MAE:
Ivan Holden hands me his family’s crest. Dragon fire. Only the most influential families in Solantis own crests. I’ve never had one. Kira Reane didn’t have one, either.
We've never been amongst the cream of the crop. Our social ranks are far below average, even the town we live in is known to house the lowest grades of people. I would have never imagined before now that I would step foot in the Vale, which is the home of top-tier individuals.
The idea of Crests began thousands of years ago after all supernaturals united under the umbrella of Solantis at the end of the great war. That's as far as my knowledge of our history went, but at least, I've painted a clear picture of the life I've lived for you.
Also, I realise the Holdens aren’t done with me after dinner at the Vale. They’ve made another offer. If I want Kira back, I have to sign up for the Starweaver Academy, and to do that, I must identify as Alpha Ivan’s daughter before all of Solantis and not just the Beverions of the Silent Winter pack.
“No. I won’t do it.” I cross my arms defiantly while sitting in this modern living room.
“Yes, you will do it, Mae Holden.” He drops the signet ring that bears the dragon fire crest on the centre table in front of me.
“What a nice fit.” I mock him with a smile. “Nothing compares to Reane, though.”
“I think you enjoy wasting precious time.” Ivan sighs.
He pops the button of his suit jacket and settles into the violet-coloured sofa across. Aria comes into the room with the box he requested, handing it over.
“It belonged to my ex-wife. Wear it. No one will doubt you are mine once you have this around your neck.”
He slides the box over to me on the table. I ignore it, still crossing my arms defiantly.
“The Beverions already believe I’m your daughter. There’s no need for this. I also don’t need to join some stupid school—”
“Watch your tongue, Mae.” Aria narrows her eyes to slits as she flanks her father on the sofa. “The Starweaver Academy is not just a school. It’s a training camp for the next newborns who will lead Solantis. You should be grateful you will get to see what’s beyond its gates.”
“Please. Leading Solantis is the last thing on my mind. You rich folk can hog it all you want.” I stand on my feet, heading for the door. “I’m done here.”
“Then I’ll send you Kira’s head in your sleep! When you wake, you’ll find your doorstep decorated with her body parts. Four limbs and a skull for a finish.”
I gulp.
My heart thunders against the walls of my chest. The Alpha of the MoonFall pack is a scary man, and right now, he has power over me. I can’t get Kira out of that prison without Stella’s help.
“Aren’t you quite the artist, Alpha Ivan.” I turn to him, staying put, but that won’t include my mouth.
“I wasn’t a Shaper during my days at the Starweaver Academy, but maybe you are right. I do have a calling for dark arts.”
The corner of my mouth twitches in anger. I swallow the ball of fire in my throat and walk back to the table, sliding his family’s ring on my middle finger with forceful reluctance.
“Don’t fret too much.” He smiles at my obvious unease. “I promise you won’t last a week at the Academy. Once the mating is over, I will pull you out and send you to the Vale permanently.”
“What if I last more than a week?” I step around the table, crossing my arms over my chest again. “What if the Starweaver Academy chooses me and can’t let go?”
Aria can’t hold back her laughter. Ivan keeps a straight face. I realise I’m the fool now. There’s no way a crest-less girl can survive at the Academy. No matter what kind of shifter I am.
Ivan says, “The Academy isn’t exactly friendly towards your kind.”
He opens the box and picks up the stunning necklace made of real cut diamonds. I watch him pull my hair away and hook it around my neck. I hold it, feeling the erratic beats of my heart underneath.
“Do you know what happens to shifters who pretend to be what they are not?” Aria stands before me with a sardonic smirk colouring her face evil. “They die during naming day because you can’t cheat the Academy, Mae.”
I look over my shoulder. “But that is exactly what your father is about to do. Cheat the stupid Academy.”
“Naming day falls in between two to four weeks for freshlings. In this case, we can get away with sneaking you in,” Aria replies, still standing in my path, “You'll go in there, play pretend daughter, and pull off a more convincing front for the Beverions. The mating happens and we will have a reason to withdraw you. A Luna can choose to stay or not. It is your advantage.”
