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78. Fear
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"Ms Shanaya!" welcoming Shanaya with a full genuine smile Mr Singhania in his blue Armani suit and hair styled in a pony spread his arms to hug her.Wearing a red bodycon knee-length sleeveless formal dress with a golden belt at the middle of the waist with a black stiletto, Shanaya had opted for a light red lipstick and had her hair free down her waist. She had no piece of jewellery, her diamond ring and Hermes watch only the thing on her body apart from the dress.She felt confident in the dress, which was same as her office going dress.Smiling at Mr Singhania, she side hugged him for not more than a second and withdraw as soon as possible without hurting his sentiments.She knew she had to meet several people at the party, and she had herself mentally and physically prepared.But, under no condition, she was ready to hug any stranger.Mr Singhania was exceptional, for he was her partner in the deal and he had no idea what had happened with her.Not like she was interested in tellin
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" I have a flight for Hyderabad tonight so Bro will pick you now and," giving the looks that say 'do not dare to deny me' to Shanaya, Vansh continued" You will be staying in my room.""I will order a cab," replying him back, Shanaya took a sip from the juice glass she was holding.She was not going to be in the same car as Vihaan, no, never.It was almost an hour since the party has started and she was already feeling bore. She had cleverly denied any dance request and was grateful no one had forced her.After introducing three of them to the several members present, Mr Singhania had asked them to join him for the toast in honour of Vihaan.Shanaya would have joined them, but, the horror of kissing Vihaan hours ago was haunting her.And, to add more to it, Vihaan had not removed them at all!The moment he had entered, Shanaya had thought he would have removed them and, her eyes had automatically looked at his neck."Look at me, please look at me!" speaking to herself, she had prayed f
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"I owe you no explanation" adjusting the phone between his left ear and neck, Vihaan spoke on the phone.Removing his shoe while sitting on his bed, Only one per cent of his mind was on the conversation, rest on the further things he was going to do.He walked toward the full view mirror and, roaming his right hand on his hair as a habit, he starts, unbuttoning his shirt.He stopped after unbuttoning the top two-button, the anger and frustration evident on his face."It was a mutual decision, Kritika! We decided to break up after discussing with each other." hastening the process of unbuttoning, he jerks it off from his body and toss it somewhere on the bed.He was in no mood to deal with anyone of them."I do not want to have any talk regarding this, ever. Do not tell me you can't keep your personal and professional life separate! I respect you but do not change my opinion on it just because you are drunk!" not minding his rude tone, Vihaan spoke all of it a single sentence.He did n
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But, deep inside, she knew what she had agreed upon was not going to be easy.The person she was talking to was Vihaan Singh Rathore, not some normal man. And, Shanaya knew very well not to think less of him."Complete the homework I gave you as soon as possible" looking at her with mischief and something more, Vihaan's eyes scanned her, all of her, and wasn't that he wanted to do every day and night of his life!Watching him looking at her took Shanaya's breath, but, damn it, she liked it!"I am going nuts" thinking to herself, she did not withdraw her gaze from Vihaan. No way she was going to be weak in front of him. She was going to handle him in the same way she had always done.Shanaya was going to shut her mind off permanently when her mind spoke sarcastically "Yes, just like admiring his body, face and smile. And, yes imagining him against yours."Since meeting Vihaan, her heart and, mind has become a mortal enemy and, she did not like it at all! Hell, even her mind and heart
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Pacing in his room, Shanaya thinks hard how to start. It was so awkward for her to speak of such things. But, she could feel Vihaan's eyes on her, expecting her to speak.But, damn it! Those eyes were making her nervous.All she wanted was to say it and end the agony and maybe the guilt she was feeling."It may sound weird and, I am sorry in advance, but, just don't take me wrong or, such thing." blabbering while using her hand to convey her words, Shanaya looked at Vihaan.Reducing the distance between them, Vihaan winced when the motion creates pain, but before Shanaya could see him in pain, he spoke:" What's wrong?."But before Shanaya could say, she heard the third man" Sir, first aid."The thought of someone seeing her inside Vihaan's bedroom that late in the night caused tension to Shanaya and she stopped dead. No way she was going to let others know about them or even have any doubt on them.Hell, they were not even 'them'.She saw Vihaan moving toward the door and heard him sa
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"The cake was delicious, Aunt" peeking over the kitchen slab to look what Chaya Rathore was preparing, Shanaya was talking with her for an hour. It was the Sunday evening, the cold breeze of air providing a little bit of relaxation in August."Really?" stirring the content of her dish, Chaya Rathore smiled pleased."Ofcourse Aunt. I forgot to thank you on my birthday, you know with all the things going on." swaying her hands in the air between her talks, Shanaya continued" But I knew the moment I taste it, it's you.""Are you buttering me, Shanaya?" looking at her attempts to seek forgiveness, Chaya could not stop laughing.Chaya had known Shanaya for the last three years when Vansh had introduced her as his best friend and, the boding between two of them was quite good.Not to mention, Chaya was a teaser and Shanaya, a charmer."Come on, Mrs Chaya!" faking shocks, Shanaya opened her eyes wide and continued," You know me. I never compliment someone I do not want to.""Oh! yes, I know,
