Julie's POV...Do you know what hurts most? Not when someone stabs in your heart, not when you break your bones or something. It hurts when someone important to you neglects you, hates you and discriminates against you.I had a black friend back in my high school. She was such a lovely girl. The best friend that I have ever met. Her mother's cooking was the best, the smell of her food made me feel at home. So when I started living in a high school dormitory, I often visited that small but cosy house at the weekend. She cooked lots of food from different countries. A perfect Chef, she was. She loved to learn different types of cuisine and we were her judges. They were a lovely family. A perfect family that I always wanted to have with my parents. But I couldn't and they knew, I was missing such kind of family.So, every weekend, my friend's father picked me up to stay with them. My parents didn't care about me, so it was easier for me to stay over anywhere.Once a night, like other we
When I complained about everything, they called me an attention seeker. Yet I tried to keep it continued because I thought maybe one day they would look at me, for once, with love. However, it will never happen." Listen! Once you are gone, you are gone forever. So don't bother yourself, wishing that we would call you. Don't expect too much!" My mother spat through the phone, and I didn't call her first.I hum. " Why are you silent? You shouldn't -"" Hmm!" " This Brat. Nevermind. Don't return home. Your grandparents are still upset about how rudely you behaved with Odette. She wasn't happy for a while!" " Hmm!" " Juliette Anderson!!! Don't you have a mouth? I don't understand why you are so arrogant. I shouldn't have given birth to you -"I hang up. When you learn to listen and not to care, nothing does matter anymore. The heart will eventually scoff to ignore the pain that once killed you internally.I got up, thinking nothing. I woke up yesterday, and since then nobody has co
" I want you!" I whisper, slightly gripping his sleeve. " Are you fucking out of mind?" He growls, eyes are bloodshot." Maybe! But I want you!" I insist, fear grips my throat." Juliette Anderson!!! Do you think just because I left you to die, I will regret and be easy on -"" That's why I don't want you to go easy on me. Use my body thinking it's my sister's like you did since the wedding night. Just do it!" I look at him, directly into his eyes. I am not going to cry. " You dare -"" I beg you!" " You beg?" I nod!" Are you sure you can handle me with this situation? I hate to stop in the middle way. Don't die on me!"Is he concerned about my health? Don't overthink. He will see me dead rather than staying alive." I will be fine." " But you aren't allowed to get pregnant. I don't want my child in this belly!" He loosens his tie and closes the door. " Don't worry. Even if a child is born, they can have blue eyes and blonde hair more." He pauses momentarily before turning tow
- Narrator-" I don't think this dress will fit in her body!" Mrs Fernandez scoffs throwing away the dress that Juliette kept herself in her closet. She went through the bedroom, just to grab the dresses that she bought for her after the wedding.And, now she is on a mission to give her some dresses which are a little tighter for Juliette. So that she looks a little thin. " I didn't buy this. Where did she get it? It's beautiful!" Susan grabs the dress, placing it on her before walking towards the mirror... " Mom! This dress is gorgeous. Where did she get this dress?" Mrs Fernandez strokes her daughter's head gently before Glancing at the reflection of her daughter..." You can have it. This is not going to fit in her body, anyway!"" Can I?" She exclaims..." Of course, Darling! Everything is yours, as long as you want it!"Meanwhile...Juliette walks upstairs with the juice. She is calm after hearing all of those comments on her body from Serena. Surprisingly, the girl with anger i
- Juliette-Something is supposed not to happen. I don't care about my ending or how I will end up. I don't have any intention to make him or anyone else think that I am not the one to blame for everything. However, I don't like this. Seeing him in pain and his family being worried, I hate this.But... How did the peanut end up there? How did everything happen when I was so careful with the fruits?And...Why did Serena look at me like she won? Is it because his family hates me more or...?I don't know. My mind, my brain isn't working anymore. Whatever I do, it will be messed up, like a curse. I am a curse like my parents said.There is no Yesterday, Today or Tomorrow, where my curse doesn't affect effect on anything. Everything is my fault." This bitch!!! She wasn't satisfied after killing her sister now she is trying to kill my son!" I heard my mother-in-law gritting her teeth. She is right. I almost killed her son too. Am I really -?" Enough! Mom! Why is there peanut in our ho
-Narrator-The strong pain in her hand somehow happens, even though the servant stopped her before she could do something dangerous. It wasn't her intention to hurt herself. But it always happens.When she is angry, not anyone but herself, she chooses herself to hurt, silently, and painfully.However, after coming here, her entire self-hatred and self-anger stay put inside, gathering all together. She doesn't want to create another problem around. Besides, the thought of not deserving anything never leaves her alone. Moreover, her wrist felt a strong pain, as she walked inside the bedroom. She thought Serena might have left. And William wouldn't blame him for anything.But It is wrong." Can't you understand? Because of you, he is in so much pain. He got a fever and now, he is having an asthma attack. Don't even dare to touch him. You don't deserve it!" Serena pushed her and that caused her wrist to hit the nightstand.Her painful and tearful eyes gaze at William who is awake and fa
