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2020-11-03 21:39:00Tiffany
Two hours later, I had downloaded all of Noah’s song and I was listening to them while getting drunk, he bared himself out for the public to see. That was why he was loved. It was years ago but I could feel the words as he sang them, I could hear the emotions. I watched one of his stage performance for the only soft song on his first album released and when he got to the chorus for the last time and everything changed and became more emotional. He had tears in his eyes as he sang from the heart and that was when my tears started.
I did that to him. He was singing of our past, he was singing about us and how I wrecked him. I was aware of the fact that I did ruin what we had but that stage performance made me realized how far the hurt went.
“Tiffany, you should stop tormenting yourself with this.” Josh said unable to keep quiet anymore. Yes you might have fucked up then but you are human, humans make mistakes all the time.”
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Eight years agoTiffany.The day I realized I love Noah was when he was singing to me, it was a usual occurrence but it was magical for me when he first did it and it has never stopped being magical.“You know when you put your hand under your chin and listen to me like that, you make me feel like I am the most accomplished singer in the world.” Noah teased me after he sang the last lines of this song and put away his guitar only to look at me and see that I still had my chin in my hands as I stared at him with a mixture of awe on my face. Yes I know how I look because he brought a mirror one day to show me what I look like whenever he sings for me.“You will be.” I tell him with all conviction. “In little to no time you will have hordes of fans screaming your name, just don’t forget about me then.”He laughs. “Why will I forget about my number one fan? You will always be that for me.” He sighed.
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NoahI don’t know how to act. I might disgrace myself further. I could be sick. I would not be able to concentrate well on my music. Every and any excuse I could think of, I had given to my Label CEO. He refused to listen to any, already had an airtight answer for every of my worries. So that was how I found myself dressed in all black on my way to the mansion in Beverly Hills where I will be under house arrest for the next two weeks.“You are sulking like a baby and you will be in a house filled with gorgeous ladies. Yeah I can totally see the reason why you are not happy.” Ernie rolled his eyes at me sarcastically.“Yes. You seem to forget that two out of those women are my exes and I am not a fan of others infringing on my space, I will have no privacy for the next couple of days.” I complained as Ernie shook his head at me.“It is better that you don’t have privacy right now, when you have nine othe
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TiffanyOn getting to the sitting room of the mansion, I stared around in marvel. I love this house but it was never meant to be. If I had seen this house before the reality show, I would do my best to try and procure it. The décor was something which was amazing. White, the couch, the chairs, down to the small stool at the center of the room and the cute ornament on it. I was in love with something which would have been mine if life was different.Story of my life.Through the corner of my eyes I looked at the person who would have been mine even though I still love him. My Noah has not changed in the four years we broke up. He was still his chivalry self even I could tell that the girl hanging close to him was trying his patience. I gave it two hours before he say something. Normally someone like her was not his type but since she was his serious relationship less than three months ago then I guess that his tastes has changed.&nb
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NoahI feel suffocated, and this is annoying because when we were in a relationship, seeing Lucy was something of a miracle, she made seeing her harder than seeing the queen and yet I had no problem with it then.Looking back at our past relationship, I can’t help but wonder what me of then was thinking about this girl, how on earth did I becomes so serious with her, she played me like a fine tuned instrument and I still cannot understand it.“Can someone take this over grown puppy away from me?” I growled in direction of the dining table where various house guests like us where already seated and chatting among themselves. Everybody paused their conversation and stared at me.“I know I did something which I was not supposed to do but you have no right to talk to me that way?” Lucy tone was filled with hurt.“Really?” I asked her. “I don’t? Then please stop exhibiting characteristics of
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Unknown pov.I came here to be with her, to learn how she tick and to be possibly more with her, I want her more than I want my next breathe but I have to go slow, slow and steady as they say win the race and I cannot afford to lose this one. She is going to be mine and then we will leave happily ever after. You know, just like they do in the movies.She will be catered for and taken care of all through her life when she goes for me. And yes when I do say when I mean that. No is not an answer I am willing to take, she doesn’t have a choice in this matter.I was planning the extreme, kidnap her, lock her up somewhere with me and reprogram how she thinks but when this opportunity fell into my laps, I realized that I was a fool if I was not going to grab it head on. So I did and I get to watch her without being seen as weird or labelled a stalker.I do hope she likes the gift which I
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NoahLucy is one of the most annoying people I have ever met. This I know it true before, what I didn’t know is the extent she would take her malice to.“So Tiffany, I heard you cheated on Noah. Why did you do that?” Lucy started as the table went silent. “Are they just rumors or is it true?” Lucy tried to do her innocent act but everybody was already aware of her true nature. None among us fell for it anymore. At least they learnt quicker than I did.“Oh they are true.” Tiffany smiled. “Me and Noah had a nasty fight the night before and I was not myself when I did that. What’s your excuse?” Tiffany asked Lucy who froze.“Excuse me?” Lucy angry voice answered Tiffany.“Cool your jets, I do realize that you didn’t cheat on Noah, no. you just used him, what prompted those actions. I mean for you to use him, you deliberately set out to do that. That makes you more of a bitch than me.
