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2023-03-10 12:37:18Shanaya could only look at the handsome Vihaan standing at the corner of her kitchen.
Her cheeks red while her mind realised the meaning behind his words.They were normal yet the way he spoke hint her at the intensity of the words.Looking at the flushed Shanaya, Vihaan could not avert his eyes. All he wanted was to keep looking at her, her flushed cheeks, her medium-sized eyes, her brown hair he wanted to stroke for hours. It was not he was not interested in her body, hell he wanted to have her all the time but he did not want to disrespect her, not at that time.Not when the situation was grave.Shanaya waited for him to show he was kidding and did not mean it but when he did not chuckle and kept looking at it, she took a long breath.She was not going to let him affect her."Fine..." Speaking in a hush to stop her from leaving, with his hands suspeRelated chapters
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Good morning" Trying to meet her eyes, Vihaan spoke while sitting at the breakfast table.It was not exactly morning; it was ten in the morning, and they both were late for the office.Or, Vihaan was deliberately late as he was waiting for Shana to at least look at him.He was completely sober, even if he was not, he was not going to show it.The thought of the night was a nightmare for him and he did not want to ruin the present day.But it looked like it had.He felt Shana ignoring him completely, and once done with the breakfast, he followed her back to his room.Closing the door, he walked toward Shana and lightly grabbing her elbow, made her turn towards him."Please look at me" Lifting her chin with his index finger; he was like a lost puppy.Shana did not glance at him."I am sorry, Shana"
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Tick tick tick....The second hand of the wall clock was increasing her heartbeat with every strike and she was becoming more anxious.Now she was concerned about him. It might have been normal for her to pretend to be okay in front of the members of the family when they had asked about Vihaan and she had replied" He will be late."But, now when she was alone, and time was passing at a fast pace, she was worried.All she wanted was for him to be in front of her.Lurching up from the bed, she stood up and picking the phone from the table, she had just dialled his number when she heard the bell ringing outside the door of the room.And the next second, she heard the knob of the door turning.She had never been so relieved as she was a the moment and she almost ran forward to hug him.But, then she stopped and all the anxiousness, worri
