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Chapter 49 - My first real Orgasm
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2024-08-15 17:14:23I stare at him in shock. Did he just ask me to be his girlfriend? He looks back at me as if waiting for me to say something but I don't know what to say to that.
"Liam, you and I can't..." I say and then I trail off when I feel his hands on my thighs. I look at them and then I look at him. "Why is it every time I say we can't do something you always do it. You don't listen to me. " I say as his hands slide all the way up to the waistband of my pants. "I do listen to you." He says grabbing the waistband and sliding it down. He has so much strength that he lifts me up and pulls down my pants and underwear at the same time. "No, you don't." I say feeling a light breeze on my skin. My brain is screaming at me to get up and leave before he does something to me I'll regret for the rest of my life but the rest of my body is not listening. I know I shouldn't but I can't move. "Then you'll stop this if you do listen to me." I say finally and h
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