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72. Guilty feelings
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I marked her mine 73. Wounded heart
Shanaya was praying to God with her eyes closed to make the anxiety all over her mind gone. Standing at the back of the crowded elevator used by the employee of Rathore company, wearing pink blazer and pant with a white tank top, she was counting every second in her head to distract.It was just a minute and, yet sweating and rushed breaths had become her friends.The VIP elevator was not functioning, thus not leaving any other option for Shanaya. She had never thought to be in a crowded lift was going to be an impact mentally, but she was proved wrong.The incident with Aniket had changed a lot without her knowledge.She rushed toward the exit when the lift reached the top floor and coming out of it she bends forward exhaling several breaths.She straightens herself after a minute and, after adjusting her hair, she started walking toward her office only to stop when she felt someone's eyes on her.Sitting inside his office on his chair, Vihaan was on a call when he looked outside uni
Last Updated : 2022-05-06I marked her mine 74. Don't touch me!
"You want to break your heart again, do it. I will be there to console you, help you but do not forget I alerted you." guessing by Shanaya's tone, Riya knew she was hurt and, all she needed was her support."I understood everything. I won't let my feelings hurt me again." on the verge of crying, Shanaya somehow spoke."Shana, I can only make you understand and see the reality. It's totally up to you, to do what you want it's your life. Having feelings for someone is divine, but having it for a wrong person is not."Shanaya heard Riya continuing in a soft voice, the soothing voice that she always use while making someone understand her point "Vihaan is exactly like 'Saar' and, you know the exact reason behind this statement of mine."Yes, Shanaya knew very well the reason for it and, she knew it was not Riya's blame to dislike Vihaan. "I got you, Riya. I won't feel for him anymore, I promise you." trying to smile, Shanaya opened her eyes and looking at her nails to distract herself, sh
Last Updated : 2022-05-06I marked her mine 75. I want to be with you
"I am fine!" going after Vihaan, Shanaya tried her best. Opening the door, she found Vihaan sitting on the couch waiting for her. "I am okay" standing in front of him, she looked at him, but not in his eyes.She had no strength and reality to saw in his eyes."Why did you shout if you are okay!" anger evident on his voice, Vihaan spoke out, challenging Shanaya to prove him wrong.Taken aback by his voice, Shanaya took a minute to say anything. Deep down, she knows he was reasonable and, anyone would get angry on not getting the answers after asking several times. But, she could not just let the truth slip."It was an unexpected touch, so I freaked out. That was it" trying to speak in a soft and low volume, Shanaya tried not to freak Vihaan out."What happened that day, Shanaya? You changed your dress not because you spill something on it, but, because something happened which you are not telling me! So, tell me what happened!?"Shanaya took a moment to think.And, that exact moment to
Last Updated : 2022-05-06I marked her mine 76. The precious hug
He looked at the screen and looking at Aniket sitting in Shanaya's office made his blood boil with anger. He felt Shanaya shaking in anger and, he spoke softly and lovingly to calm her down" Shanaya, don't think about it. We will get him punished for sure. He looked at the screen again when he saw her nodding her head and focused his attention on the screen. Sitting in Shanaya's office, Aniket was looking at everything with great interest but, the wicked eyes of his were standing out. "Do you need anything? Tea, coffee or some juice?" offering him, Ms kriti looked at him, expecting an answer. Aniket smiled sinfully and scanning Ms kriti from top to bottom he spoke: " Only your boss can give me what I need." It did not take a second for Ms kriti to understand the meaning behind his words and the fear of being wrong by him made her reach toward the office door while saying" Please wait. Ms Shanaya will be here soon." But, before she could reach the door, she was stopped by a massiv
Last Updated : 2022-05-19I marked her mine 77. Memories
Shanaya wanted to erase the last hour of her life desperately. Sitting in her room, she was mentally still in the Vihaan's office, in his arms and feeling the warmth of them. It had looked so perfect to be there, finding comfort in them and Vihaan's words. She had been shocked at first when she had found herself against his body and had shared the heat. But, then she had relaxed and, against her will, she had liked a lot being there. The desire to be locked in his arms, to share his heat body, to have those comforting words spoken in her ear was so overwhelming she was ready to forget for a second she was supposed to suppress her feelings for him. A floor above, Vihaan was lying on his back on his bed, eyes fixed on the ceiling, hands under his head and, legs crossed. He was the perfect example of 'physically present mentally absent', his mind left behind in his office. His arms could still feel the presence of Shanaya, his mind smelling her body odour in his mind and, could feel
Last Updated : 2022-05-19I marked her mine 78. Fear
