We were about to leave the mall when suddenly Miyah's phone rang. Her boyfriend asks for a video call from her, but she refuses because she was too shy because I am here. So I gave the honor, we parted ways for the privacy of the two of them. I just smiled and bid goodbye. I just wandered around and saw gift wrappers and souvenirs, until I found a keychain similar to mine. It was the same replica of the keychain that I have. It was the Eifel Tower with an inked Paris. It was still attached to my bag. We were in our 2nd month when he gave it to me. It's just sad to think that until now he's still on my mind.
Continuation of Flashback.
Angrily, I leave the school and grab a taxi going home. I lied in my bed without even changing my clothes. I counted the stars in the ceiling to ease my mood.
"102, 103, 104-"
I heard my phone ring. It was a missed call.
I know, it was Alex and he is now ready again to irritate me.
Another missed call went in.
"Pumpkin?" A text message from him. He is really fond of calling me pumpkin nowadays.
I opened my data and another notification popped up.
ALEX ALONZO II sent you a friend request.
ALEX ALONZO III sent you a friend request.
ALEX ALONZO IV sent you a friend request.
ALEX ALONZO V sent you a friend request.
ALEX ALONZO VI sent you a friend request.
ALEX ALONZO VII sent you a friend request.
ALEX ALONZO VIII sent you a friend request.
ALEX ALONZO IX sent you a friend request.
ALEX ALONZO X sent you a friend request.
ALEX ALONZO II sent a message.
Regardless of how much you ignore me. I will forever annoy you. (with an emoji smirk)
I can see his face, how he smirks in front of me.
"You are something, Alex!"
He never fails to give me headaches from school to home. I wonder how consistent he is in exasperating me from time to time.
I replied, "MORON!"
He replied. "DUMMY."
And I blocked him again.
Another message popped up.
ALEX ALONZO III sent a message.
"You can block me all the time, but you cannot stop me from aggravating you."
More and more messages popped up.
"You look stupid!"
"You think your beautiful?"
"Na-a! It's a big No-No!"
"You look like an idiot wearing pinky hairpins."
"Stupid as always."
I threw away my phone. He is such a bully! So, I cried the whole night because I really felt so stupid with my acts. He won't stop acting so childish with his immature messages.
I left it there and many more hurtful messages came out. I just cried the whole night while my phone kept ringing and ringing. I ignored him.
I came to school wearing my usual ragged uniform and boyish look. Maybe he was right. I'm just making myself a fool for wearing makeup! So I decided to be who I am. I have no one to prove myself. I am who I am.
We don't have afternoon classes since the teachers are having their monthly faculty meetings. Everyone was so happy to go home and others were so excited to watch a movie and even do window shopping. But as usual, I am left all alone beneath the mango tree. Lying on the ground full of bermuda grass while looking at the sky. The air feels so fresh. I opened my favorite book and started reading until I found it so comfy to sleep. I closed my eyes while enjoying the sun's rays until it finally faded away. It was about to rain. My eyes are still closed and I don't feel like getting up from the grasses. I let the little raindrops touch my face, little by little. My uniform is already soaking from the rain. I was stunned to think that the raindrops on my face had disappeared and something had wrapped around my body. I stood up and I saw an umbrella over my head and a black leather jacket covering my body. I looked around and there I saw Alex frantically walking back to their classroom wearing his sando.
I frowned at the thought.
"Is he sick? I think he's kind now. Did he bump his head?"
The rain got even heavier, so I used the umbrella and jacket he left. I went back to the classroom to dry the clothes. There was a large mirror at the back of our classroom, so I faced it. My body was scratched because of my wet uniform. With this jacket, I was able to cover my body earlier. Fortunately, I had a PE uniform so I changed my clothes. I was alone in the classroom watching the raindrops.
This time, we were assigned to clean the library. I feel bored, that's why I went upstairs and stayed in the library, even if it's still not 4 pm.
As I am arranging the books, one book caught my attention. I just sat in the corner while enjoying the book I was reading. I was unaware of the time and it was getting dark. I stood up and looked at the librarian, but she was no longer there. I suddenly feel nervous. I ran to the door, but it was closed. I looked at the clock but it was 7 pm. My nervousness got worsened thinking that I am still on the 4th floor of the building. No one is outside. I touched my pocket only to find out that I hadn't brought my phone with me. I left it on the classroom table when I was changing into my PE uniform.
"Hey! Is anyone there? Is there anyone outside?"
Did Alex come here? I'm sure I didn't see him here in the library.
"Hey? Janitor? Is anyone there?"
I'm fucking nervous this time. Fortunately, the librarian did not turn off the light. I feel really scared whenever I'm in the dark.
"Guard? Is there anyone outside? Please open the door -"
"Shit! This is not good anymore!"
Suddenly the light at the far end of the library went out. I couldn't handle my nervousness anymore, so I cried.