-Juliette-" Why are you here when I said I don't want your shadow in my house once again?"I turn when my mother walks into my room, in my parent's house. After finding no reason to stay when I was not allowed to enter my own room, and the ugliest headache that was wreaking havoc in my entire world, I decided to come to my house, unannounced to grab the rest of the medicine I had.It was stupid thought of mine that I would survive with those damn pills that I throw inside my stomach with no care of side effects. At least I don't want to hear that ugly voice in my head.However, I face my mother, who is standing before me. Her face is red in rage and she is possibly hating my presence.Oh! I shouldn't use possibly. She just hates me since my birth. It's nothing new." Kick me out of your family name and cut off the relationship we share. Then I will stop coming!" I say grabbing my medicine purse when I put my pills." You are still as shameless as you ever. Whatever. Take your medicin
-Juliette-Unknown to the entire situation that popped up in front of me, I left my house forever. Before leaving, My mother was standing before the door, with the same no expression and slight annoyance on her face, and I didn't say goodbye.It burns my heart into ashes but I know once I stepped out, there is no way I will return.They are childless and I am selfishly happy about that.As I stand by the roadside for a cab, a voice makes me turn immediately. It's unexpected but I subconsciously turn to look at him. My father runs towards me, while his sweat is soaking his shirt. Why is he here at this hour?" Juliette! Why did you leave early?" He didn't use my princess or me Angel this time. Well, it's expected." Is there anything left in your house? Mr. Anderson!" I say, my tone is serious and unbothered. I have cut off my relationship with them. " Julie! Why didn't you bring your husband? This is your first time -"" I poisoned him to die. He is suffering now." I snort..." What
The moment the sound of guitar strings echoes, everyone's attention goes to Juliette's hand. They slowly move to the floor, the closer to her. Soon, their eyes meet each other, wondering which song it is. But the melody is driving them crazy as they know what's the song but forget the name. Before they could remember, the soft low pitched voice comes. It's a very rare to hear his soft voice. " I love the song so much because this is what I want to tell you for a long time!" He looks at Juliette and starts with his softest tone. -I met you in the dark, You lit me up You made me feel as though I was enough- Juliette turns crimson red as he starts singing. Susan almost shouts but becomes quiet and looks at them, " Say you won't let go - James Arthur!" " Shush! Let's listen first!" Aysha stops them. Undoubtedly, his voice is something. But William is talking through the song that he always wanted to sing for her. He looks at her with the softest gaze enough, with the lin
Everything goes smoothly as butter in pan. The number of people they invited have confirmed their presence in the wedding. The decorations, catering and reception area, everything has been dealing with world's best designers and chefs. So there is no problem at all. It's small but thanks to their family, everything once again becomes extravagant. Rehearsal Party and Bridal shower were held together. Even making sure, Juliette and William will stay the last three days separately each other's house. William moved in his parents house instead of his apartment. And they're not going to meet until the wedding. So practically, they can just facetime or message each other throughout the day and can't meet eachother personally. Their families know very well how much they are attached to each other. So it's a good time to make them separate before the wedding. Right now, Juliette just finished talking to the designers and her hairdresser, and walks out of her room. Since William isn't home,
Finally he got the phone and checked the message from Juliette. His face burns and become red when she sends a selfie with Natalie and other one is alone. She looks hot and it's definitely something he wants to see in real time. But the next message gets his attention soon, where she wrote- " Did something change? About your party? Everyone here is driving me crazy. Are you okay there? I think they might have taken your phone as well. I just snuck into my room to send you this message. Enjoy your night. Love you! Dream of me, My hot husband!" William smiles, lying in the bed. He needs to get up early to attend the other plans that they have been doing. William feels like his life has stopped a certain place where he doesn't wish more of it. There is no regrets, no wishes or hope about his life. If life continues this way, he doesn't need anything anymore. He knows life is all about hardship and overcome. He is ready to face them as long as his family is by his side. Meanwhile
