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A matter of shame

Author: Asmitha
last update Last Updated: 2024-05-31 23:09:13

Emma's POV

Draven's chest heaved, it looked like he had not much to say but could not find the right words to put it in. He used his wide palm to grab my hair and pulled me closer to him, "Do you think I will let you escape so easily?"

He stood up and pulled me off the ground. He then took a hold of my waist, picked me and slammed me on the sofa which was just next to us.

"Draven, what are you doing?"

"You just said I can't let you go because I am in love with you, right." Draven spat as he pinned me underneath him on the sofa.

"No, let me go." I got flashbacks of the last time we slept together. Is he going to do that to me again?

He bent down and wrapped his lips on mine, prying my mouth open and tounging me down forcefully. My eyes spread open at his sudden action!

Was he actually doing this or was this all a dream?

"Dra…mhmmm…" Whenever I tried to speak, he deepened the kiss and did not allow me to utter another word. His right hand which had my wrist tightly clutched loosened it
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