“That’s fucking wonderful, Aria, but can I leave now?” I fake a smile, eyes angry.
Ivan clears his throat. “Why would you leave? This is home. Your home.” He pats his daughter’s back. “Aria, show your sister to her room. Your mother and I have a lot to discuss.”
When he leaves the living room, my freedom leaves with him. A pang of desperate pain strikes my chest. I belong to the Silent Winter pack now. The documents I signed earlier tonight clarified that.
Aria is happy. Her terrible fate to mate with a sick Alpha is now my cross to carry. It feels like I’ve been rejected twice by the woman who gave birth to me.
Ivan banned Stella from speaking to me until I left for the Academy. He knows that bad blood never whitens. It can only be prevented.
“Let’s go.”
“Did your brother attend the Starweaver Academy, too?” I ask, reluctant to follow her to my new bedroom.
“Yes.” Aria doesn’t stop climbing the steps, neither does she turn to me. “Sai was one of the most powerful shifters the Starweaver Academy has ever seen.”
Until he ran mad, as they said.
I complete what she doesn’t finish.
Until Sai showed dangerous tendencies, and the Holdens had to withdraw their golden son and lock him away from the world.
Stranger still, the Sai Holden I knew and loved wasn’t any of these things.
So, where did it all go wrong?
I follow her up the steps, continuing this lie for Sai and Kira’s sake.
At daybreak, I run into Stella Holden, my supposed mother. Ivan is nowhere near. Even Aria hasn’t come down from her room yet.
Living with Kira turned me into an early bird, and shockingly, I woke up determined to return to school after being expelled from Frost High—the school for paupers—two years ago.
My old school is nothing compared to the Starweaver Academy Aria holds in high regard. I can find many of the former out there—a gazillion high schools exist—but there’s just one of the latter in existence.
She sees me tiptoeing past the kitchen door. “Where are you going, Mae?”
Peeping inside, I shrug.
“Anywhere else but here.”
She eyes her daughter’s varsity jacket, top, and pleated skirt on my body.
“Sit down.”
She welcomed me with a slap after nineteen years. Forgive me if I’m wrong, but there is a high chance she poisoned that bagel toast she just plated on the kitchen island.
A ninety-nine percent chance—Look, I’m just saying...
However, I obey, and a while later, Aria comes downstairs, saving me from the awkwardness living inside this kitchen this morning.
“How did it feel like to sleep in wealth for one night?” she asks.
“Where’s your father?” I toss back on a full mouth, unbothered.
“Oh, if you are looking to grovel at his feet to get out of this, he never stays for breakfast.”
I bob my head, not looking forward to anything else but school because the sooner I do what they want, the sooner Kira and I can get past this hiccup and return to being the big happy family that we are.
Great news, though. Breakfast wasn’t poisoned.
I survive...for now.
♤
“The Academy is meant for a select few.” Stella snarls at the name tag in my hand after breakfast. “It doesn’t fit a lowlife like you—”
“But you need this lowlife, right? You need me to save your precious Aria.”
Stella purses her lips hard, becoming a breathing cat-got-your-tongue.
She slams the front door in my face, and I shake my head, amused. I walk down the entrance. Aria’s waiting for me in a white BMW that I just notice exists.
“There are no buses going that way. I’ll give you a ride, sister.”
“How thoughtful,” I say on a mental eye roll.
Hours later. The tall gate of the Academy looms near. It's located in the Vale. There are no buildings or signs of life five blocks from here. It’s a one-way route, and I start thinking like Stella.
This place knows who and what it was made for, and it wasn’t my kind.
“I’ll even let you have the locker next to mine,” she says after we cross the gate.
Someone I assume is a valet walks over, and as we step down, my jaw rolls off the floor. The stories I’ve heard do not do justice to the grandeur before my eyes.
“Is this place real?” I mutter, staring in awe at the vast and unending premises.
“Yes, Mae. It is very real.”
The mid-length, domed building at the far centre had gold-lined walls. There were many other tall buildings with symbols erected on top of them. Some rotundas. Some block-shaped.
We head towards the impressive, domed building first. Kathleen Aranal, the Academy’s director, must approve my entrance request.
