Well how can I not when I am too busy writing and if he will always asking for the manuscript. But he is still sweet.
I just let myself under the shower flooding with the thoughts of him. I don’t know what to say but he is doing things like we are a couple.
Our conversation that night made me realize that Oliver is really serious. I never thought he would have feelings that for me but look at me blaming him for everything that happened to me. I am such a coward and a dumb person. I can only say that I was too young that time
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I want to die.Can I die now?I am so embarrassed right now!Oliver is inside my apartment and he is cooking for me. Again!“Aren’t you tired from work?” I asked.“Nope I feel refresh whenever I see you” He is not looking at me but I know he is smiling.Damn it! I am so in love with him. I understand what really love is because now I experiencing it. All this things are new to me that I don’t know how to handle.I am just waiting for him to finish cooking because he said that we should eat together.“You want some sushi?” He asked.“Yes, please” I answered him. Sushi is not my favorite but at least that food is exactly my taste.I don’t know what he is doing because I am facing his back. I am also too shy to peek at him so I sit still and watch only his back.I can’t help but to get shy all over again remembering what he just told me ea
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