Terrence's POVI was lying lazily on the couch inside my office. My life has become gloomy. I don't have any direction at all. I feel like I'm lost and it's all because of Emery.Two years ago, I sent men to different countries only to find out that she's just here. She's in the same country and she was able to last that long without me when I felt like dying each day without her.I don't wanna blame her or get angry but I couldn't help it. Was her love for me too shallow that she gave up easily? I'd understand if she wants space. I'll give it to her. But she didn't need to hide from me like I'm a fcking criminal.It bruised my confidence. Why did the two women I loved left me? They both ran away without a word. Even a single goodbye.I stared at the ceiling and groaned when I saw her face at the ceiling. I can see her everywhere. I'm still so fcking in love with her and I feel pathetic while praying each day that she'd come back to me one day. That one day, she'll show up and chase m
Emery's POVI was sitting in front of Terrence. We're in a restaurant. He brought me here and I feel like a robot, following him obediently.I feel so small. He was just looking at my face but I'm so nervous and in pain. He's getting married. He promised to marry someone but he can't marry her because he's married to me.I don't understand. I'm certain we didn't register our marriage. How come it's registered? Another thing is our marriage was actually registered a week after we signed it.Did he register it?I swallowed hard. I don't think he'd register it. During that time we have no feelings for each other. He won't register the marriage just like that."It was Tiffany."I blinked thrice. "Huh?"He sighed and looked at me blankly. "Tiffany registered the marriage. It's her fault we're in this situation."I swallowed hard again. I don't know. It sounds so pathetic but I want to thank Tiffany for registering our marriage. At least, I got to experience being married to him. It's more
Terrence's POVI was staring at the air while sitting on the couch. I wasn't moving. My head was aching and was about to explode. I don't understand. Why is she acting that way? She changed. She changed a lot.It's just 3 AM and I'm already wide awake. I managed to force myself to sleep but I only slept for almost 3 hours. I kept on thinking about what I talked about with Emery and it's making me crazy."What the fck!"The light flooded the whole living area as I heard my cousin's voice. I lazily looked at Tristan. He was frowning at me."What happened to you?"I dropped my body on the couch and shook my head. "I'm doomed, cousin.""What?"I extended my arm, giving him the marriage certificate. He accepted it and I saw how he cupped his mouth in shock."Oh fck!" He exclaimed and looked at me again. "Shouldn't you be happy?"I groaned painfully. "I asked her for a divorce.""You what?" He exclaimed again and started laughing. "What the? What the fck, Terrence? You…you're stupid!""I do
Emery's POVI was nervous and tense the whole meeting. My movements were minimal because Terrence would glance my way every time I moved. It's as if he's watching me and he's waiting for me to make a mistake.I bit my bottom lip. I don't want to but I had no choice. I had to look at him as he presented the performance of the company for the whole month after he introduced me as a new shareholder.I roamed my eyes around and I realized I wasn't the only one staring intently at him. The beautiful woman sitting on the front seat was ogling at him. She looked so amazed while listening to Terrence and felt something in my heart. Irritation.Why is she looking at him like she's so in love with him?I hid my hands under the table and balled them. I felt someone staring at me and when I looked at Kreed, I realized it was him."I knew we could trust you. You're the reason why I invest in this company, anyway."I shifted my gaze back to the woman and then to Terrence. I caught him smirking but
Emery's POVI was sitting in front of Terrence. He rented a whole floor of a restaurant just so we can talk. I don't know if he just doesn't want any disturbance or he's bragging about how rich he is.He crossed his legs and nodded at the server after he served our food.I looked at the plate in front of me. A steak. Should I tell him I don't eat steak anymore because it reminds me of our beautiful memories?"What are we going to talk about?" I asked, ignoring the food in front of me.His forehead creased as he stared at my face. "I'm hungry. Let's eat first.""I'm not hungry."His hands were suspended in the air because of what I said. He looked at me with a blank face. "Cancel your appointment today because you'll spend the day with me."My appointment? I don't have any appointments. I'm just gonna visit my mom's grave today.I crossed my arms and stared at him, fighting the urge to tell him about how I missed him and that his attitude right now is somehow hurting me."Why do we hav
Terrence's POVI froze while standing and watching Emery as she hugged the little boy sitting on the bed. The little boy resembles her a little and my heart was racing inside my chest while looking at the boy. From the looks of it, he's just two years old and I couldn't find myself to calm down while watching them."Sir…did you have a son with Mrs. Craig?"I gasped and shook my head at Dan. "I-I don't…know."He gasped. "Did she hide your son just like what I see in movies?"What?"Momma, where is dada?"I squeezed my eyes closed. Momma? That little boy is her…son? And who's the father? Did she marry someone else in another country? Is that even legal? Where did she marry him? I will fcking question the law of that country."Oh my God! I know where this is going. You will confront her and—"I turned around and started walking away with a blank face. I don't care if Dan's calling my name as if he's drowning. I didn't even give a shit even if Emery is looking at me right now. I want to l
