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ElaineI spent the whole day happily with Trevor. There was nothing more fulfilling than having him by my side. His presence brought me so much joy and a reason to fight. His love became a new hope for me. How could I let anything destroy us? We spent our time watching a movie, being cozy under a thick blanket and snacks he personally made. I feel like the world belongs to us.But there was one thing that I couldn’t get rid of my head.That was the reality of me being fated to another and I couldn't seem to do anything about it.At least, for now.“Are you okay?” Trevor asked as he wrapped his other arm around my shoulders. “Yeah. Why do you ask?” I responded calmly, not hinting that something was off with me. “You’re more quiet than usual.” Trevor worriedly stated. He paused the movie we were watching and focused his attention on me. I tried to let him know what happened at the mating ritual. But seeing his sweet smile made me unable to express my words. How could I let myself br
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ElaineMy eyes remained shut. I was afraid to look at him, as the expression I might see on his face could haunt me. I didn’t think I could handle witnessing his pain upon hearing the truth.But the silence was unbearable. My ears strained to catch his words. But moments passed, and Trevor was still silent. Slowly, I opened my eyes. I lifted my head and tried to steal a glance at him. My heart sank at the sight of the sadness on his face. There was an obvious disappointment in his eyes and the way his jaw had dropped at what I’d said.Then, he spoke.“Does this mean you’re still not rejecting your mate?” My vision blurred as tears threatened to fall, blurring the devastated expression on Trevor’s face.“Y-yes,” I answered weakly.Trevor’s delighted mood vanished in an instant. The sweet smile he’d been giving me disappeared without a word. Even in his silence, I could feel how deeply I’d hurt him. Overwhelmed with guilt, I grabbed his arms tightly and began to explain.“I don’t want
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ElaineThe next day brought another chance to be happy again. I was back to work. After having a proper talk with Trevor, I felt ready to face a new day.When I arrived at the office, the usual sights greeted me. Everyone was busy chit-chatting before the clock struck the time to start working again. While placing my belongings on my desk, I overheard people discussing the recent mating ritual. Most of the employees who had attended the event were glowing. It seemed the mating ritual had been a huge success.At least, for them.Their excitement echoed throughout the office, and I felt like a middle school student entering class after a long vacation.One of my colleagues approached me with a curious expression.“Oh, you’re finally here! How was the mating ritual?”I had expected this unnecessary involvement in the conversation. I simply gave a polite smile and told the truth.“I already have a boyfriend. Whoever I met that night doesn’t matter to me.”Rumors spread quickly like wildfi
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ElaineWalking down the hallway toward Mr. Smith’s office with Nancy, I began to wonder what the sudden call could be about. Maybe there’s a new project coming up that I missed while I was gone. Did they have a meeting that I wasn’t informed about?A lump formed in my throat as I thought about it. A morning call is unnecessary unless it’s urgent. There’s no way I wouldn’t get nervous thinking about it.The workday had just begun, and now Mr. Smith wanted to see me.Should I get worried? What if something bad happened again? The thought is killing me. Nancy stood in front of the office door. She knocked three times before entering. I followed her inside. Unexpectedly, Mr. Smith was sitting with his serious demeanor. This made my heart throbbed inside my chest. “I brought the package, Mr Smith,” Nancy joked. The light banter made my nerves settle down a bit.“Thank you, Nancy,” he responded with a lighthearted smile. Nancy bowed slightly and left the room. Afterward, I took a step f
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TrevorI stretched my arms into the air, smiling. Today had been a productive day. I’d finished the entire file I was supposed to complete today. I checked the time on my wristwatch as I folded my laptop. It was only 3 p.m.Standing up from my office chair, I already had a few ideas about how I wanted to spend the rest of the day.I’ve always been grateful for the little things. This job doesn’t rob me of the beauty of spending time with Elaine. It gives me plenty of freedom to enjoy life. Anytime, anywhere, and on any occasion, I can get my work done on my own terms. Nothing feels better than that. Elaine can always have me whenever she needs me. I can provide for her, and I’m proud to fulfill my responsibilities as her chosen partner in life.“She might appreciate a little surprise. What do you think?” I asked my wolf inside.“What’s the occasion?” Dillon asked in return.“Nothing, really. But she’s special enough to deserve a surprise, even on ordinary days.” “Psh. Whatever, Mr.
