Hi my lovely readers,Thank you so much for loving my book. I am so grateful for all of you.I decided this to merge this book with its sequel I Never Wanted You My Mate , But I Need You. If you have already read the sequel please do not open the following chapters to avoid paying twice. I appreciate the reads and support so much.If you loved Derek and Anna's story you will love Mia and Derek's story in the sequel. I love you all and am thankful for all the reads and ongoing support. It means the world to me.I appreciate the support so much. I Never Wanted You, My Mate would not be this far without all of you. Please continue to support me as I add more in this writing adventure Thanks again, Annie
Mia povI stood watching mates find each other when I smell him and my heart stops. My mate is here but he is with his boyfriend. My heart feels broken as I watch his eyes widen as he takes me in. This can not be happening right now. I back away and run trying to get home so I can leave. He won't leave his boyfriend I know this but it still hurts. I waited my whole life for a mate only to find he is taken already. Tears blur my vision and I fall skinning my knees as I escape. I feel hands on me and freak out trying to fight them off. Tingles fill my skin and I know my mate chased me."calm down",he speaks but his voice sounds strained."get away from me!",I shriek. "we need to talk",he tries to pull me up but I resist. Derek Liam is soon to be Alpha and extremely gorgeous but he has a boyfriend and everyone knows they are together. They both flaunt their relationship everywhere. Everyone also knows his boyfriend has a mate Jennifer and she is a mess dealing with their relationship.
Liam povI come out the bathroom and Mia is gone making me angry. I hurry to her room only to pause outside her door hearing her and Jennifer talking."You tried to reject Jon?",Mia asked curiously. "Fuck yeah but he refused to accept it. I had five miscarriages Mia fucking five thanks to him and Liam",I froze mid knock."I'm sorry Jennifer, I hear Mia say sadly, I had no idea. How did you cope?",I hear Jennifer sigh."I don't, she sniffles, I went to doctor Hannah and begged her to remove my uterus but she refused. Then I asked for birth control and a way to stop my heat",my eyes widen at this."Holy shit you wanted a hysterectomy?",I wasn't sure what that was but my wolf sighed. You really are an idiot Derek he muttered. That is a surgery to keep you from having any pups ever. You can't carry pups ever when they remove your uterus. Holy shit."Yes there is no point trying because every heat ensures you carry your mate's heir but every time they fucked I miscarried from the pain. Bot
Liam povI'm in my dad's office as he goes over shit but my mind keeps going back to Mia. She refused to share her bed so I slept on the floor and fuck my back hurts today. "so son do you get it?",I'm barely paying attention as he growls."What?",he sighs."What is wrong with you Derek?",I hold in my growl. "A lot dad, I sigh, a lot is wrong with me. I marked her but she keeps saying she will get revenge on me and I feel helpless",he chuckles."I told you son your actions will have consequences now your finding that out. Mia is upset and hurt so she will use that against you. I heard Jennifer had quite the night",he looks thrilled."How?",he smirked."Warriors told me how she let loose last night and Jon tried to intervene but she brushed him off. She danced the night away with warriors and other unmated males. Jon was pissed",I sighed. I fucking missed Jon and I wanted to be with him."Well thanks to Mia, I sighed, she put that in Jennifer's head to get revenge on him",my dad stoppe
Mia povI don't know who the hell he thinks he is taking over my shower and touching me. I dress and crawl on top my mattress and brush my hair."Mia",he comes out but I turn away from him."Please just stop Derek, I sigh, I just want to sit here quietly ",I hear him sigh. "We need to talk Mia, he sits on the mattress near me, I mean really talk",he looks at my hair. I feel him take the brush and start brushing my hair. "Not today, I choke out, I just want quiet today",I need quiet and his talking doesn't give that. He sighs but stays quiet as he finishes my hair.Liam povI brush her soft hair and it smells amazing but I won't tell her that. Mia looks ready to cry as she lays down sadly while I watch."Tomorrow we need to meet my dad in the office",he moves away and I sigh. "Okay",I try to sleep but can't. I hear him sigh sadly and sit down opening the folders he came in with earlier. He flips through the files and stays quiet but I can't sleep. My back is facing him and I cry sile
Jennifer povI don't want pups and I definitely don't want to go through heat but here I am in the dungeon sobbing in pain as heat goes through me. I'm locked in and I can barely move because it rips through my body.Get mate my wolf hisses at me. No I whimper I don't need him."Jennifer, I swear I hear him, please let me help",I crawl under the cot crying."No, I gasp my stomach hurting bad, no I don't want your help. Cheating ass butt fucker",he flinched. I feel his wolf calling to me but I ignore it as I sob under the bed wanting this week to go fast."Jennifer I'm fucking serious, he fumes, you need me to help ease it",I scoff as I pull off my shirt trying to cool off. This shit hurts. Mate with mate my wolf growls at me. So we can lose a sixth pup no thanks I growl back."Let me help Jen, he murmurs as I writhe in pain, I can ease it just let me help",I cry as I hurt bad. Heat is no joke. I vaguely hear doctor Hannah as she injects me with a sedative. The relief as my eyes drift s