Emery's POVThe doctor allowed Gabriel to go home since he doesn't have any complications. I was so thankful that his head didn't hit the floor too much although he got a bruise."Momma, ice cream!" Gabriel pointed at the ice cream shop outside the hospital. I was carrying him when he saw the store."I'll get him one."A deafening silence filled us after Terrence said those words. He said it so casually and I felt a pinch in my heart because of it. He thought Gabriel was our kid and I couldn't tell him that we had no kid. That I was unable to bear a child two years ago because of stress and depression. That until now, I'm scared of the possibility that I'm still not able to conceive. I want to tell him. So badly, but not now. Not in front of someone else."You'll buy me ice cream?" Gabriel asked happily. He smiled, showing his incomplete teeth.I groaned. "Baby, you can't have too many sweets in a day. Look at your teeth."He gasped and extended his arm, reaching Terrence which shocke
Emery's POVI was slowly walking and watching Terrence as he pushed the cart. Gabriel's inside the cart and he keeps on pointing and pointing at anything he likes, but everytime Terrence would get it, I'd clear my throat. It's not like I don't want him to buy something for Gabriel but he's doing that thinking he's our child. I can't let him get close to Gabriel when I know in the end…he'll leave him…us."Momma doesn't like it," Terrence whispered to Gabriel when he pointed at a box of chocolate.Gabriel glanced at me before he sat comfortably on the cart again. I just sigh and shake my head.Terrence stopped in front of the meat section and looked at me. "Hold the cart."I did not say anything but I obliged. I held the handle of the cart and fixed Gabriel's hair with my fingers. I smiled at him. "Momma's not angry. I'm just worried about my baby Eli's teeth."He smiled sweetly. "Gayeyl loves momma!"I chuckled and nodded before I kissed his forehead. "Momma loves you too."I stood str
Emery's POV"Where are we going?" I asked Terrence when he brought me to a yacht. I don't know why we're here but my heart is already racing to its limit. I feel like this is the moment I've been waiting for but I don't want to expect, although he never disappointed me."We're having a date."I smiled at him. "Why in a yacht?""Because I don't want you to leave."My eyes squinted when I realized he's smirking. He's going back to his old self and it makes me happy."You won't be able to jump and swim from here with your dress."I glanced at my dress, perfectly hugging my body. My back was exposed and my cleavage was visible.I smacked his stomach. "You!"He chuckled and held my hand. He pulled a chair for me as I roamed my eyes around. A delicious smell filled my nose when he removed the cover of the food on the table between us. My eyes landed on the steak in front of me.It's been two years since I last ate food like this. It's not that I don't like it. It's because eating it would r
Emery's POVA week in my work has been peaceful. After Terrence came unannounced and purposely announced that we're together, my coworkers didn't bother me anymore. In fact, they apologize and tried to befriend me but I don't want a scripted friendship.Years ago, I didn't want Terrence's name to affect my social relationship. I don't want the people to treat me good or what just because I'm married to him but now, I realize it's fine. People around me are fake, but at least I'm happy.For a week, I've learned to adjust to the world. I didn't like being ordered around before, but now I'm learning it.The routine was the same. I'll go to work early and Terrence would startle me by bringing snacks or meals but I'm getting used to it. I actually expected him to come yesterday and he did. He truly never disappoints and I swore to make it up to him."Mrs. Gray…"I smiled at the guard. I already know but it's too early."Is Terrence outside, sir?"He shook his head and my smile slowly faded
Emery's POVI massaged my neck and stretched my arms after I finished printing design proposals. On my first day, I was introduced to my team and it turns out the team is busy on a project so I was tasked to print design proposals."Emery, I'm gonna get some coffee. Do you want some?"I looked at the man who asked. I smiled at him. I remember him. He was my classmate during high school and he still remembers me too."Thanks, but you don't really have to."He smirked. "I want to."I watched him leave but my smile faded when I saw the women in our department looking at us. I stood straight and pressed my lips together. Obviously, they don't like me."She just started but she's already flirting."My brow shot up. I don't tolerate such things but this is my first day at work, so I'd avoid making enemies…for today."I think I know her. She's familiar."I heard a sarcastic laugh. "Maybe she's a show girl. You like attending car shows right."I rolled my eyes and finished the last batch of p
Terrence's POVI take back what I said. I don't wanna see her with another man even if she doesn't love him. I want her for myself. I don't want her to coax me anymore. I don't want her to put on so much effort into making up for me. I don't care if she did something bad to me. I don't care if she hurt me before. I want her back and no one and nothing can stop me.I massaged my forehead. My head hurts because of what happened last night. I sighed and shook my head after I remembered what happened.I brought Kreed to a bar. We talked about Emery. He even confessed his feelings and insisted on courting her to get her back but I won't allow him."Did you know…Emery was my first girlfriend?"I looked at Kreed with a creased forehead. He's drunk. Okay, fine! I did it purposely. I poured him drinks continuously so he'd get drunk and he won't be able to show up tomorrow. I'm also a bit tipsy but he's worse. He couldn't even lift his head properly.He pointed at me. "You bastard! Why did you
Emery's POVI was glaring alternately at Terrence and Kreed. They're both sitting in front of me. If I hadn't kicked their legs earlier, they wouldn't have stopped bickering. They fought even in front of Gabriel and it angered me."Why are you here?" Terrence asked Kreed coldly."I should be the one asking you that. Why are you here?"I squeezed my eyes closed and sucked my breath as I massaged my forehead. I love having Terrence here, but they're irritating me."Why don't you leave now?" I asked, keeping my temper."She's telling you to leave." They said in chorus and I looked at them with a grimace."I'm talking to both of you. Leave now or I'd drag you both out."Terrence looked at me. "You're kicking me out?""Yes!"He frowned and looked at me like a bullied kid. I sighed and shook my head.Kreed pulled himself up. "Yeah right. We should leave because we're going to talk, Gray."Terence let out a sarcastic laugh. "I don't talk to ugly people."I gritted my teeth. "Leave, you two!