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Six years agoTiffany.“Tell me that you are not going to wear that to our prom.” Noah said behind him as his hands settled on my waist. Yes, I could always recognize my boyfriend, even when he was not in his jeans and tee shirts but in a rented Tux for our prom.“Why?” I asked him. “Is it not okay?” I asked, already working myself up, I wanted this night to be perfect, it was going to be our firsts, I became certain that he was the one for me and so why would I wait any more, it would be a big disaster if this night started with some bad luck such as a bad gown.“Relax okay.” Noah laughter rang behind me as he took his hands from my waist. “You look out of this world, that is the only problem, you are going to outshine whoever the prom queen is.” He said as I breathed in relief.“Don’t worry, out prom will be magical I have already arranged it.” He added.“What a
I Only Love Him Forty nine
Noah.When we saw Toby slap Tiffany, we were almost in position, I was with the officer which Tiffany referred to as Asshole, in the end, he was the one who came through bu=y choosing to remain with me while others searched different parts of the city, I decided to start from more logical places, Her place, Toby place. Our apartment where he raped her and according to what I heard, the next person who rented that place after us was Toby and that only took me to this place. The place where our journey began and surprise, surprise they were here. I almost lost my head when he slapped Tiffany but seeing the damaged done to him, I would say the girls gave him a hell of a time and then the bastard decided to kick Amy, Nobody told Miles A.K.A Asshole to shoot the dame gun. At least he didn’t kill Toby, just on his leg, damn waste if you ask me.I left Toby for Miles as I went to Tiffany, I scooped her up and carried her to where Amy was lying down
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Noah.Tiffany and Amy was missing. Toby was not seen at home and Ainsley did not know where he was. Figures. This was the night he choose to make his final move, why couldn’t he wait until tomorrow, I was back in California but that was a lot of place to cover. None of Ashton guys saw anything but they were the first to alert Ashton who in turn alerted me, Due to Ashton pull, we go the police force worrying with us but it was not enough, I fear that we probably not reach them in time.Dear God, please let her be safe, let them be unharmed when we get to them.*************TiffanyI woke up slowly, the bed under me was hard and the air smelled stale, like granite and construction. That was weird, was that a new air fragrance with Amy tried to try, she is always trying new things, I haven’t complained after all it was her house but this was the first time she was trying to mess with the air.&n
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Tiffany.The after party hosted for the wrapping up of the acting of the movie was amazing but I couldn’t put up with the smiling, passive bitch face anymore, I was tired and my nerves were frayed. I needed to go and be out of the spotlight, who knew that acting would be so hard when it is the last thing that you wanted to do.On getting to Amy’s home, I realized that I would need to return to my own house soon, my welcome might not be overstayed based on the fact that I had been busy so I was not really around much in Amy’s place but that is going to change, now that I would be staying inside every day, I had no other movie lined up yet and the acting of this movie actually ended before time, it was supposed to end next week but when you have created false news about you dating your costar and you can show that you can act very well with him.For example to the rest of the world, my chemistry with Jason was off the charts and that
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NoahIt has been two weeks since I left for tour, Two weeks where I felt real heartbreak. I didn’t have any hope with Tiffany, she had moved on and I couldn’t stop beating myself up about it. I was mourning during the day and every night, I was putting on a smile and greeting fans. Io was meeting with girls who would do anything to have me in their bed and their lives and still none of that attracted me, they never did.I was a glutton for punishment, that was the only way why I would torture myself with imaginations of Tiffany following me around on my tours as either my girlfriend or wife with zero to no chance of that being possible in reality.“You are still stuck in your head Noah.” Ernie said concerned as he placed a glass of milk in front of me.“I stopped strumming my guitar as I raised my head at him. “What is this?”“Milk.” He replied like that solved the golden question.
