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83. Overthinking leads to nothing
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I marked her mine 84. Mystery girl
"The cake was delicious, Aunt" peeking over the kitchen slab to look what Chaya Rathore was preparing, Shanaya was talking with her for an hour. It was the Sunday evening, the cold breeze of air providing a little bit of relaxation in August."Really?" stirring the content of her dish, Chaya Rathore smiled pleased."Ofcourse Aunt. I forgot to thank you on my birthday, you know with all the things going on." swaying her hands in the air between her talks, Shanaya continued" But I knew the moment I taste it, it's you.""Are you buttering me, Shanaya?" looking at her attempts to seek forgiveness, Chaya could not stop laughing.Chaya had known Shanaya for the last three years when Vansh had introduced her as his best friend and, the boding between two of them was quite good.Not to mention, Chaya was a teaser and Shanaya, a charmer."Come on, Mrs Chaya!" faking shocks, Shanaya opened her eyes wide and continued," You know me. I never compliment someone I do not want to.""Oh! yes, I know,
Last Updated : 2022-05-19I marked her mine 85. How was the Kiss?
Lifting her head, Shanaya looked directly at Vihaan but to no avail. Vihaan was ignoring Shanaya. The more, he was ignoring more was the tension erupting in Shanaya's mind and, heart. "Ahh, this" she saw Vihaan speaking while roaming his hand on his neck, as if, tracing the red marks, again. The gesture was more than enough for Shanaya, to remember everything and, she cursed deep inside.She wanted the touch, the feeling, the sensation, everything she had with Vihaan. And she knew blaming God for the situation would not make her guilty. All she had ever asked was a man who was far away from drinking, smoking and domestic violence. Vihaan might not be the last two, but the first one was enough for Shanaya to control the rein of her needs, desires and wishes. "What? You are going to keep it a secret?" the chain of her thoughts was disturbed when he heard Saaransh voice and, she realized Vihaan had not answered, yet. "Do not tell me it was some random girl!" with his brows and ton
Last Updated : 2022-05-19I marked her mine 86. Forget it, now
"You can go, Ms kriti. I will be leaving soon." speaking to Ms kriti, sitting on her chair in her office in a crisp white shirt with folded sleeves, blue destroyed skinny jeans and black boots, Shanaya closed the opened folder on her desktop kept on the table and looked at Ms Kriti. It was seven in the evening and, all the employees had already gone to their respective home, except Shanaya, Vihaan and Ms kriti. Ms kriti spoke while observing Shanaya if she is telling the truth"Are you sure? I can wait for some more time." "I will be alright, Ms Kriti. Your daughter is waiting for you at, home." promoting her to go, Shanaya smiled and continued" Make sure to lock the gate, I will be, there soon." Shanaya had asked Ms kriti to join her in her apartment after she had returned to the office. Ms Kriti was not only her assistant, but she was also like a family to her and, there was no way she was going to let her hurt, in any way. Shanaya looked away from kriti when her phone notified h
Last Updated : 2022-05-19I marked her mine 87. Pretence or reality?
4 months later "What's your opinion on it, Ms Shanaya?" sitting on his chair with his index finger on his lips in the presentation room in a Blue pant and White shirt with sleeves folded, Vihaan withdraw his eyes from the ppt on display and look at Shanaya. Shanaya was sitting on the immediate right of him wearing wine business suit with pant and a blue tank top. Hearing Vihaan, she averted her eyes from the ppt and spoke looking at him after considering everything "The designs seemed to be made by focusing on females who like to be feminine. There are many females outside who like boyish thing in their size or style and, we can't ignore that particular section of females." "We want everyone to be satisfied with what they buy from us and, that will be when we will give them limitless options." There were in a meeting for the upcoming Winter clothes and, Shanaya could not miss it. Since the contract with Rathore's company, Shanaya had attended every meeting related to cloth busines
Last Updated : 2022-05-19I marked her mine 88. Suffocated feelings
"Blind date?""Seriously!!""When did it happen?!!""You on a blind date? When has sun rises from the west!!"Reading the messages on the whatsapp group made by Avni after her wedding, Shanaya had no sense how to react.The thought of Vihaan going on a blind date had snatch every sense from her body and mind. She felt numb and, it took a minute for her to realise someone was talking to her.Oh yes, Ms kriti was standing in front of her, her face masked with confusion.She heard kriti asking " Are you okay, Ms Shanaya?" and felt the concern in her voice.And, she knew the reason for her concern. She had ignored her like, for the last five minutes!"Wow! the mere mention of Vihaan going on a date has made you knock to the death and, you think you are fine!" she heard her mind back to its sarcastic mood and, she could not blame it.She had no reason to get affected by what Vihaan does and, she was sure the moment she had said "I love someone else" to Mr Khanna in front of Vihaan, she was
Last Updated : 2022-05-19I marked her mine 89. Bitching ex gf?