Jon povJennifer asked for Mia so I'm doing just that as I rushed to get her."Jennifer asked for Mia", I feel sad. "I can help take you Mia",doctor Hannah moves towards her as I stand there awkwardly. I'm out of place here."Is she okay?",I hear Mia ask softly. Doctor Hannah sighs and looks at me."The fever is really high and she keeps sobbing",Is all the doctor offers. We walk quietly down the hall and I feel like a third wheel."What can we do to help?",Mia asks looking back at me briefly before she faced forward. I know she can't stand me I fucked her mate and he fucked me. I loved being with him. "She should be fine, I hear the doctor mumble, she needs rest, a shoulder to cry on and therapy in my opinion ",I really fucked up with her. Jennifer would rather lean on another then lean on me. Once at her room I opened the door for them and watched Mia put on a fake smile as she walked in. "Jennifer, I hear her say softly, I'm here",my mate opens her eyes and tears fall as she look
Derek povMia is finally home and she hasn't made her recovery an easy one. She lets me help her but other than that I'm ignored. My dad visits almost daily and he ordered us both to spend every moment with each other. I have no issue but Mia takes digs at me a lot. Butt buddy, ass taker and taking it up the tail pipe is her favorite names for me. I don't say anything back but I do leave the room. My dad says I deserve it but it hurts my feelings. Today he showed up and I locked myself in the bathroom saying I had to shit. "Derek are you still shitting?",I sigh from the floor."Yes dad I will be out soon",I fart a few times and he sighs. I've been avoiding everyone."I brought food for you both",he walks away and I stand up. I use the toilet and spray the fart spray I bought online. It reeks but they believe I shit a lot so I'm good. Heading out dad looks at me before he shakes his head."What?",he sighs."You stink son, he chuckles, really bad",I sigh. Mia looks grossed out and I si
Hunter povA year passed and everything was going okay and we eventually got back to life and happiness. We never heard from Jana or her warlock mate but we stayed alert. Mia and Derek made up but she often sobbed alone and he always comforted her. She was slowly gaining weight but as for pups she ended up pregnant after their talk and by talk they humped all over the pack.Hannah wanted more but we never got pregnant till now and she was having twins. Lucas and Mitch love her pregnant because Hannah gets extremely horny and wants it all the time. Nash is healed and doing great now. He paints all the time and we talk more. Things have pretty much gone okay for us.We have normal problems like any other couple and we fight to get through it. Was I happy Hannah freed the crazy? No but I seen the reason why. I was mad as hell when Derek arrested her but he took their punishment and dished one out to save face. Mia begged him to forgive her and he has but I still see their pain surface at
Hunter povI get a call early the next morning and it sounds frantic as Mia asks where Derek is."What do you mean you can't find him?",I sit up and Hannah looks at me worried. "He isn't in his office and he never came home",she says softly. "Okay I will go look",The worst fears run through my head as I get dressed. Hannah heads to Mia who still looks sickly from her prison time but she has some color to her cheeks."I got men out, his beta says looking scared, he never just runs off. He always tells us ",he looks around and I feel his fear."Mia has he said anything to you?",she shrugged. "Look I know you don't fucking care about him anymore but he is our fucking alpha and the father of your pups. I mean holy fuck show something for him. You probably wish he killed himself ",I fumed as I stalked off trying to find my brother. "Derek",I mind link."Hunter, I see Hannah coming, please cut Mia some slack your brother took months from us and our pups she can act whatever way she wants
Hannah povMia and I are in deep shit as Derek storms in and hits the cell bars."How could you!",he yells and we jump."Derek",Mia tries but he yells and her eyes fill with tears."You broke laws and Mia, he yelled, pack laws and that cannot go unpunished ",she sighs."I will take the blame, I speak up looking at Mia as she wipes tears,I decided to let her go not Mia",he growls viciously at me."Fine but your staying locked up for six months Hannah, I gulp, no mates, no pups and no anybody",I nod as Mia hugs me tight."Derek please don't do this to her that is a long time to be alone",Mia tries but he glares at her."I should have you both whipped in front of the pack for this, he rages, fifty lashes each and a month of solitary confinement ",my eyes go huge. That was the old ways."Derek please",he smacks the cell bars as he fights a shift."You both disgust me that bitch pulled so much shit but you bitches helped them escape",Mia stiffens at the name calling and so do I as deep hurt
Hunter povHannah and Nash got released days later and we visited Mia and Derek before heading home. We were picking names when we got the call Jana was pregnant but she wasn't before. Her execution would be after she gave birth and I couldn't wait to have all the crazy people out our lives."Well Jana is pregnant "Hannah dropped her drink."Who the hell would fuck her?",she gasped covering her mouth. We chuckled."They think the warlock in the cell beside her got in and fucked her on purpose to keep her alive longer",we were stunned. The warlock broke the black magic spell on Nash so him doing this was a shock. Jana could be his mate."what if they are mates?",Hannah sighed out."Very well could be but anyway Derek won't execute a pregnant woman so we have to wait till she gives birth",Hannah sighs sadly."This will make us look horrible, she frets, taking a parent away from the child",We all look at her."Little love she tried to hurt us all she deserves it",she looks ready to cry."