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NoahCody was my next stop and I was on his trail, I tracked him down to his apartment which he stays in the city.“Hello Noah. What an unexpected surprise?” He said, as he stood on the doorway of his place when he opened the door, his eyes darted back into the house and he looked at me like he didn’t want me to see what was in there. ‘From my experience that means that he was hiding something which he didn’t want people to see and I was curious to see what it was.“Can I come in?” I asked him out of politeness.“Now is not really a good time.” He said, gripping the door tighter. What excuse could he have? Toby was in the middle of fucking a girl when he came to answer me.“Too bad, I can’t really come back later. Cody, can I come in?” I enunciated each word separately so he could get that the question I was asking was not really a question.
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Noah.“When you said, you were coming today, I had actually thought you would come in the afternoon or something.” Toby said cleaning his sweat on a towel, he was in a bath robe when he opened the door to me and from the way the girl who slipped out when I was entering glared at me, I knew what he was in the middle of even if I didn’t want to know.I really wish I can wipe that image from my mind.“Why would I come in the afternoon?” I asked him.“You know, sleeping off a hangover.” He said and when I just looked at him. “You are selling your image as the perfect guy or what not but don’t tell me that you don’t party and live that lifestyle, hell bro. that lifestyle is invented for guys with the pretty little tag of Rock star and that is what you are.”“I hate to disappoint you bro.” I said after a while. “I don’t drink to get to that extent.”“Damn, you really are perf
I Only Love Him Forty three
Noah.Hell. That is what I have been in since I walked out of my home, leaving Tiffany to get her things while calling Amy to help her. That hell is not easier as the days roll by, instead. It gets harder.The only way in which I have been keeping my sanity is to look for the bastard responsible for everything, Finding him has become my purpose and mission in life. He said he would not torture her but he never said he would not kidnap her, that is almost inevitable. I don’t know exactly what he was waiting for but I was not going to stand around waiting for him to kidnap her before I would do anything about it.And that was why I was trying to exhaust myself with finding this mystery person. I even went out on a date with Tracy just to ask her some questions of who she suspects coming to the girls’ wings when they were sleeping. I discovered that she had a little case of insomnia after the show and as luck would have it, her
I Only Love Him Forty two
Tiffany.“You want me to do what?” I asked Amy, pretty sure that maybe someone hit her and she has concussion or something as horrible as that.“Rebound with Jason.” She repeated with ease as if I was not in danger of strangling her.“I am sorry but are you insane?” I tried to say in a rational voice but everything rational left me the moment she started trying to play the arranged match maker. Believe me it didn’t just start this way, she started with asking tiny weird questions like, isn’t Jason cute in a teddy bear sort of way? Do I know that he was single and he kind of fancies me? Like we would be perfect for each other and so on and so forth, now those questions although it seems weird are okay to ask because she is my friend and cares for my best interest at heart but this. Hell no!“Now, calm down Tiffany and hear me out.” Amy started but no, I was not going to do that either.“Why? S
