*Charlotte*If Alpha Finnley and Luna Diana had thought making me work at the Welfare Institution was a punishment, they were sorely wrong. I had a blast. When I was a kid, my dream was to become a teacher, one unlike the ones I had who were disinterested in bringing our creativity and having fun while learning. I’d always wanted to be a teacher who was the exact opposite. One who let the kids be themselves without stifling their natural gifts, even if it wasn’t counting numbers or memorizing vocab words. I’d never expected that my dream would come true, much less in a world full of werewolves.It felt like something out of a fairytale, to be honest. But I still vowed to do my best. To let these children have the best week of their lives that I could. And true to my word, every class was filled with fun and laughter, the kids even started to respect and pay attention to Alexander’s dreadfully monotone lectures about prime numbers too.And the more time Alexande
*Charlotte*Sylvia.I’d been trying to put a name to that face for weeks now in my head. Imagine what she looked like, what she wore, and why Alexander was so in love with her. Standing in front of her now, I could see why.She was beautiful.Lithe and slender, she had the kind of figure any man would die over - a perfect hourglass as she stood in front of us in a light blue dress that hugged her curves without being obscene. It was plain but elegant with long sleeves and a twirly skirt that rested just above her knees. I couldn’t help but notice it was the same blue as Alexander’s eyes, though just a shade lighter under the sun. Her long brown hair was braided over one shoulder, a gorgeous hairclip of a butterfly clipped behind her ear as she gave Alexander a bright dreamy smile. There was a sparkle in her eyes, one that could make any man fall in love.“Alexander, I missed you so much!” Sylvia beamed, rushing over and still graceful with every movement- like a danc
*Charlotte*My heart skipped a beat, fluttering like the wings of a butterfly as I heard Alexander declare me as his chosen mate. His future Luna, his fiance. I almost couldn’t believe my ears, my body growing warm as I couldn’t stop the smile that grew on my face. Just a few weeks ago, he’d been so adamant about calling off our engagement, threatening his own father just so he wouldn’t have to marry me, and now he was telling the woman he’d claimed to be in love with for so long that he’d chosen me instead of her?It was hard not to be giddy, the feelings I’d been repressing overflowing. The ones I’d kept hidden, reminding myself he would never be mine, and now…I could finally express my own feelings. Feeling like a sparkler on the fourth of July, I glanced up at Alexander, opening my mouth to tell him all of the feelings I’d wanted to say but a loud sob interrupted my delusions. I only remembered now - we weren’t alone.Sylvia had covered her face with her hands, tea
*Charlotte*Arms wrapped firmly around my waist before I could fall back on my ass, and practically lifted me off the ground as he carried me across the trail, my feet dangling inches from the ground. “What do you think you are doing?” I screeched, blushing despite the throbbing pain from my leg. I tried to wiggle out of his grip to get down on my feet but Alexander only tightened his grip on me. “You’re hurt, Charlotte!” Alexander snapped, “Stop being stubborn!”I huffed, my first instinct was to argue with him but I knew he was right. I fell silent as he walked me over to a fallen tree trunk just off the path, gently setting me down. It was hard and uncomfortable but I didn’t complain as he kneeled in front of me, his outfit getting covered in mud.He didn’t seem to care in the slightest as he grabbed my right leg gently and I hissed at the fiery pain that was spreading up my ankle. Looking at now calmly, I could see the boot was ripped up from the metal stirrup I’d
*Charlotte*The engagement had finally been set and much to my surprise, not a single pack member had taken issue when the date was declared. Alpha Finnley said it was because everyone was impressed with me. Luna Diana had joked that it was because they were relieved that Alexander had finally chosen to settle down. Whatever their reasons, the preparations for the upcoming ceremony rushed forward at super speed, and so did my studies as the future Luna. But despite knowing about Alexander’s feelings towards me, I still didn’t feel reassured. Maybe it was because I didn’t feel confident enough in Alexander’s feelings, but I kept returning to the same page in the library day after day.“Bonding with their fated mates gives Alphas a strength that a chosen mate simply can’t compare to,” I read aloud again, feeling stuck on the same sentence. I could see the words burned behind my eyelids, looming like my own shadow. “Do you ever leave the library?” A voice drew over my sh
*Charlotte*Luna Diana and Alpha Finnley had stiff looks, but neither said a word against Sarah, even as she continued to hold Alexander tightly, crying into his chest like the world was ending around her. Her sobs and loud whines were grating to my ears and as much as I itched to pull her away from him, I knew I couldn’t.The atmosphere was heavy, and Alpha Brown sent his daughter an annoyed look but didn’t call off his daughter either, only watching Alexander from the corner of his eye like a wolf sizing up his opponent. Alexander himself gave Sarah a cold look, the frustration and annoyance in his eyes clear to everyone as he peeled her arms off of his waist, and gently pushed her back. Sarah gave him a pitiful expression, hurt all over her face from being pushed away.“Please refrain from grabbing me,” Alexander said coldly. “Alexander, how can you be so cruel?” Sarah sobbed, reaching out again to grab onto him but he dodged her, backing away. “I’m only saying this
*Charlotte*“You need to fix this, Charlotte,” Alexander demanded ruthlessly. “So as soon as you are dry, go and apologize to Sarah.”“Apologize?” I repeated, looking up at him with wide, stunned eyes. But I didn’t see understanding or compassion there, only a bitter cold that left me aching down to my bones. He was right. I knew it just as well as he did. What I had done had risked everything for the pack - risked war and a total collapse of the peace between Blue Star and Dragon Wing but…I wasn’t the one who had started this fight. I only finished it. I bit my bottom lip hard, glaring at the floor below me. I couldn’t admit that I was wrong. I couldn’t kneel in front of Sarah and apologize for saying and doing what I did because I wasn’t sorry. I wasn’t a saint and I didn’t have the patience of one. I’d suffered the humiliation and frustration of her insulting me, even using violence to trip me and trying to steal my fiance right in front of me ever since she’d
*Charlotte*It was unfair. The words were bitter in my mouth, like a hard-to-swallow pill that just wouldn’t get past my tongue, sitting there and dissolving bleakly. My tears had dried, leaving my eyes red and swollen as I stared blankly at the floor, my heart shriveled up inside my chest.Maybe Alexander was right to suspect me, my logical side whispered. It’s true you were jealous of Sarah and even Sylvia. But I would never hurt them. I thought he would at least trust me on that but…I didn’t know what to think or feel anymore.I liked Alexander. Maybe I even loved him. But I couldn’t live like this. I’d suffered through my entire life to get to this point and I was grateful for him and Alpha Finnley and Luna Diana for getting me out of that hell but this was just the same kind of hell with a different wrapping. Having the blame for something I didn’t do shoved on me, forced to bear the consequences of someone else’s decisions while all I could do was sta