Aria and I sit alone on the waiting chairs outside her office. Suddenly, the elevator dings. She doesn’t look up from her phone, but I do, and I’m agape for the sixth time this morning.
There are three of them.
The one in the lead has curly long hair with strands falling over his charming green eyes. He subtly chews on a gum. I bite my lip when I see his biceps and sturdy thighs.
My wide eyes dart to the one with very long black hair, cascading down his shoulders. I can feel how soft his hair is just by looking. He has perpetually narrowed-to-dark-slits eyes, and he stands a head taller than his brothers.
The last one sports medium length straight hair; curled at the nape, parted at the centre, and sweeps just above the side of his eyes. He’s frowning...at me.
Three identical green eyes zero in on me.
Suddenly, I feel her. I’ve never felt my wolf before because she’s an Omega. She’s weak, but I feel her awakening now. My nose perks at the mind-blowing and delicious scent around me. It’s so good I can lick the air. I crave it.
It’s the triplets she’s reacting to.
And I hear them growl next to me, “Mate.”
XANNON: A fucking plot twist. It’s the beauty with pretty, fuck-me grey eyes, sitting outside Kathleen Aranal’s office. I swear time stills for an eternity when our eyes meet. She smells like ours. She is ours. “What?” her voice speaks to my cock, like its an audio manual. It’s the most perfect sound to exist. I sigh mentally. I have to hear it again and again, but which of them did Wade bind us to last night by honour? My eyes dart to the blonde pretty face at her side. A shocking spark of familiarity settles inside me. I frown. Her deep blue eyes, flawless golden skin, and that sharp nose do not seem...new. “Mae Holden? The director is waiting for you.” Kathleen’s secretary saves everyone from the awkwardness brewing like a storm. The Holden girls stand and leave, but my brothers and I have our eyes glued to one perky ass. Who’s Mae? Her? “Holy shit.” A stunned Xaden mutters when they leave. “Did that just happen?” “Wade. That cunning bastard. He should have sent us a pic.
MAE: Me?! All eyes in the court fix on me. Murmurings spring up around me. They are hungry to see my next move. Everything depends on the choice I’m about to make. However, I’m no fighter. I don’t even belong here. I stand, thinking of how Xannon’s last name rings a damned bell, but the only other Beverions I know are House Crow; the Silent Winter Alpha, my betrothed, and his beta, Wade Beverion. But there’s also the Lycan King Damek. He’s the Red Dawn Alpha and his crest is a Raven. His last name starts with a ‘b’ and ends with a fucking ‘n’. These triplets are his. “What do we call you?” Kace Morgant asks. “Mae.” “Title, Mae.” The darker skinned boy commanding the court insists. I grumble out an answer for Lukas. “House Dragon fire.” The crowd gasps again. Ivan Holden must be popular around here, but their surprise has nothing to do with my new name. It has everything to do with my existence. I move out of the row. In the aisle, someone shoves me from behind. It takes a m
MAE: Gods… Not four weeks. Hours. He promised I will make it out of here alive, but so much has gone wrong in Ivan Holden’s perfect plan to deceive everyone. I run, even when the voice in the speakers hasn’t stopped. Before Riah can blink, I’m out of my seat, searching for a way out of this Academy. Today’s certainly not the day I die. “Wait for me!” I keep walking fast, ignoring Riah, who’s close behind me. She doesn’t back down from pestering me, though. “Mae! The Aranal crystal ball chose today as your naming day! A year ago, I would have envied you to death because you won’t have to wait weeks to know where you truly belong. It is a good thing, so stop running—” I whirl around, snapping, “I don’t want to be named, okay?! This isn’t how...” I pinch my forehead, battling with a rapidly beating heart and tight lungs. I swallow the lump of dread in my throat. “This isn’t how it is supposed to turn out.” “What are you talking about? You are the daughter of the MoonFall pack