"Is there anyone outside?"
I leaned against the door. Terrified while staring at the end of the library. The light really went out. Only three pairs of fluorescents are functional at this time. I can feel my chest now, my heart is beating so fast that I can't hold my breath. I ran in the window, and there I saw the guard walking on the oval. It gives me hope.
"Guard!"
I don't know if he can hear me or if I'm just disturbing the ghosts around me. I don't even have my phone so that at least I can call someone to rescue me. The guard was out of my sight. And the light switched off. The whole building is now black.
The pounding of my heart gets faster and faster. I could do nothing but scream and cry.
"Guard!!"
I feel so hopeless. It was already 9 pm and still, nobody knows I'm fucking trapped in this freaking library.
I cried, even more, when I heard something fall at the far end of the library.
"Please, let me out from here! Help!"
My voice went hoarse. I'm already dehydrated from shouting too much and from being so thirsty. I'm getting weak. Honestly, I don't want to die just because of this.
"Help, please!"
I wanted to shout more, but no voice came out of my mouth.
I knocked on the library door just in case someone could hear me. I was even more moved to tears to think that tomorrow is Saturday. I'm fainting. I swallow saliva out of fear. I have also been crying for over two hours.
I was lying on the door when it suddenly opened.
"Alex!"
That's all I heard and I collapsed.
I wake up in a room painted with white color.Where am I? What am I doing here?I was about to stand when I saw my hand with dextrose and the guy sleeping next to me was Alex.Alex?I check my watch and it's already 3 in the morning. I've been sleeping for too long. I can see, it was Alex who rescued me from that freaking library.Why, Alex?He moved a little and opened his eyes. He is intently looking at me. I got so nervous that I couldn't understand what to do. He looked so scary. I can see how fierce his gaze is, just like the first time we met. There is always hatred in his eyes.I can't find any words to thank him. I've been swallowing my saliva several times while observing every inch of his movement. Carefully, I don't want him to notice.He suddenly stood up. "You're awake? Stupid!" he said softly.I don't know how to respond to those words. All I know is I'm having a heart attack right now from thinking too much about what happened in the library. I was really afraid. It see
"Miss me?"His voice made me stand from where I was staying.Oh, shit!He's really awake. My hand became shaky while answering the phone. My heart keeps pounding so fast that I can't even control myself on how to breathe properly."I know you fucking miss me, pumpkin!" He chuckled and cut the line. I know he is smirking right now.What's with you, Alex?That made me more wide awake at this hour. It seems that the situation has become upside down. I missed him not messing with me.Jerk!Feeling blessed?I can't get why he's playing hard to get this time!I keep talking to myself. I handed the folded folder on top of my desk while calming myself. I eyed the air conditioner, thinking that it was not functioning because of the sweat coming from my forehead.Huh! You are not handsome anyway. Tss!I kept punching my pillows. I can't get enough from him answering the call. I couldn't find the perfect position that would put me to sleep.I'm in the middle of my confusion when I hear a beep fr
Alex dragged me to the Cafeteria. Yeah! He is holding my hand and everyone is staring at us."Hey!" He touched me. "Are you alright?" he asked me. He had the guts to ask me if I was okay. Honestly, I don't feel like talking to him."Pumpkin?" he asked softly.I raised an eyebrow again and pointed my finger at him."One more pumpkin and I'll really punch you big time!" I withdrew the hand he had been holding. "What's the matter with you? Aren't you done teasing me!" I said angrily."Chill!" he said jokingly. He raised both his hands facing me with a smile."Do you think I can still stay calm in my situation now?" I raised an eyebrow at him again. "Been to detention because of you, for a stupid reason!" I looked at him from head to toe. "For what? Kissing you?" I pushed him. "Correction Mr. Alonzo, I didn't even think of touching your face!" I keep saying. I didn't want to cause a scene, so I talked to him in a whisper. "First, I don't fucking know you! Second, I don't have plans on lik
I can't seem to handle the headache I'm having right now. I didn't know that this is what a hangover feels like. I wonder how I got to my bed remembering last nights scenes.I puked.That's the last scene that I can recall.What happened next? Who was the guy I was with last night?Did something happen? Oh my God!I kept remembering everything, but only a few scenes would come out.You're mine!A flashback quickly passes in my memory.What? Talking to a stranger all night long just to tell him "You're mine?"Are you crazy Mildred Alex Kate?Shit!When will I stop dismaying myself?Shit, Alex!Never drink alcohol again!I wanted to head-bang my head because of too much embarrassment, but I still couldn't handle the sore in my head. I check my wristwatch, it's past 9 am already and I know I'm
I am sitting on the sofa facing him."So, how are we going to go home?" I asked him with a raised eyebrow."I said, we can't!" He raised his eyebrow at me as well."We are in the middle of nowhere, Alex!" I stood up with my hands on my hips. "Far from the city! We don't even have money!" I waved my hands in the air. "So, how am I going to explain this to anyone? Huh?" I slowly narrowed my face at him. "I'm only 16, Alex! What if Dad finds out that I'm not home?" I sat down heavily, scratching my head.Stupid!"I don't know." That was his only response amidst all my words. He was still leaning against the wall. He seemed relaxed, but I felt so nervous.I can't even stand this guy for a day, how much more for a week!"What about our classes? We'll be absent for a week?" I asked. I was
I was enjoying my meal alone in the kitchen with explosions of thoughts about my dream still lingering in my mind. It felt so real, yet I could vividly see Alex's back by the beach, not quite the same as in my dream.As I sipped on a glass of water, a sudden flashback occurred."I liked you, Alex!"I gasped in surprise."No! No! That was just a dream, dear. Don't be so surprised. According to some beliefs, dreams are the exact opposite of reality!" I tried to calm myself as the scenes kept flashing back."Every time I call you ugly, that means you are the most beautiful woman in my eyes. When I said you're stupid, I was referring to myself that I can't even express how much I like you.""That's nonsense!" I shouted, tapping the table in frustration. My anger was reaching its peak."What nonsense?" Alex's voice surprised me as he was already behind me.
