Tears and sweat are mixed all over my face. My feet hurt. I'm tired of running. The heavy downpour, accompanied by thunder and lightning, didn't help either. I had a hard time running. My feet sank into the soft ground. Every step I take is torture. My fancy clothes are in tatters. Its color has also changed. The previous pink color had become brown because of the mud that stuck to my clothes. I hardly recognize myself anymore.
'God, please help me'
That's what I keep saying in my mind. I never thought that the joyous celebration of my twentieth birthday would lead to me running away from my parents.
Why did I end up in this situation?
It started when I accidentally overheard my parents' conversation on the balcony of our mansion. According to them, our business has been failing for a long time. The little land we have with the Aguirres is the only thing that sustains us. That's why we can still eat every day and pay the house bills.
As a solution to the problem, they took a loan from a loan shark in the hope that they could recover the lost businesses. But they were wrong. My parents were more and more in debt. They can no longer recover from the amount of debt they have and it has grown a lot in the past year.
Now that the big boss of the syndicate is charging them, they have nothing to pay. Our bank account has zero balance. Our house has been sold to the bank, so they don't know where to get the payment from. If there is, it is not enough. The land we farm in the Aguirre family is small. My family had no interest in farming, so my family did not pay attention to that land. But now that's where we get our daily expenses.
The exchange is life if they don't pay their debt. When it was time to pay and they couldn't take out the money, the big boss almost killed them. That was only stopped by giving them an option. The Syndicate want me in return. Maybe, even if my parents don't want it, they involuntarily agree. A gun was pointed at them in the head. Make them sign a paper as an agreement that they will give me to them as compensation.
I was really shocked by what I heard. I never thought they would hand me over to the syndicate. Is it my fault that we are suffering? Okay, let's say it's my fault because I'm too spendthrift. I was raised in luxury. Everything I want I get with the snap of my finger. But is that a solution for them to agree to give me?
They raised me as a princess. If the poor drink milk. For me, I just bathed it. I am conscious of my appearance, so I can't see myself ugly in the mirror. When a pimple grows on my face, I go to the dermatologist to prevent my skin from scarring immediately.
Yes, I'm a bratty bitch. I agree with that. What could I do if my parents raised me like this? I'm a self-centered person. I don't care about anyone but myself.
Then I will find out that my parents agree to give me as payment for the syndicate. And the day they agreed to pick me up was on my birthday. So when I found out, I ran away immediately. I don't want to live as a syndicate member. And worse, be the wife of an old loan shark! Over my dead body before they get me!
So here I am, even though it's raining heavily, I ran away. I don't know where I am anymore. I just keep running. Until I reach the forest. I didn't think about the snakes I would encounter. I just want to escape the hoodlums.
I'll think about everything I'm afraid of next time, especially what I look like now. I'm thinking about how ugly I am right now. My make-up must have been scattered all over my face.
My branded shoes and clothes are covered in mud! Oh my! I cringed, just thinking about my appearance. If I can really escape now, I will take a luxurious bath. I wanted to go back to the mansion to take a shower, but just thinking about the syndicate waiting for me made me back away. Why did I get into this mess? Why me,of all the people in the world?
If this is just a bad dream, I hope I wake up soon. I don't want to feel like I'm stinking.
I stopped when I saw five buses. There are people coming out and they are lining up at a big and tall gate. Even the walls are too high. I can't see what's inside. There is also an inscription above the gate. Its shape is arched. But I couldn't read because it was raining heavily and it was still dark.
"It's up to you.." I whispered to myself. I'm getting cold. So I didn't hesitate to line up with the people who got off the bus. I followed them. I think it's perfect for me to hide for the time being.
People are looking at me. Maybe they wonder why I look like this. Annoyed, I rolled my eyes at them. What do they care about my appearance? Do I care about their appearance even if they are ugly in my eyes? I look like a mess wearing a gown full of mud, but I am still prettier than them.
"Name", the man called my attention. I looked at him. He is wearing a military uniform. I was relieved. I feel safe in this place. There's a military person here.
