"I'm a virgin."
I saw how the emotions in his eyes turned from lust to being stunned. "So honest. I did not expect that," he said before looking at me playfully. "Are you sure you are going to give up your virginity to me?""Are you brave enough to fight and chase for my virginity," I challenged him. We both ended up laughing.I could not believe I was making fun of my virginity right now. Oh gosh. I did not know that this was how to live without thinking about what other people would say and the beliefs of the society I live in. I did not expect to feel so free by being a deviant.So, what if I lose my virginity to a man who was not my husband? As long as I was knowledgeable about safe sex- I could do this. It was not like I was doing something that could hurt other people and the rest of humanity. A woman's worth should not be defined by her being a virgin. Really, virgin or not, a woman was worthy."I'm ready to fight your purity, Meredith," he said while chuckling. "Let us just call it purity instead of virginity. What do you think?"I just shook my head before laughing weakly. He grabbed my hand and pulled me out of that bar. I went wherever he was taking me.The next thing I knew, we were in the bar's parking lot and in front of us was a black motorcycle- scratch that- this was a black and expensive big bike.Rupert got an extra helmet under the bike's seat and then he turned to me. I was shocked when he was the one who put the helmet on me. I could see how his lips turned into a grin even though there was a bit of distance between our faces, because of the shiny piercing on his bottom lip."There you go. You are ready for the ride, Meredith." Then he kissed the top of my right hand before tapping the helmet I was wearing."Wow. Is this what they call a man who was gentlemanly but a bit pervert?" I said and he burst into laughter."Oh, believe me, I am not that pervert yet," he answered me before lowering the cover lid in front of the helmet I was wearing."Really? Oh, I could not wait for your perverted version then," I answered, teasing him. He did not answer me. Instead, he helped me get on the motor by wrapping his arms around my waist and lifting me up.When I sat on his big bike, he also sat in front of me before starting the engine."Are you going to take me to a motel?" I asked him as I held on his shoulder.The motorcycle's engine roared as Rupert said, "Hold on!""I'm already clinging. What else does the- Oh!"My eyes widened as he wrapped my arm around his waist. But that's not what surprised me but where he put my right hand."This is the kind of pervert I was referring to," Rupert said before the motor started.My mouth fell open as my right hand remained where he had placed it, between his thighs, where there was something hard and bulging.I swallowed an imaginary lump in my throat as I felt the bulging thing under my palm. I started heaving deep sighs as the motorcycle's speed increased, making me hold onto him tighter."Where are you taking me, Rupert?""Hold on tight!"As if on cue, I squeezed his hard bulge and I felt his body become rigid. My throat went dry before I let go of the sensitive thing between his thighs. My gosh, we were going to be damned for doing this."Where is it?" Then I circled my two arms around his waist, choosing a safer position to avoid a motorcycle accident. The strong wind somehow helped to ease the heat I was feeling because of him "Where are we really going, Rupert?""I will ruin your purity!" he answered, making me laugh so hard. "Then I will take you to heaven."I rolled my eyes before I playfully tapped his bulge. He immediately laughed."I see. You seem so excited wherever we are going, Meredith.""Am I?" I teased him. A playful grin was not leaving my lips.***"I thought you would take me to a motel," I immediately said when the motorcycle turned into a halt in the parking space of a luxurious condominium building.I got off the motor and I was almost face-to-face with the ground when I lost my balance. I did not expect the motorcycle to be that tall. Luckily, Rupert was quick to grab me by my waist, supporting me to get down properly.He turned off the engine of his motor before removing the helmet he was wearing and got off as well. I was stunned when he was the one who removed the helmet I was wearing."You are really beautiful," he said after removing the helmet I was wearing.I blinked. Our faces were so close to each other again. Because of this distance, I was able to see the playful glint in his eyes, enjoying how flustered I was."Such a sweet talker," I replied as I recovered from my childish blush.He chuckled before his both hands made their way to my hair. I was stunned when he arranged my hair and combed it with his fingers. I could feel both of his