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I'm a werewolf 84. Can I join?
Lona’s POVAlthough Alpha King agreed, however, I felt that he was not very satisfied with this. Actually, the diary issue would be resolved within a few days. Within those few days, we could hardly plan or organize the perfect engagement party. So our engagement party would definitely be held after the issue related to the diary was resolved."We can't have an immediate engagement. Although engagement is not as important as marriage, it is also a memorable event for us." I quietly advised Alpha King."But we can announce the engagement right away." After being silent for a long time, Alpha King finally spoke up. The compulsion was evident on the Alpha King's face.He changed so quickly that it was difficult for me to keep up.For the first time, I saw Alpha King's frowning expression and felt happy. In the past, every time he raised his eyebrows, it proved that he encountered difficult things and his work was really stressful. This time, he seemed to be frowning because he was sulki
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Lona's POVI was glad Alpha King allowed me to join him in that meeting.Even though Alpha King had told me more than once that nothing would happen, that diary couldn't be real, but I was still really worried. I worried if the bad guys used some trick when checking the diary.I asked Alpha King many times about what was accused in that diary of my ancestors, but Alpha King never said, He said that he had solved everything, didn't want me to worry about these things. He even threatened me that if I kept asking him so many things that made him unhappy, he wouldn't let me attend the meeting tomorrow. I finally gave in.If the Alpha King didn't want me to worry too much, in front of him, I would pretend to not worry about anything. But when he was not present, I would silently learn about the things that my ancestors left behind, maybe those things would help me in a special situation.The documents that my ancestors had left behind were very important, so I did not bring it here arbitra
Last Updated : 2023-02-25I'm a werewolf 86. Prepare
Lona's POVIn a day, I read a lot of documents, although I didn't know if these documents could help me, but I was determined not to ignore even the smallest clues. At important times those little details could help me.I had suffered many times before because ignoring small details, I didn't want that to happen again.Fortunately, Alpha King had a lot of things to deal with, he stayed in his office until midnight, so I could study more documents.In fact, I had read all the records left by my ancestors, there were records directly related to that year's events and at the same time there were previous records as well. But because I read those records a long time ago, I couldn't remember the contents of it anymore. I believed that if my ancestors were not accused of being a traitor, the documents they left behind would be of great value.Time had changed a lot of things. Although the wolf society had changed a lot, werewolves had a more modern, peaceful and closer life, but the previ
Last Updated : 2023-02-25I'm a werewolf 87. Accuse
Lona's POVWhen I woke up in the morning, Alpha King was already up and everything was ready. He kissed me."You had to remember to eat breakfast, yesterday you ate too little, today you have to eat more, so remember that you have just been injured, you need to replenish." Alpha King stroked my cheek, then kissed me again, this time his kiss was very deep, it took a long time before he left my lips.He looked at me, waiting for my answer.I nodded. Any girl wanted to be cared for, I was happy that Alpha King was always worried about me."Since you've nodded, you must eat a lot. I have prepared a bowl of porridge for you that is very nutritious, remember to eat it all." Alpha King reminded me.The bowl of porridge prepared by Alpha King was certainly not small. But because of Alpha King's special care, I had to eat it all.I nodded vigorously, indicating that I would definitely eat it all. Only then did he leave the room.I forgot to ask Alpha King what he whispered in my ear last nigh
Last Updated : 2023-02-26I'm a werewolf 88. Ready
Lona's POVJust one detail reduced the credibility of the diary to the lowest level."Just a little information is not possible to prove that everything written in this diary is fake." The Alpha of the Wolf pack Crystal Arrow immediately retorted."That's right!" Alpha King spoke lightly.His words surprised everyone, including me. No one understood what Alpha King would say when everyone knew he's on my side.But everyone didn't have to wonder long as Alpha King immediately continued. "Just a few details are not enough to prove that everything in this diary is fake, but it can prove that not everything in this diary is real."Alpha King's words made his point clear. He would not accept what was written in this diary. And of course, the past was still just a mystery.Alpha King almost threatened me to death, fortunately I was able to stay calm.He smiled at me then looked at Beta Dai. “Let’s add a few more discrepancies between the diary and our packed documents So that everyone has n
Last Updated : 2023-02-26I'm a werewolf 89. Wound in the heart
Rose's POVEvery werewolf that reached adulthood would find his mate or her. But that didn't happen to me and Alpha King. Even though we are adults, our friends were all married, we were still alone. For werewolves, if the mate showed up late, it meant that they needed to become more mature, but there were werewolves without a mate. A werewolf without a mate would be a very pitiful werewolf, sometimes others would laugh at and scorn, but of course no one dared to despise me and Alpha King.The difference between me and Alpha King was that he was still happily waiting for his mate, he believed that his mate would definitely appear but I didn't. I did not believe in mates, nor did I believe in a man who could heal me, because I had been deeply hurt and did not believe in love.No one could heal my hurt. Even if I couldn't save myself, no one could save me.I secretly decided that if there was no love, no happiness, I must definitely become the most powerful woman in the wolf society.F
Last Updated : 2023-02-26I'm a werewolf 90. Heartbreak
Rose’s POVJack's return made my mood much worse. I was already disgusted by Lona's sudden appearance. Excessively tired, I even provoked and fought with Lona. That result was more humiliating than losing. Lona was carried away by Alpha King while I couldn't be happier.At the time when I failed, Jack appeared which made me even more tired. The wounds on my body made me weaker. I also wanted to be protected but no one showed up.I yearned for Jack's attention, that longing made me understand that I wouldn't be able to give up on Jack. When I first met him, I was still able to be tough with him, but I couldn't stay firm forever. Jack doesn't love me. Of course he could be cold and disinterested in me but I still love him, I couldn't stop myself from thinking about him."Are you okay?" After Lona and Alpha King left, Jack asked me.The first time after returning, he asked me "How are you?" This time again asked me "Are you ok?"I screamed in my heart, I was not fine, very not fine. His
Last Updated : 2023-02-26I'm a werewolf 91. Give up
Rose's POVThe reason why I couldn't refuse Jack was ridiculous, but I couldn't laugh. If fate did not allow me to be with Jack, I could only accept it, but when I was the one to give the choice, I really couldn't refuse. I was afraid I'll regret it.I had never regretted anything but just felt hurt. Maybe because since I was born I have always tried to do everything in my power, so I had no regrets. I knew many people silently called me stupid, I admitted that I was really stupid. I needed a change but hadn't figured out how to change it yet.Jack and I continued to keep in touch, but I did not answer his questions. I didn't think that was too important. Even though I agreed, Jack easily left.I myself felt very confused, sometimes I wanted to give up but I had no way to give up.I tried to stay calm and rational, but when I heard that Jack was in danger, I couldn't stay calm anymore. I didn't care about everything but sought Lona's help, other than her, I didn't think of anyone else.
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