"Your name, woman. I don't have time to wait any longer for your answer." He told me strictly.
Hmp! Did he think he was handsome? He is ugly, his attitude is also the same as his face.
"Beau" I answered sparingly.
"Full name" he asked me again, annoyed. His forehead was already wrinkled. He was holding a folder and a ballpoint pen. I can see the impatience in his ugly face.
"Do I really need to give my full name? I'm not a criminal for you to ask me like that" I answered flatly. I crossed my arms. I'm ready to fight this ugly man.
"Miss, if you don't want to give your full name, you can leave. You weren't forced to come here. You came voluntarily. If you're just going to waste our time, just leave. The queue is still long. You are the one delaying their entry. Next one!" He shouted loudly to the person behind me.
I'm alarmed! I can't leave here. I need a hiding place.
"My name is Beau. Beau Orenciana"
I saw the man write my name on the folder he was holding. I was also made to sign a waiver. I didn't read that any further. I just signed it right away. After that, he let me inside.I waited a few more minutes before everyone got inside. Someone came to the front of our group. He is also wearing a military uniform. Just like the man at the gate. He's also ugly. I mean, he's uglier because his complexion is black. It's like his skin burned in the sun.
"Welcome to training camp everyone! I know you are tired from the flight, so I will let you rest now. Someone will hand you your uniform and bed number. I will orient you tomorrow. For now, enjoy this night." the man said. After that, he left us.
Only one thing stuck in my mind from what the man said. Training camp? What kind of training camp is this? I started to freak out.Another man approached me. He handed me a uniform and a key with a bed number.
"Just a moment", I stopped him. The man stopped and looked at me. I need an answer right away. If not, I'm going to be crazy.
"Why?" He asked me with a poker face. What's up here, and they're all poker faces?
"What place is this?"
"What?" His poker face turned to a clueless one. Maybe he was wondering why I asked that question.
"What kind of place is this?" I asked again. Is he deaf and I have to repeat my question?
"It's a military training camp, Miss."
"A what?!" I exclaimed loudly. I never dreamed of entering here! And many places that I can go to. My feet brought me to the training camp. For real!
Oh no!
"I want to leave here! Don't you understand what I'm saying? Are you deaf?" I yelled in disgust at an officer in front of me.I really wanted to go to him to let them know that I wanted to leave this training camp. I'm not for this. It's a big joke that I'm here! I don't want to swallow a nail or climb a tree just to be a soldier! Oh my!I cringe just thinking about crawling through mud or shooting human-shaped cardboard boxes. What do I know about that, right? All I know is pampering myself. Shop at the mall for branded clothes. Go to a salon, do make-up. Soak in a milk bath. And order my nannies to do what I want. That's me. Then I come here to a training camp? I? Beau Orenciana? A princess? Wow just wow. I'd really go crazy if I haven't been out here."You're not really going to answer, huh? I said, I want to leave here! I went to the wrong place! I'm not for this. I don't know anything about it!" I screamed. I want to tweak my hair because of the problem I'm in. Is this a dream? W
I'm still in a sad mood as I fix the grave I dug for my precious hair. I'm looking for a good place. After a few minutes,I saw a mango tree near the camp. That's where I decided to bury my hair. I don't care if my hands are dirty from digging. I feel like I'm shocked by what happened when he cut my hair. I was really numb. I never thought this would happen to me. That I will experience it right now. "Stop it. All the trainees have been called to go to their own beds to rest" said a voice from behind me. I didn't look at him. I'm digging while my eyes are still filled with tears. "I know for others it's just a superficial reason why you're crying because they cut your hair. Trust me. I understand you" I frowned. Does he understand my feelings? Is he serious? I faced him. I frowned even more when I saw his appearance. He is a man. His hair is clean and well cut. Typically found in military campsites. "You understand how I feel?" I asked in disbelief. Still can't believe a man can u