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TristanI was shocked to see that familiar face staring back at me.“TREVOR?!” I exclaimed in my head.“Why does he have to be everywhere?” I thought, with resentment seeping into my mind. I didn’t need a mirror to know the irritation was clear on my face.No way could I just look him in the eye like everything was fine. After all, he’d taken my property. He’d stolen Elaine and poisoned her mind with his lies. Trevor had done nothing but throw gasoline on the fire and make sure Elaine hated me even more.Trevor’s gaze met mine, and, just like me, he didn’t look thrilled to see me. His presence radiated an air of intimidation like he wasn’t afraid of me. I just scoffed at it.But then, something colorful caught my eye. This bastard was holding a fresh bouquet of flowers!The sight immediately soured my mood. I knew those flowers were for Elaine. My blood boiled. How dare this bastard give flowers to my mate. TO MY WIFE! The anger hit me like a tidal wave. Every muscle screamed to lash
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Elaine“Finally!!!”I stretched my hands and savored the freedom I had been craving all day. My shift was finally over. I quickly gathered my things from the desk and smiled. For me, this was one of the best parts of the day!I caught myself smiling the entire time as I checked the message on my phone again. There was no hiding my excitement after what I had just read.Trevor wanted to have a dinner date. I was positive there was no special occasion, so at first, I wondered why. But it was Trevor, my boyfriend, and he was naturally romantic. I was sure this was just another one of his tricks to make me fall even harder for him.According to his text, he had reserved a table for us at my favorite Chinese restaurant. That was another reason to be excited for sure. Is this how normal couples spend their days? I had never experienced anything like it before. So this was what love truly felt like. Before heading to the parking area where Trevor was picking me up, I made my way to the la
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TrevorI couldn’t take my eyes off Elaine. The sorrow in her eyes and the downward curve of her lips sent a sharp pain through my heart. It was a sight unbearably painful to witness.There was no benefit in hiding things from my girlfriend. I was about to utter a few words, just a fragment of what had happened in the parking lot, but my tongue felt locked in place. Remembering Elaine’s struggles and how she always stressed about Tristan held me back. I couldn’t just add to her worries, right? I promised to take care of her so thinking that I would give her unnecessary burden was wearing me down. Obviously, a part of me wanted to shield her from this problem. But it was her genuine care that made it so difficult to keep it from her.“It’s not right, Trevor. Elaine must know the truth. You can’t keep things from her.”Dillon’s voice echoed inside my head. I already found it difficult to form my words but since my wolf had decided to chime in, it tangled my thoughts even further.“I know
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TristanI felt the oozing lust in the way Elaine looked at me. But at the same time, I caught a glance of tremendous desperation in her. That broke me into pieces.“I promise. We will get through this night together,” I responded.Elaine smiled. There was still some sense left in her. I knew it was the drug that was doing this to her.Soon enough, Elaine folded her knees and held onto her chest. The pain struck her.“I feel warm inside… so warm that I can’t take this anymore… help me, Tristan.” Then violently, Elaine pulled my arms into a hug.After years of struggling through a life without her, the embrace that felt like home touched my skin again.“Your hug is like water quenching decades of thirst in my body.” Her breathing became heavy in my ears.Elaine pulled the back of my head.“Hey, handsome.” Her voice started to sing a different melody. Elaine now wore a tune of seduction.I instantly pulled away from her embrace.“No, Elaine. Stop this.”Earlier, Elaine was begging desper
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TristanI carried Elaine until we reached the camp. I put her inside our quarters before confronting Elsa. Elsa was completely calm. From the outside, we could hear Elaine’s agony, but these wolves seemed to have no care at all. By the way they stood and portrayed strange calmness, it was like everyone expected it to happen.“Something is off about your medicine!” I shouted at Elsa. “You’re not deaf to hear those screams, are you? Why are you standing here doing nothing?!”Elsa suddenly jumped from the porch, launching at me. It was good that my reflexes were fast enough to dodge the attack. I jumped away from her group.“What the fuck was that?” I exclaimed. Ruther and Mike didn’t bother to help and just watched.The second I removed my eyes from Elsa, she launched another surprise attack. This time, I saw an injection in her hand. I jumped to the side, dodging another shot.“Stop running away,” Elsa told me.Elsa twisted her left ankle and pounced on my whole body. She managed to
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TristanI looked at Elaine, checking every detail of her body. Clearly, the exhaustion in her body was pushed to its limits. We made it up to the last second. The training was a success. But at what cost?“Elaine… Can you hear me?” I asked her.I felt something was odd with her body heat. I touched Elaine’s forehead using the tip of my fingers. It was as hot as a kettle. Her body temperature was soaring high.“This is bad…” I muttered, turning my head around, seeking Elsa and Ruther.Elaine started moaning because of the fever. She twitched her body in different directions. I saw how Elaine clenched her fist, battling against the pain in her.“Elsa!” I called out to her.I gently placed Elaine’s head on the soft pillow and grabbed the towel I threw earlier. Then I soaked it deep into the water in the sink, ran back to Elaine, and placed it on her forehead.“Don’t worry, you’re gonna be alright.” I carefully wiped her head down to her neck, hoping the wet towel would help with the high