"So, Blind date, hmm?" eating cookies from the plate kept on the decorated table, Anubhav enquired while looking at Vihaan.He was wearing black jeans and a blue tee."Yup" eyes focused on his favourite thing, wine glass Vihaan wearing black jeans and black fitted tee responded, absentmindedly.Vansh wearing black jeans and the black tee was sitting next to Vihaan on the same round table along with Avni, Saaransh and Shanaya and looked at Shanaya the moment Vihaan answered.Shanaya wearing black jeans and a blue tank top with a blue Long Shrug did not look toward anyone, her attention was focused solely on the fruit juice kept in front of her."But why?" wearing blue jeans and blue peasant Avni spoke emphasising on 'why'?"Why do people go on a date!?" taking a sip, Vihaan spoke, once again ignoring any eye contact.Observing everything, Vansh noticed Vihaan was not making eye contact while talking about it and he knew the reason."You are going on a blind date, not on a date, Vihaan"
Last Updated : 2022-05-19I marked her mine 90. I do not like my girl showing skin
"I.." backing away, creating a safe distance, Shanaya shuttered.Deep inside, Shanaya could not stop cursing Vansh for leaving her alone to deal with the devil by excusing himself seconds later they had been caught bitching Kritika by the devil himself.Not to forget, he was Kritika's ex-boyfriend.Not a good situation, as Shanaya could sense without any new information by anyone."Yes, you?" closing the distance, eyes on her, Vihaan moved toward her.He was enjoying it!After Shanaya had excused herself some half an hour ago, Vihaan could no longer sit there enjoying the food or listen to others asking him about the future blind date.All he could think was the exposing skin of Shanaya and the name of 'Saar' on her back taunting and teasing him.God! how much he wanted to have his imprint on her, rather than someone else's.Standing against the wall, like literally, Shanaya had no clue what to do. She had no answer for his questions for like, the first time."I am waiting, Ms Shanaya
Last Updated : 2022-05-19I marked her mine 91. The changed girl
Thinking about Vihaan if he was hiding something from him Saaransh walk toward Shanaya with his mind full of Vihaan. He knew his best friend very well and, he knew Vihaan would never go for such things. Vihaan was a romantic person who believed in love no matter how many times he had been heartbroken and, something about the situation was not adding up.He knew Vihaan was hiding something.He stopped a few steps away from Shanaya, who was busy on her phone when he received a message.The urge to ignore the message was too powerful, but his mind knew it could be something important and, without his consent, his hands reached into his pant pocket to take out the phone.He clicked on it absentmindedly, his mind and eyes fixed on Shanaya.Smiling a little to himself, he shifts his eyes from Shanaya to his phone and at that moment, the smile faded."No, it can't be!" roaming his hand on his hair frustratingly, he looked at Shanaya leaning against her elbow on the waist length wall of the c
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I marked her mine Love and Love -2
Lying on their bed, she watched him, removing the tie, and unbuttoning his shirt, and then suddenly he stopped.The action did not go unnoticed, and immediately, Shana looked at him.And found him looking at her."Always Look at me," he demanded as soon as their eyes met."I am already looking at only you," Shana replied emphasising on 'you', and her eyes reached to his manhood again.Shana took a long breath as soon as his hands touched his belt.All the curiosity, anxiety, and excitement made their way, and she could feel the sweating make the way.She had touched and had felt him, but now she was going to see it.As if he could sense, he spoke," Are you sure?" Even though his heart was praying, " Please don't say 'No'"."Are you going to torture me in slow motion, " Shana was restless now."Ha
I marked her mine Love and Love-1
"What?" Vihaan almost stammered.And he broke the kiss, not because he wanted to, though. He looked at her, shock written all over his face.Did he just hear Shana correctly?Shana hesitated. Was Vihaan not ready anymore for her?But the kiss did not seem like it. It had the same passion."Nothing," and she blurts out with disappointment, lacing her voice."Shana...please repeat what you said?" Vihaan just wanted to hear her say once more.He had wanted to hear it for such a long time that he was not sure he was even hearing it.Lifting her chin, making her eyes meet his, Vihaan spoke again," Please, just once."His pleading but love-loaded eyes and his thumping heart answered the one Shana was searching for, and she whispered the magic words again," Love me, Vihaan."Tick tick tick
I marked her mine Love me
Ascending the stairs, Shana knew it was a turning night in her life.Vihaan had never left a party like it ever.And she was confused.No way, Vihaan had left the party simply because saaransh had danced with her.And the voice of Vihaan rang in her mind, " One touch of another man on your skin and trust me, you will never forget this night.""He was not serious about it." speaking to herself, she tried calming herself.She was so engrossed she hardly heard Vansh's footsteps beside her."Good night, beautifool" Stopping at the first floor, Vansh looked at her.Shana smiled tight lips, her eyes on the second floor, her heart beating fast, in excitement and desire.Waving goodbye to Vansh, she hurriedly ascended the stairs and halted in front of the door to their bedroom.Calming her running heart,
I marked her mine Dance with the ex
Everything was going well. Since the arrival of Vihaan, Shana could hardly feel any gaze. And the party was going great. As it was for only closed ones, it hardly had thirty to forty people. The food, the music, the aura, everything was perfect. "I think it will be a girl" Sipping the soft drink, Shana spoke, her eyes filled with love looking at Avni's belly. She was standing in the middle of the party hall with Vansh, Avni and Anubhav. "I think it would be a boy" Vansh spoke next. "Come on! I can tell you it will be a girl" Caressing her belly, Avni glared at Vansh. "Ofcourse, even I want a girl" Joining Avni, Anubhav continued" Imagine having a little image of you. That would be so beautiful" and he was dreamy now. Shana was enjoying t
I marked her mine Red or pink?