Standing in her room in the apartment she had rented, looking at her reflection in the mirror in a grey see-through backless maxi dress, Shanaya turned to see herself from the back. The dress was beautiful as suggested by Ms kriti for the evening party Mr Singhania has hosted in the honour of Vihaan winning the 'CEO of the Year' award, again. She had come to her apartment for the dresses she was going to wear at the party. She had been residing at Rathore's Mansion since the mishappening, but, she knew she needs to go back to her apartment one day. But, as usual, Vansh had denied her request to be back. All he said was "You will go back once we are sure." After telling Vihaan everything, she had dialled Vansh number on coming out of Vihaan's office and had told Vansh everything. She was going to keep her promise of having no secret. Except, for the secret that she was going to keep forever and ever. She had come to know about the award three days ago, the day Vihaan had hugged he
Last Updated : 2022-05-19I marked her mine 79. Lipstick mark
"Ms Shanaya!" welcoming Shanaya with a full genuine smile Mr Singhania in his blue Armani suit and hair styled in a pony spread his arms to hug her.Wearing a red bodycon knee-length sleeveless formal dress with a golden belt at the middle of the waist with a black stiletto, Shanaya had opted for a light red lipstick and had her hair free down her waist. She had no piece of jewellery, her diamond ring and Hermes watch only the thing on her body apart from the dress.She felt confident in the dress, which was same as her office going dress.Smiling at Mr Singhania, she side hugged him for not more than a second and withdraw as soon as possible without hurting his sentiments.She knew she had to meet several people at the party, and she had herself mentally and physically prepared.But, under no condition, she was ready to hug any stranger.Mr Singhania was exceptional, for he was her partner in the deal and he had no idea what had happened with her.Not like she was interested in tellin
Last Updated : 2022-05-19I marked her mine 80. Thank you and sorry
" I have a flight for Hyderabad tonight so Bro will pick you now and," giving the looks that say 'do not dare to deny me' to Shanaya, Vansh continued" You will be staying in my room.""I will order a cab," replying him back, Shanaya took a sip from the juice glass she was holding.She was not going to be in the same car as Vihaan, no, never.It was almost an hour since the party has started and she was already feeling bore. She had cleverly denied any dance request and was grateful no one had forced her.After introducing three of them to the several members present, Mr Singhania had asked them to join him for the toast in honour of Vihaan.Shanaya would have joined them, but, the horror of kissing Vihaan hours ago was haunting her.And, to add more to it, Vihaan had not removed them at all!The moment he had entered, Shanaya had thought he would have removed them and, her eyes had automatically looked at his neck."Look at me, please look at me!" speaking to herself, she had prayed f
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Lying on their bed, she watched him, removing the tie, and unbuttoning his shirt, and then suddenly he stopped.The action did not go unnoticed, and immediately, Shana looked at him.And found him looking at her."Always Look at me," he demanded as soon as their eyes met."I am already looking at only you," Shana replied emphasising on 'you', and her eyes reached to his manhood again.Shana took a long breath as soon as his hands touched his belt.All the curiosity, anxiety, and excitement made their way, and she could feel the sweating make the way.She had touched and had felt him, but now she was going to see it.As if he could sense, he spoke," Are you sure?" Even though his heart was praying, " Please don't say 'No'"."Are you going to torture me in slow motion, " Shana was restless now."Ha
I marked her mine Love and Love-1
"What?" Vihaan almost stammered.And he broke the kiss, not because he wanted to, though. He looked at her, shock written all over his face.Did he just hear Shana correctly?Shana hesitated. Was Vihaan not ready anymore for her?But the kiss did not seem like it. It had the same passion."Nothing," and she blurts out with disappointment, lacing her voice."Shana...please repeat what you said?" Vihaan just wanted to hear her say once more.He had wanted to hear it for such a long time that he was not sure he was even hearing it.Lifting her chin, making her eyes meet his, Vihaan spoke again," Please, just once."His pleading but love-loaded eyes and his thumping heart answered the one Shana was searching for, and she whispered the magic words again," Love me, Vihaan."Tick tick tick
I marked her mine Love me
Ascending the stairs, Shana knew it was a turning night in her life.Vihaan had never left a party like it ever.And she was confused.No way, Vihaan had left the party simply because saaransh had danced with her.And the voice of Vihaan rang in her mind, " One touch of another man on your skin and trust me, you will never forget this night.""He was not serious about it." speaking to herself, she tried calming herself.She was so engrossed she hardly heard Vansh's footsteps beside her."Good night, beautifool" Stopping at the first floor, Vansh looked at her.Shana smiled tight lips, her eyes on the second floor, her heart beating fast, in excitement and desire.Waving goodbye to Vansh, she hurriedly ascended the stairs and halted in front of the door to their bedroom.Calming her running heart,
I marked her mine Dance with the ex
Everything was going well. Since the arrival of Vihaan, Shana could hardly feel any gaze. And the party was going great. As it was for only closed ones, it hardly had thirty to forty people. The food, the music, the aura, everything was perfect. "I think it will be a girl" Sipping the soft drink, Shana spoke, her eyes filled with love looking at Avni's belly. She was standing in the middle of the party hall with Vansh, Avni and Anubhav. "I think it would be a boy" Vansh spoke next. "Come on! I can tell you it will be a girl" Caressing her belly, Avni glared at Vansh. "Ofcourse, even I want a girl" Joining Avni, Anubhav continued" Imagine having a little image of you. That would be so beautiful" and he was dreamy now. Shana was enjoying t
I marked her mine Red or pink?