hands caressing down my waist-length hair. The tips of his fingers could touch my arm.The speed of my heartbeat quickened. The way he caressed my hair sent chills and electricity to my already heated body. This was how he strongly impacted me."This is how long your hair used to be," he said, after putting all the strands of my hair to fall freely on my back. He cupped both my cheeks before lifting my face to meet his gaze. "I didn't expect to see you again, woman."I blinked repeatedly when his lips crashed on mine, aggressive enough to catch my breath and muffled my moan. I slowly backed away until I could feel the motor behind me.His lips against mine made my body even hotter. Every stroke of his soft lips was sending bolts of electricity to the middle of my thighs where my sensitive flesh was starting to ache for him.I wrapped my arms around his neck as he entered my mouth with his tongue. I played with his unruled brown hair as I responded with his scorching kiss."Hmnnn." Damn. He really enjoyed kissing me.He nibbled my lower lip as I felt his hand caressing my right thigh, making its way under the hem of the tight little dress. I could feel a little pain in his incessant sucking on my lower lip as his hand crawled into my dress."Ohhh..." My eyes widened and my whole body trembled when I felt his hand reach its destination. I felt him touch me there; on the sensitive flesh in between my trembling thighs. We were at an open-space parking lot! "Hmnn... A-Are you serious?" My breathing became ragged.He grinned before licking my lower lip, the exact part where it was swollen from the way he sucked on it. Then, he licked his own lips, tugging at his lip piercing while staring back at my eyes with pure lust and hunger."I can't help it. Your lips are heavenly." He traced my wet slit and I had to bury my face on his chest and grab his body closer to mine to hide whatever his hand was doing under my dress. "Hmnn... You are so wet, Meredith? I think we could not make it in my room."Rupert the Rockstar kissed my temple as his fingers played my throbbing and wet core like a guitar against the thin fabric of my underwear. My back arched with the sensation and to prevent myself from moaning, I had to suck the crook of his neck."Argh. You are really making this hard for me to stop, Meredith."Jeez. Why did my name sound so sexy when he said it? Maybe because of his naturally husky voice?I leaned my back on the motor behind me as I hugged Rupert's body closer to mine. I did not want the thing he was doing in between my thighs to get interrupted. A few people passed us by and looked at the two of us so I did everything to hide my face. I buried my face on his neck as I silently moaned because of the pleasure he was making me feel. I licked and kissed his neck but later on stopped and just enjoyed whatever pleasure he was giving me.My breathing was ragged as the savor I was feeling because of Rupert's finger intensified. I was losing my head fro
"Let's not meet again after this. Have sex with me, take my virginity, and then let's forget about tonight. We can move on in each other's life tomorrow," I negotiated with so much certainty. I was too defective to allow other people to love or even care for me. I always avoided the attachment so I can save the people around me from being hurt big time. Let us just say I was a burning flame and any moth who would attempt to come close would surely burn. This was also my way of living this life with lesser pain. I mean, the less people I love, the easier it is for me to get by. Maybe when the time comes that death comes to me, it would be easier to leave. I saw it to my mother already— I know what to do if my prosopagnosia or cancer fuck me up. Aside from Bailey and my parents, I never valued anyone. So, starting something like a flirtatious one-night-stand with this rockstar would not fire back at me, right? I mean, I don't want anything to happen to the two
"Hmnn… Oh gosh! This is… hmm." My back arched, wrapping both of my arms around Rupert’s neck. He was kneeling in front of me as he blessed my womanhood again with his fingers. His two fingers were pumping in and out of my wet and throbbing core. One of his hands gripped my left heel to keep my foot on top of the sofa. Because of my position, my legs were really spread out and my wet femininity was exposed for the Rockstar. "Fuck, do you know how warm it is inside you, Meredith?" He growled, increasing the speed of his finger. My eyes rolled back when he inserted another two fingers, making it three, and really stretching my walls wide. I bit my bottom lip as the mixture of pain and delicious sensations took over my burning body. Rupert was so good at this. He was driving me crazy. "Ohh... F-Faster... Ah ..." My hips bucked upwards to meet his three fingers that were coming in and out of me. I was sighing, moaning and groaning as his fingers got deeper— until