A moment of silence ensued, but curiosity got the better of me, so I asked, "Are you a transferee?"He seemed confused. "No, I'm not. You just don't see me because I don't like people looking at me. I'm always covered with my shadow," he said in quick succession. He took three consecutive sips.Ah, I see. Not all dreams come true."I was talking to my ex that time you threw the vase," he admitted, looking hurt.Really? Did I ruin everything?"But you were laughing that day, right?" I asked, puzzled."Yes, I was," he replied shortly. "She was asking for my forgiveness at that time," he said calmly. "She cheated, anyway!" He smirked again. "I find it amusing because, despite all the things she did, she still had the audacity to ask for us to get back together!" I just stared at him. "
I woke up to the sound of my cellphone. "Hello?" I asked groggily."Alex! Where are you? Why didn't you come to class? Do you know we had a quiz earlier? What's your excuse for Mrs. Galvez? You know she's strict!" Miyah bombarded me with questions."I just woke up," I replied, not in the mood."Oh! Really? It's already two in the afternoon, Alex. Are you sick? Sorry—How are you feeling?" she asked, concerned."I'm okay, Miyah, just needed some extra sleep," I replied, still not in the mood."Okay, I'm on my way," she added."Wait, no! We still have the next subject—" I couldn't finish my sentence as she hung up on me.Miyah has always been like that, treating me like her younger sister. Whenever I'm sick, she's there to take care of me. She prioritizes me over her own needs, just like now, skipping class b
Patrick's POV:Finally, I can be with Miyah now. It gives me a lot of courage to go back to the Philippines. Miyah gave me that strength.We're on our way to the restaurant where her best friend and her boyfriend are."Alex, Ken! Sorry, we're late!" Miyah said. The girl in front of me looks familiar. I can only see her back, but I'm already nervous.Is it you?"Alex, Ken, this is Patrick. Finally, you get to meet him!" Miyah happily said while holding my hand.It is her!It took me years before I finally moved on. Miyah is my life now. She completes the missing pieces of me.But why does it have to be her?Why does Alex have to be Miyah's best friend?"Babe, this is Alex, my best friend. And this is Ken, her boyfriend!" Miyah said cheerfully. She smiles at me, and I feel guilty."Hi,"
I was the one who left. I left him with no explanations, so it's right to act that he doesn't know me at all."Oh! Right, Alex. He's from Cebu, and I guess you went to the same high school," Miyah said while chewing her food."Really?" I pretended to be surprised by Miyah's statement. I acted like I didn't know him as well. I wanted to cry, but I knew I should not ruin this day."Yeah, right baby?" she asked the man from my past."Yes babe," he smiled sweetly at Miyah.This is killing me."Please excuse me!" I said, standing up. I went to the restroom and broke down. I know I'm still wearing makeup, but I can't help it now. I can't handle it.Why now, Alex?Why Miyah?Am I really entangled in my past?Why can't I be happy for Miyah?I stayed there for almost thirty minutes until
I woke up to the sound of my cellphone. "Hello?" I asked groggily."Alex! Where are you? Why didn't you come to class? Do you know we had a quiz earlier? What's your excuse for Mrs. Galvez? You know she's strict!" Miyah bombarded me with questions."I just woke up," I replied, not in the mood."Oh! Really? It's already two in the afternoon, Alex. Are you sick? Sorry—How are you feeling?" she asked, concerned."I'm okay, Miyah, just needed some extra sleep," I replied, still not in the mood."Okay, I'm on my way," she added."Wait, no! We still have the next subject—" I couldn't finish my sentence as she hung up on me.Miyah has always been like that, treating me like her younger sister. Whenever I'm sick, she's there to take care of me. She prioritizes me over her own needs, just like now, skipping class b
A moment of silence ensued, but curiosity got the better of me, so I asked, "Are you a transferee?"He seemed confused. "No, I'm not. You just don't see me because I don't like people looking at me. I'm always covered with my shadow," he said in quick succession. He took three consecutive sips.Ah, I see. Not all dreams come true."I was talking to my ex that time you threw the vase," he admitted, looking hurt.Really? Did I ruin everything?"But you were laughing that day, right?" I asked, puzzled."Yes, I was," he replied shortly. "She was asking for my forgiveness at that time," he said calmly. "She cheated, anyway!" He smirked again. "I find it amusing because, despite all the things she did, she still had the audacity to ask for us to get back together!" I just stared at him. "