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Lifting her head, Shanaya looked directly at Vihaan but to no avail. Vihaan was ignoring Shanaya. The more, he was ignoring more was the tension erupting in Shanaya's mind and, heart. "Ahh, this" she saw Vihaan speaking while roaming his hand on his neck, as if, tracing the red marks, again. The gesture was more than enough for Shanaya, to remember everything and, she cursed deep inside.She wanted the touch, the feeling, the sensation, everything she had with Vihaan. And she knew blaming God for the situation would not make her guilty. All she had ever asked was a man who was far away from drinking, smoking and domestic violence. Vihaan might not be the last two, but the first one was enough for Shanaya to control the rein of her needs, desires and wishes. "What? You are going to keep it a secret?" the chain of her thoughts was disturbed when he heard Saaransh voice and, she realized Vihaan had not answered, yet. "Do not tell me it was some random girl!" with his brows and ton
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"You can go, Ms kriti. I will be leaving soon." speaking to Ms kriti, sitting on her chair in her office in a crisp white shirt with folded sleeves, blue destroyed skinny jeans and black boots, Shanaya closed the opened folder on her desktop kept on the table and looked at Ms Kriti. It was seven in the evening and, all the employees had already gone to their respective home, except Shanaya, Vihaan and Ms kriti. Ms kriti spoke while observing Shanaya if she is telling the truth"Are you sure? I can wait for some more time." "I will be alright, Ms Kriti. Your daughter is waiting for you at, home." promoting her to go, Shanaya smiled and continued" Make sure to lock the gate, I will be, there soon." Shanaya had asked Ms kriti to join her in her apartment after she had returned to the office. Ms Kriti was not only her assistant, but she was also like a family to her and, there was no way she was going to let her hurt, in any way. Shanaya looked away from kriti when her phone notified h
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"What?" Vihaan almost stammered.And he broke the kiss, not because he wanted to, though. He looked at her, shock written all over his face.Did he just hear Shana correctly?Shana hesitated. Was Vihaan not ready anymore for her?But the kiss did not seem like it. It had the same passion."Nothing," and she blurts out with disappointment, lacing her voice."Shana...please repeat what you said?" Vihaan just wanted to hear her say once more.He had wanted to hear it for such a long time that he was not sure he was even hearing it.Lifting her chin, making her eyes meet his, Vihaan spoke again," Please, just once."His pleading but love-loaded eyes and his thumping heart answered the one Shana was searching for, and she whispered the magic words again," Love me, Vihaan."Tick tick tick
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Shana was sitting in front of the dressing table, her pinkish-round face glowing.Not with any makeup, but with shyness, excitement and nervousness.Her greenish silk saree with a backless blouse and the emerald necklace adoring her petite and creamy neck were not making her less prettier.And she realised people saying green is her colour were not liars.She was glad to choose green, for she wanted to look pretty. The feminine in her was urging her to look beautiful, for herself and for Vihaan.She knew something had changed, maybe not just something but everything.She now wanted to wear gorgeous sarees and dresses and wanted to look mesmerizing every time.And her expectations of herself were so much, she could not even decide which lipstick to apply.Her heart as usual wanted red, but her eyes and mind were urging her to go to pink.And vihaan lying on the bed, his hands supporting his head was not helpful at all.Instead, like always he was increasing her heartbeats and regrets.
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Shana might not have forgiven him, but she would answer him ,whenever he would ask her anything.But that was it.Days passed and it was one fine day.Avni and anubhav have visited them and all except Vihaan were sitting in the lobby, enjoying the sunset and cool Breeze while enjoying the coffee.Vihaan was as usual in his office, he had some important meetings with the international client.But he had promised Avni he would be with them as soon as the meeting will be over.Sipping the coffee while gossiping , Avni spoke up, gaining everyone's attention on her"I have something to share with you."And she had everyone's attention.She looked nervously at everyone and then her gaze halted at Anubhav who was sitting beside her on the sofa.Out of her habit, Shana was noticing her body language and she noticed Avni's p
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I marked her mine I am sorry
Good morning" Trying to meet her eyes, Vihaan spoke while sitting at the breakfast table.It was not exactly morning; it was ten in the morning, and they both were late for the office.Or, Vihaan was deliberately late as he was waiting for Shana to at least look at him.He was completely sober, even if he was not, he was not going to show it.The thought of the night was a nightmare for him and he did not want to ruin the present day.But it looked like it had.He felt Shana ignoring him completely, and once done with the breakfast, he followed her back to his room.Closing the door, he walked toward Shana and lightly grabbing her elbow, made her turn towards him."Please look at me" Lifting her chin with his index finger; he was like a lost puppy.Shana did not glance at him."I am sorry, Shana"
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Tick tick tick....The second hand of the wall clock was increasing her heartbeat with every strike and she was becoming more anxious.Now she was concerned about him. It might have been normal for her to pretend to be okay in front of the members of the family when they had asked about Vihaan and she had replied" He will be late."But, now when she was alone, and time was passing at a fast pace, she was worried.All she wanted was for him to be in front of her.Lurching up from the bed, she stood up and picking the phone from the table, she had just dialled his number when she heard the bell ringing outside the door of the room.And the next second, she heard the knob of the door turning.She had never been so relieved as she was a the moment and she almost ran forward to hug him.But, then she stopped and all the anxiousness, worri