Shana was sitting in front of the dressing table, her pinkish-round face glowing.Not with any makeup, but with shyness, excitement and nervousness.Her greenish silk saree with a backless blouse and the emerald necklace adoring her petite and creamy neck were not making her less prettier.And she realised people saying green is her colour were not liars.She was glad to choose green, for she wanted to look pretty. The feminine in her was urging her to look beautiful, for herself and for Vihaan.She knew something had changed, maybe not just something but everything.She now wanted to wear gorgeous sarees and dresses and wanted to look mesmerizing every time.And her expectations of herself were so much, she could not even decide which lipstick to apply.Her heart as usual wanted red, but her eyes and mind were urging her to go to pink.And vihaan lying on the bed, his hands supporting his head was not helpful at all.Instead, like always he was increasing her heartbeats and regrets.
I marked her mine I am genuinely sorry
Shana might not have forgiven him, but she would answer him ,whenever he would ask her anything.But that was it.Days passed and it was one fine day.Avni and anubhav have visited them and all except Vihaan were sitting in the lobby, enjoying the sunset and cool Breeze while enjoying the coffee.Vihaan was as usual in his office, he had some important meetings with the international client.But he had promised Avni he would be with them as soon as the meeting will be over.Sipping the coffee while gossiping , Avni spoke up, gaining everyone's attention on her"I have something to share with you."And she had everyone's attention.She looked nervously at everyone and then her gaze halted at Anubhav who was sitting beside her on the sofa.Out of her habit, Shana was noticing her body language and she noticed Avni's p
I marked her mine I am sorry-2
Two days passed and it was already Sunday.Neither Shana nor Vihaan had any plans, but the rest of the Rathores had already departed to one of their relatives.Since it was one of her favourites, Shana took her time to wake up.She had no obligation to wake up early and to rush to the office.She had inner plans though.She wanted to wake up late, have a bath, have brunch and then she wanted to dedicate her time to writing.It was killing her to know she had not written a single line for a long time.Waking up at ten in the morning, she was out of her room after half an hour.She had not taken a bath yet, she was craving for some strong coffee.Still in her sleep, she descended the stairs to reach Vansh's floor and the thought of having a glimpse of him made her walk toward his room.Knocking, sh
I marked her mine I am sorry
Good morning" Trying to meet her eyes, Vihaan spoke while sitting at the breakfast table.It was not exactly morning; it was ten in the morning, and they both were late for the office.Or, Vihaan was deliberately late as he was waiting for Shana to at least look at him.He was completely sober, even if he was not, he was not going to show it.The thought of the night was a nightmare for him and he did not want to ruin the present day.But it looked like it had.He felt Shana ignoring him completely, and once done with the breakfast, he followed her back to his room.Closing the door, he walked toward Shana and lightly grabbing her elbow, made her turn towards him."Please look at me" Lifting her chin with his index finger; he was like a lost puppy.Shana did not glance at him."I am sorry, Shana"
I marked her mine Mother of his child
Tick tick tick....The second hand of the wall clock was increasing her heartbeat with every strike and she was becoming more anxious.Now she was concerned about him. It might have been normal for her to pretend to be okay in front of the members of the family when they had asked about Vihaan and she had replied" He will be late."But, now when she was alone, and time was passing at a fast pace, she was worried.All she wanted was for him to be in front of her.Lurching up from the bed, she stood up and picking the phone from the table, she had just dialled his number when she heard the bell ringing outside the door of the room.And the next second, she heard the knob of the door turning.She had never been so relieved as she was a the moment and she almost ran forward to hug him.But, then she stopped and all the anxiousness, worri