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TristanA soul binding? I have never heard such a word. I never knew such a thing existed in our timeline.I put my hands on my head, feeling helpless, not knowing what to do or how to help. Is it even safe? Will it throw Elaine into danger?“This is the most vital part of being a Silvermare. Finally, her wolf wholeheartedly accepted Elaine.”“I don’t understand a single word you say. But this could kill Elaine. She’s not ready to morph. She’s not ready for this.”Elsa countered with a much louder voice.“It wasn’t you who would decide that. It’s her wolf.”Elsa has a point. I have no right to any part of Elaine’s life. I wish to know what’s running inside Elaine’s wolf. Why did she choose Elaine over everybody else? Her gift only leads her to more pain.Elaine continued the process. I could barely stand the sight. The groans of pain drilled into my head. I tried to turn away my gaze.My heart ached and pierced right through my soul. I slammed my arms against the ground in frustration
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TristanElaine suddenly emitted a beaming light coming out from her body. Those bursting beams penetrated the whole area. We took more steps away from Elaine. Elsa and Ruther stood tall in front of Elaine who levitated more into the ground. Probably the same height as the tall trees around us. Fear succumbed to my heart. I was scared and confused as hell. I’m like a child witnessing some things only adults could understand. “ELAINE!” I called out to her. My veins popped on my neck as I tried to scream her name. Her eyes were glowing yellow, shining so much that it made my eyebrows scrunched protecting my eyes. Elsa smirked. While Ruther remains unshaken. These two looked at Elaine like they had witnessed this kind of stuff before. “Now, you will see a Silvermare’s true form,” Elsa proudly declared. Elaine flows with the air. She dances with it. Elaine totally lost will over her own body. The place soon filled with more blazing lights, sparkling magically on the river and any li
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TristanThe waterfall crashed down with so much force. It had overpowered many before, and now, it was pushing Elaine to her limit.“10 more minutes!” I shouted as loud as I could. “It’s just a blink of an eye, and you’ll be done!”From where I stood, I could see how much she was struggling. Her whole body was shaking, her legs barely able to keep her up. She was trying so hard to stay standing, but I knew she was almost at her breaking point.At that moment, I had to accept the truth.Ten minutes probably felt like forever to her. The training had reached its hardest point, and Elaine just couldn’t hold on much longer. No matter how badly she wanted to, her body was giving out.Hope left in me. I know as Elaine’s mate, there was nothing more to do. I threw the towel in already, as a way of saying we did well at this training. This is brutal enough for Elaine’s physique. I knew from the start it was an impossible task. “That’s enough,” I shouted at Elsa. I went down to the water, tr
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ElaineAnother boost of energy surged through my body, but exhaustion was creeping in. I knew 30 minutes wasn’t that long anymore. I was so close to the finish line. Yet, the relentless force of the waterfall felt heavier than before, pressing down on my shoulders like a mountain. My muscles screamed in protest, and my breathing turned ragged.My knees started to bend, trembling under the weight of my own exhaustion. I clenched my fists, digging my nails into my palms, desperate to keep myself upright. I couldn’t fail now. Not when I had come this far. Not when Tristan was watching, his eyes filled with silent encouragement.“20 more minutes. Hang in there a little longer, please.” Maybe Tristan saw how I was about to lose consciousness that’s why he’s yelling desperately. I know I have little to no strength to continue. But I am almost there at the finish line. At that point, I decided to call out to my spirit wolf. “Neeya…” I whispered at the back of my head. My body lost balanc
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ElaineHis words mean a lot to me. It added some boost to my energy. This training improved my relationship with Tristan. We learned to work like a real team. We did well until the first 3 hours. My knees gave up on me again. Elsas stood up from her spot and yelled. “3 hours wasted, Elaine. You let the 3 hours of hard work be taken away by that fall.”Her yelling added another weight like usual. Soon, my mind and body won't work as one. As I see the disappointed face of Elsa, my mind sends signals of pressure and discomfort. My body reacted along with Elsa’s words. It lost half of its strength because I was nervous. Under the waterfall, I feel like a warrior battling for the lives of others. As long as I don’t master this special gift as a Silvermare, more lives will be put in danger. This is war already. So I gathered my strength again and stood tall. I didn’t guard the time. Until I realized how much time had passed when Ruther called out Tristan. “You did it, Alpha Tristan.” T
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ElaineThe next day came, and everyone acted like nothing happened. But I could somehow sense Ruther’s awkward stance towards us. Meanwhile, Mike was left in the cabin like usual.I tried to read Tristan’s mind. But he was strangely quiet throughout our journey. I’m not sure if everyone still dwells in the story of Elsa’s past. I was staring behind her. My heart aches for Elsa. I could definitely not handle her tragedy if that was me. Truly, as a she-wolf, Elsa is an admirable lady for her strength and resilience. “I forgot to tell you something…” Elsa suddenly speaks, still leading our way to the waterfalls. “What is it?” I humbly asked. “If you can’t pass the training today, I believe this has to stop. It’s gonna be pointless anyway.”Tristan suddenly stopped from walking. I bumped into his huge back. “Did I hear it right?” Tristan asked. Elsa didn’t say anything. Tristan chased her. It’s not just him. Even I was shocked to hear about this last training. Though my body recovere
