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Chapter 165 - I'm freaking out
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2025-02-16 16:59:19My heart is going a thousand miles an hour. I stare at Liam, my mouth slightly open, waiting—begging—for him to take it back. To tell me I heard him wrong. To say something, anything, that doesn’t sound like a death sentence.
But he just sits there, completely still, watching me with that cold, detached expression, like he’s already made peace with whatever nightmare is about to unfold.
And that’s when I snap.
“What the hell do you mean it’s already too late?” My voice is sharp, loud enough that a few people glance in our direction. I don’t care. “Why would you even say something like that?”
Liam doesn’t react. Doesn’t flinch. Just keeps staring at me like I’m wasting my breath.
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