Emery's POVI stared at Terrence lovingly. I know I looked like a lovesick woman now but I don't care as long as it's Terrence. My heart won't stop racing inside my chest as he stared back into my eyes with emotions I couldn't name. I want to know what's going on inside his mind. I'm curious about what he's thinking but I'm happy right now so I ignored my curiosity."What are you smiling at?" Terrence asked with a creased forehead.I smirked and shook my head. "Nothing.""What's in your head, Emery?"I opened my mouth to answer but my phone in my pocket rang. It was an unregistered number but I answered it immediately."Hello?"[Good afternoon, Miss Craig. This is from Xi Studio. You passed the interview and you can report to the company tomorrow.]I gasped and smiled at Terrence while thanking the staff who called me. "Thank you, sir! Thank you so much."The call ended and I stared at it happily. I can't believe my heart is jumping in happiness and excitement right now."What was tha
Terrence's POVFck! Fck it! I want her to realize that she needs to make it up to me. I want her to feel that she needs me too and I need her, but why does seeing her so down after that simple conversation hurts me?I couldn't move. I'm standing in front of the kitchen counter, staring at the ingredients she chopped. She's still the high-maintenance woman I loved. She still can't cook. Can't even chop ingredients properly. The thought of it makes me happy. She's just so cute and perfect in my eyes. She's glowing and everytime I look at her, she's blinding me with her beauty.I'm still so fcking hopelessly in love but I'm restraining my own feelings because I want her to need me. I want her to realize that I can be hard on her too. That I can resist her because I'm so afraid that if she realized I loved her too much, she'll leave again and come back whenever she wants.I was left twice by the two women I promised forever. Anne hurt me so bad before but I fell in love with Emery without
Emery's POVI was watching Gabriel and Terrence. They're talking about random stuff and Gabriel looked so happy while sitting on Terrence's lap. The latter looked extremely happy too. I remember the happiness in his eyes when he told me he wants a child. It melts my heart knowing he wants to build a family with me. Now it got me thinking, does his offer of spending forever with him still stand? I'm willing to bargain just to achieve the happiness and contentment I've been seeking my whole life."Papa, do you have a papa too?"Terrence chuckled and messed up Gabriel's hair. "Of course, buddy."Gabriel's eyes twinkled. "Can I see him?"Terrence nodded and took his phone out. "Here is my papa's picture. Soon, I'll introduce you to him."I swallowed hard. "They're not blood related but I'm so happy that Terrence is giving him the chance to experience having a father.""He looks like you." Gabriel said innocently."No! I'm more handsome than him."Gabriel laughed happily and innocently. "D
Emery's POVI'm still lost. I thought I managed to free myself from darkness while healing, but I was wrong. I'm still trapped and that's all because I lost my happiness in the process of healing.I squeezed my eyes closed as I remembered the conversation I had with Terrence yesterday. He left after I was rendered speechless by the last words he said.He's still willing to take me back even after what I did to him. Thinking about his sacrifices hurts me and now he's willing to accept me again even after I left him without a word. I don't know if I really deserve him. Can I really make him happy? I can only offer my love and faithfulness to him and I cannot guarantee that I won't hurt him again because I can be stupid anytime. My decisions were reckless but he accepted my flaws. I am confident that he can make me happy, but can I really make him happy?"Momma?"I quickly wiped my tears and smiled at Gabriel. He climbed on the couch and sat on my lap while rubbing his eyes. He just woke