XADEN: Earlier. “I wish Wade was here,” I sigh wistfully. Xannon rolls his eyes for the seventeenth time since we came here. He’s just fresh out of the fighting ring. After going head to head with the Griffin boy, I’m surprised to say my brother broke a sweat and took a few punches. He’s the strongest of the three of us. Anyone with eyes can tell I’m more ripped than he is, but his strength is with his wolf. Tyrion. “You talk about him so much that I’m almost convinced you like him, Xaden.” Xander mutters flippantly. “What? I’m already convinced he’s in love with our beta.” “Can both of you live for anything else other than getting on my nerves?” “What nerves?” Xannon asks before he gets distracted by the group of girls settling in our path like a traffic jam. They all have their eyes on him. It’s easier because he’s just as hot as the newborns they just watched, but not as scary as them. “Ladies.” My tongue wets my bottom lip. The only brunette in the group of blondes winks
MAE: “Kill him. Not me,” I seethe at Xaden who’s having a hard time processing the turn of events. If I wasn’t on death row because of his actions, I would have laughed. No matter how sick that sounded. “Wait a second! Don’t listen to her.” “Yes! Listen to me,” I insist, voice rolling over his. “We are not listening to both of you. Naming Day has begun. No shifter in the Starweaver Academy is expected to be around the dorms.” Xaden steps forward, wearing a diplomatic smile. “Good point, officers, but do you know what else you are missing? The fact that I stumbled upon her like you both just did.” “Why did you come here? That was wrong, okay?” The guard brings out his gun, and I can see the daggers he has on him. There are many and all are sharpened to kill. I blurt, “We…We demand a panel judgement!” Xaden and I lock eyes for a moment. We share a frown because even myself does not know what I'm talking about. However, I’m pissed that I just included him in my appeal. A ‘we’? T
MAE: No one said anything about a tolerance test. Ivan didn’t. Aria didn’t. Riah didn’t. I gulp, trying my hardest to keep my feet from leaping into a dash out of here. I search for Riah’s gaze through the crowd seated around us. Riot says next to me, “Easy there. Your trembling could shake even the earth.” I can’t find Riah. There are so many named shifters surrounding thirty of us. My eyes fail me again and again, and I’m wondering, will it be better to die from the tolerance test or die when everyone discovers I’m crestless? “FYI, Riot. I’ll pray everyday to the sky gods just so they can take away your voice. It’s annoying me.” “You wish,” he scoffs, “My sister has been trying since we were little, but the wonderful goddess Tyra turns her down every time.” Speaking of the Moon goddess. I need her help now. I shut my eyes, taking in deep breaths and ignoring Riot, who’s still at my side. He's one lucky idiot. I won’t waste my prayers to Tyra on him; not when my life is in dire
MAE: The flames burn my left leg, but a hand hauls me off my burning rope and I slam into someone next. It’s Xannon. I hold onto him, looking into his eyes as time stops. He’s incredible, using one hand to hold my waist and the other to hold us up. “Cut off the damned burning rope. That’s what you should have done, Mae!” “What?” “Get on my back,” he orders me instead, “You had better hold on tight this time.” I twist, clasping my hands over his shoulder, holding on tight. “Listen, Mae. When I tell you to cut the rope below, start from the place underneath my knee. Can you reach it safely?” I try. It’s almost futile at first, but I try harder with my shard. The cut end falls into the hot flames, vanishing in a split second. So many are still struggling to live. “Good. Keep doing that. It’s the only way we will survive.” Xannon climbs the rope faster, even with me on his back. I begin to understand the pattern. We must outrun the rope’s speed and manage not to get burned. If w
XANDER: It was Xaden’s idea to make it to confinement. Pulling a little last minute trick on Emerald’s pants was also irresistibly easy. He confined us like we wanted because wherever Mae Holden is, we will always be. Our matebond is strong, unbreakable. I walk into the room and it’s the first time I’m beholding her face up close. She’s insanely beautiful, and it’s not-in-your-everyday kind of way. When the professor locks the door behind him, Xaden draws to our mate. “What happened out there, Mae?” he grits in a quiet voice. “I didn’t die.” “Why?” “We have sky gods for a reason. Ask them.” Xaden grabs her elbow, threatening her with his jarring gaze. “Mae, you know exactly what happened out there. Or is this also another lie?” “Fuck off, Xaden.” She glares at him like her eyes are the most lethal poisons to exist. “You know? It will be wise to save your energy and hers,” I say, easing up the tension brewing like a storm. He snaps, “Are you seriously telling me to fuck of
