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Chapter Seventeen
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2020-08-02 04:12:10Emily Collins.
We all laughed, thinking about that clown we just encountered and I stop, smiling to myself at today's memories with my family.
It was filled with endless amounts of laughter and happiness and so much food, I bet our bellies are about to explode, we had so many toys that we won packed away in that car, too. We made alot of memories here today, that I was sure about, and I knew that we all would be remembering this day for a long, long time and we'll cherish it for years to come. It was that good and amazing!
Archer has been screaming in pure joy, excitement and happiness from the moment we entered and I swear, we all were so amazed, they are, that a kid so tiny as him could store so much energy in his little body. It was shocking but fun, nonetheless.
It was a stress free evening and night.
For me mostly, anyway.
My fe
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