"Oh god! Help me! I can't swim!" I shouted while wagging in the water. I didn't know what to move first. Is it my hand or my foot?I never had any interest in learning to swim. Am I going to die here?I'll admit that I'm afraid of the pool or the beach. I don't know if I have had a traumatic experience of that matter since I was a child, because I feel really scared when I see any body of water. For others, they relax by the sea. Not me. I feel like the water will pull me down. It will swallow me whole and I will die instantly. That's what I thought."Help me! Oh my God!" I even waved my hand and leg. A little water starts to enter my mouth when I try to shout or speak.Apart from the panic attack I feel, I am also irritated with the people around me. Because instead of helping me to prevent me from drowning, they just stared at me. I thought soldiers took an oath to save the people? What are they doing to me now? Do they think I'm not a citizen? Am I not human in their eyes? So they'
I tossed and turned in my bed. I can't sleep because I'm not used to my bed not being soft. Their mattress is very thin here. Everyone even sleeps together. The boys' room is separate from the girls'. Each room has a number to which group you belong. And unfortunately. My groupmate is Rhodora. I don't really bother about her, but she is very annoying in my eyes. I don't fight with her, but she looks at me, as if she wants to stab me with a knife because she's so annoyed with me. Oh my! Whatever!Good thing now, Rhodora is not here in the room. I don't know where she went. I am not her mother to watch over her for twenty-four hours.I lay down and looked up. I was even more disappointed because I couldn't see the ceiling but the bottom of the bed. Who made this bedframe? Double deck. I'm under the bed. Am I really that unlucky? I was raised a princess and then this is my only bed in the camp? Apart from the foam being hard, there are still a lot of mosquitoes! And the place is so hot!
I grimaced as Rhodora handed me the glass filled with alcohol. Who doesn't grimace, the cup she hands to me is the same cup that the five of them drank from. They are very unsanitized. Their saliva will mix in the cup and, worse than that, the person who drinks it can be infected with many viruses. It would be okay if Rhodora's companions looked clean, but they didn't, they looked dirty. It's not like they haven't bathed in a week. Or maybe I'm just judgmental. Maybe they bathe, but only once a week. Never mind. Why am I wasting time on their appearance? All I want is to get out of the camp but here I am in this situation where I have to drink from the same cup. How gross is that, right? They use plastic cups. I don't think they clean these cups."Take the glass. Are you going to drink it or will I report you? Come on! My arm is shaking" Rhodora threatened me."Why do you only use one cup? Don't you know proper hygiene? A lot of germs can be obtained from saliva", I hesitantly answere
"Miss Orenciana?"I looked at the owner of that voice. I bumped into not an object but a person. Not just an ordinary person. It's Apollo Madrid! The Camp Commander! Or maybe my eyes are just deceiving me.I was too irritated with him earlier so I hallucinated that he was there in front of me. I laughed softly. That stinky alcohol hit me differently. I see many impossible things.I pointed at him with my index finger. I open and close my eyes so that I don't fall asleep suddenly."You know, you look like Apollo Madrid,the tiger! You look like an identical twin because you look exactly his face", I said in a drunken voice."Miss Orenciana, are you drunk?" Apollo frowned when he asked me. I laughed even more."A-awesome! Even your voices are similar to his! I have memorized his voice..when I hear him, my whole being immediately gets irritated with him! You know that? He is the one I hate here in the camp. In addition to his bad attitude, his breath also stinks," I told the Apollo Madrid
My legs are starting to tremble. Pocholo and I are squatting outside Commander Apollo's office. The two of us had the ultimate sermon from the Commander. I can't remember the rest because what he said was so long. Besides my headache, I'm also sleepy. I think we've been squatting here for almost three hours.I looked at Pocholo. He squats well, as if he is not struggling or tired at all. He wears his poker face. I don't know what he thinks about our situation. He didn't really speak while scolding us. He accepts all of Commander Apollo's sermons. I don't know whether to pity him or admire him."What kind of look is that, Beau?" Pocholo asked. He wasn't looking at me. He just looked straight in front of him."You see me?" I asked curiously. How did he know I was looking at him? He did not turn in my direction."Is it obvious? I have eyes""Are you mad?""I'm n