XANNONHis lifeless eyes have plagued my mind since the day it happened at the Crescent Ball. As green as mine, like fresh grass in the meadows. They remind me of where my brothers and I come from. Home. But they also remind me of the day our lives changed. The day we signed an agreement with death that we won't last until the end of our wolves' life span. I still hear the rage of laughter coming from the ongoing Crescent Ball in my head. The table had curved around the Crowngate Higher square and, on the other radius, sat Casterton, the Vamp Lord. Our gazes meshed in a line as we drank from our goblets. His normal wine. Ours poisoned."Xannon." I turn, blinking away my father's lifeless eyes and his voice in my head, facing Kace Morgant. He's not alone. I've come to learn that he always walks with minions from the Dusk Fae Court, who've found their way into this school of bloodshed as well."I haven't seen you since Naming Day ended." He regards me with soul-piercing eyes, like h
MAE: I'm basking in the clouds, floating like the wind. Xannon’s mouth is my eighth wonder. I don't ever want to meet the ground again. “Gods, why does it feel this good?” I moan as soon as the back of my thighs hit the dresser. “Fuck.” “Xannon,” I moan his name, holding his face. Suddenly, he bites my bottom lip. Pain flashes by, but it only turns me on more. Pressure builds as fast as lightning in between my legs. I dig my nails into his skin, letting one hand curl in his long, soft hair. He's practically eating my mouth now. His finger trails down my neck to the valley between my breasts. “The things I want to do to this body of yours, Mae.” I'm suddenly flammable. Everywhere he touches burns sweetly. “Do them.” I don't recognise my voice—in fact, I don't even know I've moaned that out loud. He laughs softly. “Will you really let me?” I can’t think. I'm incapable of processing a thought. Just need exists. Brain-paralysing need. I blame my wolf Lena. But it's my head b
MAE: I still have just two missions within these walls. One, find out what happened to Sai, my dead boyfriend. Two, survive at all costs. There are no classes ongoing now. Shifters are everywhere, but the orders should have less people lurking around. I’m confident in that thought because it’s the most likely. Also, the professor I had seen with Vienna had talked about a meeting with Kathleen. This is my chance. I step into the Order of Founders, sneaking past the guards. It is a square-shaped building, much larger than the rest with fewer occupants. They are the true leaders of Solantis. The ones who will sit in the Paragon Chamber someday with a unit behind each of them, consisting of their Chief Shaper, Elder One, and a Warden General. Willas Aranal read it out to us right before the tolerance test. Somehow, I believe becoming a newborn is a curse in disguise. If you can’t manifest the power of your crest while in any of the Orders, no matter how long it takes, you can leave.
MAE: Psychopaths! What a deranged bunch these three are! How could Tyra do this to me? Every female shifter dreams of finding their mates in the most perfect of humans. I found mine in a crazy bunch, who think I’ll sit back and watch them ruin me. Ha! I’m still stomping off with my hands fisted at my sides and my lips twisted into an angry pout. “Mae?” I whirl around. “What?!” My next words trap in my throat when I realise I’m in the presence of two professors. They both have that signature black cape gown that all Starweaver professors wear above their clothes. “Excuse me, Vienna. Remember we have a meeting with Professor Willas,” the male professor says, placing a hand on her shoulder before leaving the both of us on this hallway. We are inside the Order of Wardens. I came here first because Aria and I need to have a serious conversation about who’s been telling lies. Maybe if I find out the truth, Xaden Beverion will finally let me breathe. “Hello, ma’am.” I clear my thro
