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Chapter 157 - I should have dealt with him
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2025-02-05 16:33:30I can’t believe how different tonight feels. From the moment I step out of the car, Trevor is standing there, waiting, looking sharp and giving me this heart-melting smile. He opens the car door for me like some scene out of a romance movie, and for a second, I can’t help but wonder if this is the same guy from our first date.
“You look stunning,” he says, his voice soft but sincere, and I can feel my cheeks heat up.
The restaurant he’s chosen this time is
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