Hunter pov Jana stands pointing her gun at us demanding her pup. I glare at her growling."Back off!",I growl blocking my pups with my body."You back away and hand me my pups!",she demands. Brent rushes in and she aims at him."Surrender Jana it is all over now",she chuckles darkly."After I leave with my babies it will be over",she lost her shit obviously. "They are our pups you idiot",I try to stay calm for the pups sake. She hisses as a doctor rushes in and blocks the babies with her body. Brent stiffens more. She lost her shit I growl as my wolf wants out to kill her."Your not equipped to take care of pups, the doctor says blocking the babies with her body, they need monitoring after being born",Jana hisses at the doctor showing her fangs. "I know what they need and I got staff on standby now move!",Mitch growls and she aims at him. She looks livid he interrupted her. Both stare at each other with hate as Lucas sneaks up behind her and hits her hard knocking the gun out her ha
Jana povI've been moving behind the scenes and pushing that little fucker made my day. He fell hard and after flicking off the cameras I strutted out. "They made the mistake if not accepting me, I gloated, now they will pay as I take them all down. I have no more Linda to guide me and Laurie was mind fucked from kid blood. Fort was going crazy too."Jana, I heard a vampire from last nights fuckery, I heard you are being looked for. Lucas is out searching ",I sigh."Good maybe I will let him catch me",I strutted to the shower.Hunter povThe hunt was on but we came up empty each time. Jana moved a lot but enforcers smelled her."Nash doing better?",Brent asked after another day of tracking. "Yes he seems better this time around, I think back to our talk after he woke up from his latest surgery, he is home till we eliminate her",he nodded. Derek kept his word and had Laurie and Fort killed after questioning them for hours both were to far gone to get any straight answers so we staked
Hunter povDays later we still can't find Jana and Nash is home recovering nicely. Hannah sits with him most days rubbing her belly which got bigger."Damn now I want pickles and peanut butter",I hold in my gag she eats weird shit lately and most is gross together. "Little love I just grabbed the stuff you wanted",Lucas smiles. He caters to her every craving and irritability by being sweet. Most times she sobs after being mean but we don't mind."Please can I have it?",He hurries to get it while I hold my gag back. Nash smiles as he rubs her belly and looks at it. The pup kicks his hand a few times but stops if Hannah groans in pain."Can I have some pickles mama?",she kisses his head."Of course baby, he smiles, you can dip them in the peanut butter with me",Nash gags. He looks ready to puke."No mama I just want pickles, he looks down, never mind I don't want any you eat mama",he walks away and she whimpers sadly."I didn't mean it Hunter, she starts crying, I upset him. I didn't me
Mitch povI took Mia to the gym and motioned around us."Rage out",she sniffles and stares at me."Mitch",she says in a whimper."Your mad, hurting, not understanding this and wanting answers. Answers you won't get so do the next best thing rage out in here on gym equipment ",tears flood her eyes and her shoulders sag."Mitch",she sobs."Mia look at me, she does and the heartache makes me step closer, I want you to beat the bags and scream your pain out. Scream how much you hurt and how angry you are. Trust me raging out on bags in this gym are better than being alone and crying ",she sniffles and hits the bag it barely moves."Ouch",she holds her hand."Mia I know you know how to punch now beat that bag like it is your worst enemy. Do it now!",she jerks and looks up at me hurt in her eyes. After she beats the holy hell out the bags I will hold her. She turns away a sob escaping her lips and she starts hitting and screaming loud. The gym clears out and warriors stand watching their lun
Hunter povOnce Hannah fell asleep I started to pace and raked fingers through my hair the whole time.What happened earlier still shook me. She was dreaming and we couldn't wake her. "Hunter calm down brother ",Derek steps in my way."You didn't see it Derek we couldn't wake her",he hugged me and I shuddered. "We will figure this out you just need to stay calm. We stand together through it all Hunter",I nod and return the hug. "She looks cute", Mia smiles."Yes she looks stunning this pregnancy, Lucas smiles, the baby is half vampire and half werewolf. A little boy"Mia smiles big then yawns. She looks exhausted. "You good sis?",she nods and Derek lifts her into his arms holding her."Your not okay, Lucas moves in front of them checking her over with concern, you look exhausted ",she yawns again. Derek kisses her head and plays with her hair."I'm just tired Lucas, she gives a weak smile, I swear I'm good",Lucas frowns just as Miller walks in and he looks concerned looking at Mia.