Shana was sitting in front of the dressing table, her pinkish-round face glowing.Not with any makeup, but with shyness, excitement and nervousness.Her greenish silk saree with a backless blouse and the emerald necklace adoring her petite and creamy neck were not making her less prettier.And she realised people saying green is her colour were not liars.She was glad to choose green, for she wanted to look pretty. The feminine in her was urging her to look beautiful, for herself and for Vihaan.She knew something had changed, maybe not just something but everything.She now wanted to wear gorgeous sarees and dresses and wanted to look mesmerizing every time.And her expectations of herself were so much, she could not even decide which lipstick to apply.Her heart as usual wanted red, but her eyes and mind were urging her to go to pink.And vihaan lying on the bed, his hands supporting his head was not helpful at all.Instead, like always he was increasing her heartbeats and regrets.
I marked her mine I am genuinely sorry
Shana might not have forgiven him, but she would answer him ,whenever he would ask her anything.But that was it.Days passed and it was one fine day.Avni and anubhav have visited them and all except Vihaan were sitting in the lobby, enjoying the sunset and cool Breeze while enjoying the coffee.Vihaan was as usual in his office, he had some important meetings with the international client.But he had promised Avni he would be with them as soon as the meeting will be over.Sipping the coffee while gossiping , Avni spoke up, gaining everyone's attention on her"I have something to share with you."And she had everyone's attention.She looked nervously at everyone and then her gaze halted at Anubhav who was sitting beside her on the sofa.Out of her habit, Shana was noticing her body language and she noticed Avni's p
I marked her mine I am sorry-2
Two days passed and it was already Sunday.Neither Shana nor Vihaan had any plans, but the rest of the Rathores had already departed to one of their relatives.Since it was one of her favourites, Shana took her time to wake up.She had no obligation to wake up early and to rush to the office.She had inner plans though.She wanted to wake up late, have a bath, have brunch and then she wanted to dedicate her time to writing.It was killing her to know she had not written a single line for a long time.Waking up at ten in the morning, she was out of her room after half an hour.She had not taken a bath yet, she was craving for some strong coffee.Still in her sleep, she descended the stairs to reach Vansh's floor and the thought of having a glimpse of him made her walk toward his room.Knocking, sh
I marked her mine I am sorry
Good morning" Trying to meet her eyes, Vihaan spoke while sitting at the breakfast table.It was not exactly morning; it was ten in the morning, and they both were late for the office.Or, Vihaan was deliberately late as he was waiting for Shana to at least look at him.He was completely sober, even if he was not, he was not going to show it.The thought of the night was a nightmare for him and he did not want to ruin the present day.But it looked like it had.He felt Shana ignoring him completely, and once done with the breakfast, he followed her back to his room.Closing the door, he walked toward Shana and lightly grabbing her elbow, made her turn towards him."Please look at me" Lifting her chin with his index finger; he was like a lost puppy.Shana did not glance at him."I am sorry, Shana"
I marked her mine Mother of his child
Tick tick tick....The second hand of the wall clock was increasing her heartbeat with every strike and she was becoming more anxious.Now she was concerned about him. It might have been normal for her to pretend to be okay in front of the members of the family when they had asked about Vihaan and she had replied" He will be late."But, now when she was alone, and time was passing at a fast pace, she was worried.All she wanted was for him to be in front of her.Lurching up from the bed, she stood up and picking the phone from the table, she had just dialled his number when she heard the bell ringing outside the door of the room.And the next second, she heard the knob of the door turning.She had never been so relieved as she was a the moment and she almost ran forward to hug him.But, then she stopped and all the anxiousness, worri
