Chapter 63

(Renata Valentini)

Although I feel like I have opened my eyes, it feels like I haven't, the darkness is so thick that the feeling is that I have gone blind. I get up from wherever I am, and my head throbs, it feels like no mammoths have walked over me. I feel the floor, it is soft and fluffy, I keep crawling and find the walls, they are the same texture as the floor, soft, fluffy and cold. With slow steps I walk until I find a corner of the wall and sit down, hugging my knees, I feel my eyes burning.

"Why am I here? What are they going to do to me?" - Fear cuts through my chest and tears fall like waterfalls, I don't know how long I slept, and I don't know where I am, I couldn't see the faces of the men who kidnapped me. My heart hurts so much. Before I blacked out, I begged Filippo to show up and save me one more time, but that won't happen, he won't show up for me, maybe he won't even remember my existence anymore.

Realizing this hurts me, even though two months have passed, the pai