XANDER: Seven of us dive into the water, searching the ground for a source. The rush of water is coming from below, not above, but I can’t find anything. Not a single hole, just rock solid concrete. I search like my life depends on it—because my life does depend on it. It submerges us. We have seconds left. “Over here!” someone shouts, “There’s a hole...I need something to clog it.” I swim over to Mae and pull her up to the little space that’s left between the ceiling of the room and the mass of water. “What are you doing, Xander?” “Give me your jacket!” I pull it off her and swim over to the source of the voice. It’s Darius. He takes it from me and we swim to the bottom. I see Xaden dive right after us. The second the hole in the ridgeline between the floor and the wall is clogged, the water stops rising. Darius Raken is still distracted. Xaden comes from behind and breaks his neck. The Founder's body drops to the floor as we swim up for air through the bloody water. I whi
XANDER: It was Xaden’s idea to make it to confinement. Pulling a little last minute trick on Emerald’s pants was also irresistibly easy. He confined us like we wanted because wherever Mae Holden is, we will always be. Our matebond is strong, unbreakable. I walk into the room and it’s the first time I’m beholding her face up close. She’s insanely beautiful, and it’s not-in-your-everyday kind of way. When the professor locks the door behind him, Xaden draws to our mate. “What happened out there, Mae?” he grits in a quiet voice. “I didn’t die.” “Why?” “We have sky gods for a reason. Ask them.” Xaden grabs her elbow, threatening her with his jarring gaze. “Mae, you know exactly what happened out there. Or is this also another lie?” “Fuck off, Xaden.” She glares at him like her eyes are the most lethal poisons to exist. “You know? It will be wise to save your energy and hers,” I say, easing up the tension brewing like a storm. He snaps, “Are you seriously telling me to fuck of
MAE: The flames burn my left leg, but a hand hauls me off my burning rope and I slam into someone next. It’s Xannon. I hold onto him, looking into his eyes as time stops. He’s incredible, using one hand to hold my waist and the other to hold us up. “Cut off the damned burning rope. That’s what you should have done, Mae!” “What?” “Get on my back,” he orders me instead, “You had better hold on tight this time.” I twist, clasping my hands over his shoulder, holding on tight. “Listen, Mae. When I tell you to cut the rope below, start from the place underneath my knee. Can you reach it safely?” I try. It’s almost futile at first, but I try harder with my shard. The cut end falls into the hot flames, vanishing in a split second. So many are still struggling to live. “Good. Keep doing that. It’s the only way we will survive.” Xannon climbs the rope faster, even with me on his back. I begin to understand the pattern. We must outrun the rope’s speed and manage not to get burned. If w
MAE: No one said anything about a tolerance test. Ivan didn’t. Aria didn’t. Riah didn’t. I gulp, trying my hardest to keep my feet from leaping into a dash out of here. I search for Riah’s gaze through the crowd seated around us. Riot says next to me, “Easy there. Your trembling could shake even the earth.” I can’t find Riah. There are so many named shifters surrounding thirty of us. My eyes fail me again and again, and I’m wondering, will it be better to die from the tolerance test or die when everyone discovers I’m crestless? “FYI, Riot. I’ll pray everyday to the sky gods just so they can take away your voice. It’s annoying me.” “You wish,” he scoffs, “My sister has been trying since we were little, but the wonderful goddess Tyra turns her down every time.” Speaking of the Moon goddess. I need her help now. I shut my eyes, taking in deep breaths and ignoring Riot, who’s still at my side. He's one lucky idiot. I won’t waste my prayers to Tyra on him; not when my life is in dire
MAE: “Kill him. Not me,” I seethe at Xaden who’s having a hard time processing the turn of events. If I wasn’t on death row because of his actions, I would have laughed. No matter how sick that sounded. “Wait a second! Don’t listen to her.” “Yes! Listen to me,” I insist, voice rolling over his. “We are not listening to both of you. Naming Day has begun. No shifter in the Starweaver Academy is expected to be around the dorms.” Xaden steps forward, wearing a diplomatic smile. “Good point, officers, but do you know what else you are missing? The fact that I stumbled upon her like you both just did.” “Why did you come here? That was wrong, okay?” The guard brings out his gun, and I can see the daggers he has on him. There are many and all are sharpened to kill. I blurt, “We…We demand a panel judgement!” Xaden and I lock eyes for a moment. We share a frown because even myself does not know what I'm talking about. However, I’m pissed that I just included him in my appeal. A ‘we’? T