I looked for nothing while we ate in the camp canteen. I feel like my mind is floating on a cloud. Until now, I didn't think that Commander Apollo would seriously consider adding more time to my squatting. He wasn't kidding when he said I had to squat for three more hours! He felt pity for me so he didn't include the two hours. So here I am now, floating in the clouds."Beau" Pocholo's called my attention. But I didn't look at him. I don't have the energy to even talk right now."Beau," he called again."Why? You keep calling me. My ears can't bear it." I answered, irritated. Does he not understand? If I don't answer, it means don't call me again. It's just common sense. He hasn't used his."Did you sleep well? How many hours did you sleep?" He asked worriedly.I looked at him. I can already imagine my black circle around my eyes. My eyebags just have enough to fight because they
I opened my eyes. I looked around. Based on what I see, I am inside the clinic. The place is quiet. I didn't see anyone or a nurse to watch over me."Oh my gee.." my head hurts. Why am I here at the clinic? What happened and did they bring me here? Do I have a serious illness? Or am I no longer qualified as a trainee and I need to go home?I got up suddenly when I remembered what had happened! Commander Apollo would have kissed me! I just passed out because I was so tense at that time. Gosh! I couldn't stand the commander's flirtatiousness. I'm more used to him being grumpy than flirty. Now I have proven the power of the commander's sex appeal to me. My heart beat differently when our lips touched."How are you? How are you feeling?" Commander Apollo asked me.I think I'm delirious and I can hear Commander Apollo's voice inside the clinic. Why is he accompanying me to the clinic, right? I'm just a trainee.I'm still a nobody when I'm inside the camp. When I go out, I am Beau Orenciana
"Why are you committing lewdness in the hidden part of the camp, Orenciana? Salvatore?" Commander Apollo asked us angrily. I'm back here in his office again. I'm fed up with these four corners of rooms. I feel that when I am there in his office, he will hang me instantly."Answer me""Sir, you're thinking wrong. We don't do anything immoral outside the bathroom," I said. How can I tell him the reason without telling Pocholo's secret?"I am the only one who you should punish, Commander. I brought Beau there. She is not guilty. I forced her", Pocholo answered by my side."Pocholo! What are you talking about?!" I glared at him. What is he saying? We signal using our eyes. Based on what I can see, that's the only way he can think of to keep me out of this mess. But I don't want him to be punished. I know Pocholo and I are not doing anything bad. It's just really hard to explain the reason."Beau. I'm sorry if I forced you to take you there. Forgive me please", he bowed as a sign of apolog
'Oh my God!'That's what I kept saying in my mind as I ran back to our bedroom. I can't believe Commander Apollo and my lips are touched together! The heartbeat of my heart is beating fast. What is happening to my heart? Why is it reacting like that? This is the first time this has happened to me.Do I already have feelings for Commander Apollo? Or just because I was kissed for the first time in my entire life? I hope the last one is the right answer to what I'm feeling right now. Because if the first is the answer to my heart. It can't be! Commander Apollo and I are enemies and, for sure, we will not agree on everything. Maybe on our first date he will take me to the shooting court and, worse, he will make me his target! Just thinking about that makes my hair stand up.It's a no,no,no, for me! I never dreamed of having a soldier boyfriend. My type is those crown princes. The Prince looks clean and charming.I stopped running when I was at the door of our room. I put my two hands on m
"'till now you still haven't learned from your punishment yesterday. I don't know if you intended it or what", Commander Apollo said angrily to me.My mouth is shut. I wanted to shout and curse at him, but a respectable princess shouldn't do that. Since I came here to the camp, I've lost my prim and proper. I also studied that behavior for several years. All my life I grew up in luxury. I did not know that I would end up in this situation. That I will experience being punished."When will you behave, Orenciana? The whole squad is working hard in their training, but you are sleeping under the sink. Do you think you did the right thing? You haven't been here for a week and everything you did was a mess. You didn't even do the right thing."I frowned at what he said. I wanted to leave here and stop squatting in front of him. But I thought that was not a good idea. My punishment might increase even more. My knee is hurting. It's trembling. I want to cry because of the pain I feel. I'm hop
