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Chapter 27: How can I remember you?
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2022-04-23 23:48:35Alex's POV
"C'mon, lapitan mo na. I'm fine."
I know Miyah's not fine. I know how much she's holding para lang sa kapakanan ko.
Hindi mo ako deserved maging kaibigan, Miyah.
Mas lalo akong naiyak ng makita si Patrick. I really missed him. Finally, no more holding backs.
"Go!" Tulak sa akin ni Miyah. Tiningnan ko si Miyah sa mata at kitang-kita ko ang lungkot ng mga ito. Nagpakawala si Miyah ng isang napakapaklang ngiti na alam kong dahilan ng kanyang mga pighati sa mga oras na ito.
"But–"
Nilingon ko si Miyah pero nag-cheer lang siya sa akin.
Tumakbo ako papalapit kay Patrick. He is smiling. I know just like me he is waiting for this moment, na maging okay na ang lahat. This time no more hiding. This time no more "but's and "how's." This time, wala na kaming dapat na ikabahala. This time, okay na kami. Okay na ang lahat. Niyakap ko lang s
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