*Charlotte*The engagement had finally been set and much to my surprise, not a single pack member had taken issue when the date was declared. Alpha Finnley said it was because everyone was impressed with me. Luna Diana had joked that it was because they were relieved that Alexander had finally chosen to settle down. Whatever their reasons, the preparations for the upcoming ceremony rushed forward at super speed, and so did my studies as the future Luna. But despite knowing about Alexander’s feelings towards me, I still didn’t feel reassured. Maybe it was because I didn’t feel confident enough in Alexander’s feelings, but I kept returning to the same page in the library day after day.“Bonding with their fated mates gives Alphas a strength that a chosen mate simply can’t compare to,” I read aloud again, feeling stuck on the same sentence. I could see the words burned behind my eyelids, looming like my own shadow. “Do you ever leave the library?” A voice drew over my sh
*Charlotte*Luna Diana and Alpha Finnley had stiff looks, but neither said a word against Sarah, even as she continued to hold Alexander tightly, crying into his chest like the world was ending around her. Her sobs and loud whines were grating to my ears and as much as I itched to pull her away from him, I knew I couldn’t.The atmosphere was heavy, and Alpha Brown sent his daughter an annoyed look but didn’t call off his daughter either, only watching Alexander from the corner of his eye like a wolf sizing up his opponent. Alexander himself gave Sarah a cold look, the frustration and annoyance in his eyes clear to everyone as he peeled her arms off of his waist, and gently pushed her back. Sarah gave him a pitiful expression, hurt all over her face from being pushed away.“Please refrain from grabbing me,” Alexander said coldly. “Alexander, how can you be so cruel?” Sarah sobbed, reaching out again to grab onto him but he dodged her, backing away. “I’m only saying this
*Charlotte*“You need to fix this, Charlotte,” Alexander demanded ruthlessly. “So as soon as you are dry, go and apologize to Sarah.”“Apologize?” I repeated, looking up at him with wide, stunned eyes. But I didn’t see understanding or compassion there, only a bitter cold that left me aching down to my bones. He was right. I knew it just as well as he did. What I had done had risked everything for the pack - risked war and a total collapse of the peace between Blue Star and Dragon Wing but…I wasn’t the one who had started this fight. I only finished it. I bit my bottom lip hard, glaring at the floor below me. I couldn’t admit that I was wrong. I couldn’t kneel in front of Sarah and apologize for saying and doing what I did because I wasn’t sorry. I wasn’t a saint and I didn’t have the patience of one. I’d suffered the humiliation and frustration of her insulting me, even using violence to trip me and trying to steal my fiance right in front of me ever since she’d
*Charlotte*It was unfair. The words were bitter in my mouth, like a hard-to-swallow pill that just wouldn’t get past my tongue, sitting there and dissolving bleakly. My tears had dried, leaving my eyes red and swollen as I stared blankly at the floor, my heart shriveled up inside my chest.Maybe Alexander was right to suspect me, my logical side whispered. It’s true you were jealous of Sarah and even Sylvia. But I would never hurt them. I thought he would at least trust me on that but…I didn’t know what to think or feel anymore.I liked Alexander. Maybe I even loved him. But I couldn’t live like this. I’d suffered through my entire life to get to this point and I was grateful for him and Alpha Finnley and Luna Diana for getting me out of that hell but this was just the same kind of hell with a different wrapping. Having the blame for something I didn’t do shoved on me, forced to bear the consequences of someone else’s decisions while all I could do was sta
*Charlotte*I could not believe what Alexander just said straight to my face. Out of all the people I knew inside the pack who would not believe me when I told them the truth, I never expected Alexander to be one of them. I thought we were already past doubts and resentment, but we were back at it again in just a blink of an eye.How could he not trust me when I told him that I did not do anything bad towards Sarah? Yes, I was not a werewolf, but that did not mean that I would do something bad towards their members just because I was different from them. And he knew how much I loved him. I would never hurt the people I loved. I would never betray their trust. I would never betray Alexander.“Seriously, Alexander? I never expected that you would believe them.”“Is there any reason to doubt their words, Charlotte? Wolves do not lie to their fellow wolves. You should know that by now,” he said, raising his voice towards me. His voice was tainted with what I sensed as disappointment.
*Charlotte*“Should I stay or should I go?” I asked myself the same question repeatedly until it was tattooed on my mind while I paced back and forth inside my bedroom. When I heard Alexander say that I needed to go for my own sake, I was left with the hanging question of whether staying inside the palace was worth it.When I first arrived at Dragon Wing, I remembered how kind and welcoming Alpha Finnley and Luna Diana were towards me. They gave me new clothes to wear, a clean and comfortable bed to sleep in, and delicious food to eat. All the privileges that were taken from me by my creditor, they brought back to me and gave me more.I was a total mess before I entered Dragon Wing. I was a nobody. But they changed that in an instant when Alpha Finnley chose me to be his son’s bride. All the good things that happened to me after my long suffering at the hands of evil, I owed it all to Alpha Finnley and his wife. While I paced back and forth with the words of Sylvia and Alexander
*Alexander*It had been a few days since the incident with Sarah happened, and I was honestly tired of dealing with it. I had been busy talking to Alpha Brown and the wolf committee to make sure that Charlotte would not be apprehended for endangering a she-wolf’s life, a crime that I never thought she would commit. All this time, I thought Charlotte and I would finally be having our quiet time with each other, but the unthinkable happened, and now we were at war.When I learned about Alpha Brown’s plea to the committee to apprehend Charlotte for what happened to his daughter, I immediately asked for Charlotte’s freedom in exchange for sending her far away from the pack. While it pained me to let her go, I wouldn’t want to risk her life because of the other pack's decision to end her life.Aside from the endless meetings within the Dragon Wing, I was also dragged into tiring talks with other packs to avoid the impending war that Alpha Brown was threatening in the whole wolf communi
*Alexander*When I found out that Sarah was poisoned, all I could think of was how I blamed Charlotte for everything. I was blinded by the lies that surrounded us, and that broke not just her heart, but also mine. Sometimes, I wished that I had not been easily swayed by the people around me because it was clouding my mind from learning the truth. And the truth was, Charlotte, while she was vulgar and bold, she was never a liar. Unfortunately, I treated her as such.“She was poisoned,” I told my father over dinner. It was unusually quiet inside the dining room, a clear sign that our ray of sunshine was no longer around. Ever since Charlotte became part of our family, our dinner and lunchtime were always full of laughter and stories. Now that she was no longer around, we were back to quiet evenings“Yes, Daniel told me earlier. What did Brown say when he found out about it?” my father asked. He was not looking at me; instead, he was focused on eating the fried chicken that he reques