I was enjoying my meal alone in the kitchen with explosions of thoughts about my dream still lingering in my mind. It felt so real, yet I could vividly see Alex's back by the beach, not quite the same as in my dream.As I sipped on a glass of water, a sudden flashback occurred."I liked you, Alex!"I gasped in surprise."No! No! That was just a dream, dear. Don't be so surprised. According to some beliefs, dreams are the exact opposite of reality!" I tried to calm myself as the scenes kept flashing back."Every time I call you ugly, that means you are the most beautiful woman in my eyes. When I said you're stupid, I was referring to myself that I can't even express how much I like you.""That's nonsense!" I shouted, tapping the table in frustration. My anger was reaching its peak."What nonsense?" Alex's voice surprised me as he was already behind me.
I am sitting on the sofa facing him."So, how are we going to go home?" I asked him with a raised eyebrow."I said, we can't!" He raised his eyebrow at me as well."We are in the middle of nowhere, Alex!" I stood up with my hands on my hips. "Far from the city! We don't even have money!" I waved my hands in the air. "So, how am I going to explain this to anyone? Huh?" I slowly narrowed my face at him. "I'm only 16, Alex! What if Dad finds out that I'm not home?" I sat down heavily, scratching my head.Stupid!"I don't know." That was his only response amidst all my words. He was still leaning against the wall. He seemed relaxed, but I felt so nervous.I can't even stand this guy for a day, how much more for a week!"What about our classes? We'll be absent for a week?" I asked. I was
I can't seem to handle the headache I'm having right now. I didn't know that this is what a hangover feels like. I wonder how I got to my bed remembering last nights scenes.I puked.That's the last scene that I can recall.What happened next? Who was the guy I was with last night?Did something happen? Oh my God!I kept remembering everything, but only a few scenes would come out.You're mine!A flashback quickly passes in my memory.What? Talking to a stranger all night long just to tell him "You're mine?"Are you crazy Mildred Alex Kate?Shit!When will I stop dismaying myself?Shit, Alex!Never drink alcohol again!I wanted to head-bang my head because of too much embarrassment, but I still couldn't handle the sore in my head. I check my wristwatch, it's past 9 am already and I know I'm
Alex dragged me to the Cafeteria. Yeah! He is holding my hand and everyone is staring at us."Hey!" He touched me. "Are you alright?" he asked me. He had the guts to ask me if I was okay. Honestly, I don't feel like talking to him."Pumpkin?" he asked softly.I raised an eyebrow again and pointed my finger at him."One more pumpkin and I'll really punch you big time!" I withdrew the hand he had been holding. "What's the matter with you? Aren't you done teasing me!" I said angrily."Chill!" he said jokingly. He raised both his hands facing me with a smile."Do you think I can still stay calm in my situation now?" I raised an eyebrow at him again. "Been to detention because of you, for a stupid reason!" I looked at him from head to toe. "For what? Kissing you?" I pushed him. "Correction Mr. Alonzo, I didn't even think of touching your face!" I keep saying. I didn't want to cause a scene, so I talked to him in a whisper. "First, I don't fucking know you! Second, I don't have plans on lik
"Miss me?"His voice made me stand from where I was staying.Oh, shit!He's really awake. My hand became shaky while answering the phone. My heart keeps pounding so fast that I can't even control myself on how to breathe properly."I know you fucking miss me, pumpkin!" He chuckled and cut the line. I know he is smirking right now.What's with you, Alex?That made me more wide awake at this hour. It seems that the situation has become upside down. I missed him not messing with me.Jerk!Feeling blessed?I can't get why he's playing hard to get this time!I keep talking to myself. I handed the folded folder on top of my desk while calming myself. I eyed the air conditioner, thinking that it was not functioning because of the sweat coming from my forehead.Huh! You are not handsome anyway. Tss!I kept punching my pillows. I can't get enough from him answering the call. I couldn't find the perfect position that would put me to sleep.I'm in the middle of my confusion when I hear a beep fr