I looked for nothing while we ate in the camp canteen. I feel like my mind is floating on a cloud. Until now, I didn't think that Commander Apollo would seriously consider adding more time to my squatting. He wasn't kidding when he said I had to squat for three more hours! He felt pity for me so he didn't include the two hours. So here I am now, floating in the clouds."Beau" Pocholo's called my attention. But I didn't look at him. I don't have the energy to even talk right now."Beau," he called again."Why? You keep calling me. My ears can't bear it." I answered, irritated. Does he not understand? If I don't answer, it means don't call me again. It's just common sense. He hasn't used his."Did you sleep well? How many hours did you sleep?" He asked worriedly.I looked at him. I can already imagine my black circle around my eyes. My eyebags just have enough to fight because they
My legs are starting to tremble. Pocholo and I are squatting outside Commander Apollo's office. The two of us had the ultimate sermon from the Commander. I can't remember the rest because what he said was so long. Besides my headache, I'm also sleepy. I think we've been squatting here for almost three hours.I looked at Pocholo. He squats well, as if he is not struggling or tired at all. He wears his poker face. I don't know what he thinks about our situation. He didn't really speak while scolding us. He accepts all of Commander Apollo's sermons. I don't know whether to pity him or admire him."What kind of look is that, Beau?" Pocholo asked. He wasn't looking at me. He just looked straight in front of him."You see me?" I asked curiously. How did he know I was looking at him? He did not turn in my direction."Is it obvious? I have eyes""Are you mad?""I'm n
"Miss Orenciana?"I looked at the owner of that voice. I bumped into not an object but a person. Not just an ordinary person. It's Apollo Madrid! The Camp Commander! Or maybe my eyes are just deceiving me.I was too irritated with him earlier so I hallucinated that he was there in front of me. I laughed softly. That stinky alcohol hit me differently. I see many impossible things.I pointed at him with my index finger. I open and close my eyes so that I don't fall asleep suddenly."You know, you look like Apollo Madrid,the tiger! You look like an identical twin because you look exactly his face", I said in a drunken voice."Miss Orenciana, are you drunk?" Apollo frowned when he asked me. I laughed even more."A-awesome! Even your voices are similar to his! I have memorized his voice..when I hear him, my whole being immediately gets irritated with him! You know that? He is the one I hate here in the camp. In addition to his bad attitude, his breath also stinks," I told the Apollo Madrid
I grimaced as Rhodora handed me the glass filled with alcohol. Who doesn't grimace, the cup she hands to me is the same cup that the five of them drank from. They are very unsanitized. Their saliva will mix in the cup and, worse than that, the person who drinks it can be infected with many viruses. It would be okay if Rhodora's companions looked clean, but they didn't, they looked dirty. It's not like they haven't bathed in a week. Or maybe I'm just judgmental. Maybe they bathe, but only once a week. Never mind. Why am I wasting time on their appearance? All I want is to get out of the camp but here I am in this situation where I have to drink from the same cup. How gross is that, right? They use plastic cups. I don't think they clean these cups."Take the glass. Are you going to drink it or will I report you? Come on! My arm is shaking" Rhodora threatened me."Why do you only use one cup? Don't you know proper hygiene? A lot of germs can be obtained from saliva", I hesitantly answere
I tossed and turned in my bed. I can't sleep because I'm not used to my bed not being soft. Their mattress is very thin here. Everyone even sleeps together. The boys' room is separate from the girls'. Each room has a number to which group you belong. And unfortunately. My groupmate is Rhodora. I don't really bother about her, but she is very annoying in my eyes. I don't fight with her, but she looks at me, as if she wants to stab me with a knife because she's so annoyed with me. Oh my! Whatever!Good thing now, Rhodora is not here in the room. I don't know where she went. I am not her mother to watch over her for twenty-four hours.I lay down and looked up. I was even more disappointed because I couldn't see the ceiling but the bottom of the bed. Who made this bedframe? Double deck. I'm under the bed. Am I really that unlucky? I was raised a princess and then this is my only bed in the camp? Apart from the foam being hard, there are still a lot of mosquitoes! And the place is so hot!