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*Nathaniel *I couldn’t believe Willow.I mean she thought I was jealous of Jude? I had no reason to be! Sure, he was very successful and rich in an industry I desperately wanted to be a part of but odds are he didn’t even earn that position. It was handed to him! I was actually working hard to get somewhere. And I wasn’t jealous that she was his favorite. I was actually very proud of her. She was my girlfriend and I wanted the absolute best for her. But was I jealous? No matter how much I cared for Willow, I still had that competition ingrained in me. So maybe I was kind of envious that I wasn’t a favorite. But would I turn that into something sinister on Jude’s part?I wasn’t even sure. What I did know was that no matter what, I was mad at Willow for a good reason. She acted like I was just some crazy jealous boyfriend who was acting out of anger.That wasn’t the case at all. The worst part is I knew she wouldn’t apologize.--“Morning, Nathaniel.”“Hello Willow,” I replied, pur
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*Willow*“V-Vance. What are you um…what are you doing here?”“You know I love to drink and dance. You um…look good, babe.” He looked me up and down.“Thank you. You too…how’s the family?”“Maybe it’s best we don’t talk about that.”“Maybe it’s best if we don't talk at all.”I turned around, but he grabbed my arm and pulled me to him. “I really hate when you get like this, Willow. It comes across as childish. You’re too smart to act like a whiny brat.”“Five seconds in and here comes the beratement. I’m glad I blocked your number, you really haven’t changed.”“Hey get the fuck off my girlfriend!” Nathaniel shouted before pushing Vance away. “Vance? What the fuck are you doing here?”“Girlfriend?” Vance chuckled. “No wonder you’re acting so immaturely, Willow. This is the company you’re keeping.”“Just because I’m not pushing forty-five doesn’t make me immature.”“Willow, can you lose the kid and talk to me?”It was like I was still under his thumb. I felt the need to do everything he t
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*Nathaniel*“Do you want me to kick her ass?” Willow asked.“No, it’s okay.”“You sure? I can take her. I know I don’t look strong, but I am.”“Oh I know. You kicked my ass in that elevator, but I will handle Shauna, I promise.”“You don’t mean sexually right?” Willow raised her eyebrows.“The only person that I’m handling sexually is you.” I kissed her. “You’re my chauffeur until I get new tires though.”“Oh you’re gonna have to pay.”“In what?”“Kisses.” Willow kissed me hard. I rolled on top of her and grinded against her. Willow moaned in my mouth and slid her warm hands up my shirt. “Hey Will?” I breathed. “Yeah, babe?”“I love…when you do that. Keep going.”What the hell was wrong with me? Why couldn’t I just say it? Maybe I wasn’t ready yet. That was okay right? I mean it’s not like she was jumping to say it either. I could just leave it alone for now.There was no reason to rush it. Willow wasn’t going anywhere.--“Are you done now?”“Done with what?” Shauna asked. “With
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*Willow*“This is a weird summer.”“What do you mean?” I asked Joy.“I mean everyone is all separated and weird. When did that happen?” She sighed.“We’re all growing up, Joy. I mean four of us are graduating business school next year and then we’ll really be all over the place. But that’s not a horrible thing.”“Maybe not to you. You’re thriving this summer. You’ve got your boyfriend and Jude clearly wants you to win the internship.”“You think so?”“Come on, Willow, you are so obviously the favorite. If I didn’t know you better I would say you’re sleeping with him…though he is your usual type.”“I’m not sleeping with Jude at all, I promise. I guess he just sees something in me.”“So when are you going to start bringing your boyfriend around? I mean it’s serious right?”“Yeah, but I just like having him to myself at the moment.” I smiled. “Chicken.”“I’m not a chicken! When are you going to tell everyone you’re dating Levi?”Joy’s mouth opened and then closed. “When the time is righ
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*Nathaniel*Great. My perfect, romantic weekend was ruined for some fucking mixers. Not that I wasn’t thrilled and excited, but I wanted to spend time with just Willow. I was worried with how this last week had gone that she was losing interest in me. Sure she had fucked my brains out the night before, but I still felt insecure. I needed to confirm that we were still on the same page about our relationship.“This really blows,” I commented. “I know, but this is a great opportunity for both of us. We’re going to be the top two people at that dinner.” Willow grinned. “We’re gonna have no real time together this weekend.”“So we’ll do it next weekend.”I smiled. “Yeah you’re right. I gotta get my game face on. And let’s make it interesting.”“How?” Willow asked. “Whoever gets the most over the weekend gets to pick every single sexual position for the whole week.”Willow’s eyes lit up. “Oh you’re on. I’m gonna have fun telling you how to fuck me.”“I don’t need you to tell me, I kno
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*Nathaniel*I couldn't believe it!“Nathaniel actually did what no one else did,” Jude stated. “He got the most important business card of the night.” He held up the gold card. “What does that mean? '' I questioned. “That you are automatically invited to the dinner on Sunday. Someone very important saw something very special in you. Congratulations.”“Oh wow. Thank you.”“So there’s only one slot open then?” Willow asked. “No, there will still be two. You’ll really need to show your personality tomorrow night, it’s going to be a whole new group of people. Nathaniel, still come tomorrow. It’ll be good practice for Sunday.”Everyone stared jealously at me. Except for Willow.There was something else in her eyes. She was…turned on. Me being the winner of the night was sexy to her. She was gonna devour me tonight. I couldn’t wait.--“Yes! Nathaniel! Oh yes!” Willow gasped.We were on round four and showing no signs of stopping. Willow had never wanted me more. Any insecurities I had
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*Nathaniel*“How much do you usually drink babe?” “What do you mean?” I asked. “Like weekly, how much do you drink? Like how many days?”“I guess everyday. But not like a lot. Why?”“I just worry, Nathaniel. I know you keep a bottle of whiskey here and I feel like it’s been replaced multiple times since we started seeing each other.” Willow stated. “I’m twenty-one years old. It’s not uncommon for me to drink a lot, Will. I mean you can knock back quite a lot of alcohol too.”“I know, but there’s a difference with you Nathaniel. Your family history. Scott says it all the time. Addiction is-”“In my blood, I know. I promise I don’t have a problem, Willow. I just enjoy drinking and that’s it. Tonight I will keep it to just wine.” I assured her.“Good. I want to make sure that you really shine tonight.” Willow smiled. “Wow, you really do care about me huh?” I asked“Of course I do babe. I want the best for you. And like I said before I want to compete with you when you’re at your best
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*Willow*“So what should I get Levi for his birthday?” Joy asked. “I have no idea, girl. I am horrible at gifts for boyfriends. What did he say he wanted?”“Nothing. He said that he has everything that he wants.”“Then maybe a nice card will do?” I suggested absently. My focus was Nathaniel across the room. He and Julian were playing chess. There was something so sexy about Nathaniel being strategic. I was finding new things to love about him every day.That had to mean something pretty fucking intense.“Willow! A card?” Joy questioned. “Where is your head at?”“On my boyfriend, honestly.” I winced. “When are you going to introduce him to the family?”“When the time is right. I just want him to myself. And the last time I brought a guy home, it didn’t go well.”“Well Vance was a grown man in his forties, so that’s different I would say…unless this one is forty too?”“No, this one is my age.”Down to the very last second.“Good. You seem really happy.”“Yeah, I am,” I smiled. “No on
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