Since they've decided to enjoy a good evening with all of the groomsmen and talk to William and other things, they have chosen a very expensive hotel that Pat recently bought. They'll have their own golf club, camping site and specifically for William and his father, Fishing site. They'll spend two nights and one day in that hotel and do enjoy everything. Tonight is all about them having a good dinner with expensive wine Domaine de la Romanee-Conti Grand Cru 1945. Juliette or William both of them don't know that they have prepared such an extravagant arrangement for their party. It's a joint gift form Pat since William became his another child all those days. William is still thinking he will see his wife wearing a beautiful dress tonight. Since she said she was going to wear a beautiful knee length dress with a messy bun. Juliette looks beautiful when her hair is down but she looks extremely hot when she reveals her neck. His favorite place to kiss is her neck. Anyway, Will
" What? Why are you changing the theme of the wedding suddenly?" Aysha asked Juliette who is humming with small dance steps. " What's wrong with you? You idiot!" Aysha scrunches up her nose and watches her preparing snacks for Natalie. " Seems like she has got her spring day." Sabrina rolls her eyes, recognizing the song she has been humming. " I really can't understand her. Why is she changing her theme into purple now? I thought that forest theme was the best one!"Aysha sighs. Juliette has already booked another dress in purple and changed the wedding theme purple and white. Now her bridesmaids will wear all white and she will wear purple. " I can smell some bridezilla vibe around her." Aysha snorts but Sabrina smacks on her head, " Shut up. It's not like we will have to change the dress. Just the color is changing." Sabrina who always been supportive of Juliette smiles, " She looks genuinely happy as if another shell of her appears. Let her do whatever she wants. It's her w
And like predication, William actually told everyone to reschedule the bachelor party on the same day of Juliette will have her Bachelorette Party. And instead of going out, he spent the evening to night with Juliette. They have a talk with Natalie to ensure they're fine. She can stay with Pat and Eva and have fun with her other set of grandparents. To give them more privacy, Eva and Pat just left for Fernandez house to stay over tonight. Right now, they're lying in the bed, with no more words or crying. Just enjoying each other's silent present. It takes a second to crash someone's trust while she has been waiting for him to come home, just to say he didn't so that she would forget about this painful episode was a life-changing chapter for William who is now more alert on his own behavior. He doesn't want to betray her, never ever. Thinking it will crash her, it brings terror in his heart. She is the sun of his life. Without whom he will be dead for sure. His love for her is li
In the entire day, she has been locking herself in, unable to face anyone of her family. Natalie called multiple times, Aysha to Eva, everyone is worried about her but she gave them an excuse saying she caught a cold and wouldn't make anyone get sick because of her. Although they didn't try to buy her but they couldn't force her to open the door. Pat and Sean tried to call William as well but it's unreachable. Unable to understand what is happening, they just give up, waiting for William to return. They'll have to pause the bachelor party if needed. The evening soon arrives. Juliette with a strong headache, tucks herself in the bed for the whole night.. When the orange light peeks inside her room, she has realized, the dawn is going to arrive soon. With dull eyes she walks towards the balcony. Her head is empty. Thoughts are messy and meaningless. She doesn't know what she should do or think about it. Thousands of questions are roaming inside her head but it plays nothing but
Following day, " William won't return today?" Pat looks at Juliette who is helping Natalie with her meals. " Yeah! He said his buddies are asking him to hang out tonight. He will be back tomorrow morning!" She replies, Pat nods while having his meal. " Your mother went to shop with Mrs Fernandez again, didn't she?" Pat looks around. Eva has been busy with Mrs Fernandez. After attending that family gathering, she has become close to Mrs Fernandez. Now they're planning lots of things to do themselves. " Yes. Let her be! Dad. She has been living alone with no friends at her age." Juliette says, pouring water for him. " She'll work up and get sick. That's what I am worried about. It's not like she is a young woman. Her heart problems are getting worse too!"She pauses momentarily while processing what she just heard and glances at her father , " Heart Problem?" She looks at her father with wide open eyes. " What did you just say? Why don't I know about it?" She asks, almos
" She is pregnant!?" William carries Natalie in his arms and looks at Juliette who just put the shopping bags in the closets. " Yes. I was shocked first. No wonder she has been ignoring me!" She says. " Why would she ignore you for this? It's a good news!" " Sabrina is always like this. She avoids ruining other's happy moments even if she is in pain. Last time I remember, I was celebrating my birthday when she had a bad stomachache. Instead of telling any of us, she stayed silent and acted like nothing. And of course, at the end, we needed to send her to the hospital!" Juliette chuckles while shrugging. " She would rather burden herself later than ruining someone's special moment! She might have thought if she told us about her pregnancy, our attention would go to her entirely and everyone would ignore me!" William sits on the chair and pats Natalie's back who is sleeping. " She actually cares about you a lot." " Yes. She is a kind person. I am thankful that Ernest loves her