My chest was heaving deep breaths as I felt how my body burns with anticipation and need. I placed my hand on top of his and he pulled me to stand up. There was a small distance between our bodies. I forced myself to disregard the embarrassing feeling of standing in front of Rupert without a single covering but the nipple tapes on my breasts. He kissed the back of my hand before grinning at me. "I like this distance," I pointed out to the very close proximity where our toes were touching. From this distance, I could see his lips and his eyes. I like it. "Hmnn ... Really? I like it too. I could perfectly see how beautiful your naked body is." He intertwined our hands and then gave me that menacing and lustful gaze, totally overruling my remaining control. I gave in. Rupert took me to his room. Blue and silver colors also dominated his big room. There was a study table on the right most corner where a desktop computer was placed, a big closet, a doo
It was very unusual for me to wake up on someone else's bed, with a strong set of arms wrapped around my naked body, possessively. Rupert Santos, the bad rockstar, was all over me. We were sharing the same sheets and his scent was all I could smell, his snoring against my ear was all I could hear, and the heat coming from his nakedness pressed against my back was all I could feel. I gasped before slowly removing his hug from me. He was sleeping like a baby, with that gigantic bulge poking my behind. Even asleep, he was insatiable. Rupert was not even shaken from his deep sleep when the bed sagged as I woke up. I sat on my side of the bed and then looked at the sleeping man beside me. I no longer made an effort to cover my naked body. Everything that happened last night were things I didn't know I would allow someone to do to my body and I would actually like and enjoy. I was blown away by the wind. Did I just admit that I enjoyed everything Rupert made my body ex
I thought Rupert would only surprise me last night but I was even more surprised when I saw him in the kitchen, already preparing breakfast. I just finished taking a shower and I thought I would still see him sleeping on the bed. But when I finished bathing, I found no one in bed sleeping. So I left the room and was immediately greeted by the fresh smell of fried rice being cooked. I followed the scent and that's when I found this guy, busy preparing our breakfast. And I was really stunned to see him in the kitchen. I blinked a few times while leaning on the kitchen door frame, watching Rupert working in the kitchen, oblivious of my presence. He was shirtless and only in his boxers while wearing an apron. From my place, I could perfectly see how his muscles on his shoulders and back contracted in every move he would make. It was pretty obvious that he was so used to working in the kitchen. There was no awkwardness on how he moved around. I, on the other hand, wa
"Time for your dessert, Sweetie." Then, Rupert stood in front of me right after feeding me. He turned my seat back on the table. Now, I have turned my back from the table while I face him. "I am the one who is going to eat my dessert but you look more excited than me," I pointed, giving him a suspicious look. He chuckled before he widened my legs and stood in between them. He took my right hand then brought it to his mouth. I immediately expelled a heavy breath when he kissed my palm while looking straight to my eyes. His gaze was covered with so much desire. My heart beat erratically on my chest, there were butterflies in my stomach and my body started burning with sensation and heat. "I want you to just feel me, Meredith. Just feel the pleasure," he put both of my hands on both sides of his hips, "and taste me." I didn't expect what he did next. He covered my eyes with his big right hand. Then, I felt him get closer to me and I had to widen my legs even mor
"Can you stay a little longer?" I was stunned from fixing my hair in front of the full-length mirror in Rupert’s bedroom. I looked at him lying on the bed while watching me. He was lying on his side, his elbow erect, his head resting on his hand. "Why?" Then, I looked back in the mirror. I even winced when I saw so many kiss marks on my neck again. "Must there be a reason?" I shook my head. "Everyone must have a reason. Nothing happens just because it's meant to happen. That's bullshit, Rupert." Rupert remained silent after what I said, so I didn't speak either. I focused on putting concealer on parts of my neck and arms where red marks were seen. I adjusted the strap of the halter dress I was wearing. I had no other clo