Zarek's POV
I was thrown onto the ground in Ryker’s room, the heavier wolf slamming the door behind him. As he shifted back into his human form, his towering presence loomed over me.
“Shift,” he ordered, his voice trembling with barely contained anger.
I didn’t try to run or fight back. Slowly, I shifted back, wincing as my newly healed wound throbbed with the change.
Once I was fully shifted back and completely naked, Ryker didn’t hesitate. He slammed his foot into my chest, catching me off guard.
“I gave you very simple instructions,” Ryker growled, grabbing my arm and pulling me up. Ignoring the pained cries that escaped me, he snapped, “Do you remember what they were?”
I could only sob and nod, my entire body on fire from pain. I felt my wolf trying to comfort me, but it did no good.
Ryker threw me onto the bed and disappeared for a few moments before reappearing with thick ropes from his closet. He tied my arms and legs, slapping me whenever I tried to fight back. Once I was secured, Ryker returned, carrying a box of matches, short candles, and a knife.
“I gave you two things to do this morning,” he said coldly, lighting one of the candles and placing it on the nightstand. “You were supposed to shower and be waiting for me. But because of your incompetence and disobedience, you’ll be punished.”
Another sob tore from my chest. “I’m sorry! I just... wanted to run,” I gasped, struggling against the ropes around my wrists.
Ryker slapped my face harshly. “I don’t care what you wanted to do. Your place is to obey me and carry my pups. You don’t get to choose. You don’t get to disobey!” he snarled, lifting the knife in his hand.
“Please, don’t,” I begged, my voice breaking. “I’m sorry. I’ll never run again!”
“You shouldn’t have run in the first place,” Ryker snapped, pressing the knife against my thigh. “Why did you howl?”
Confused, I furrowed my brow. “I didn’t... my wolf did,” I said softly, wondering why he cared about it so much.
“Don’t lie to me!” Ryker snarled, slicing the knife across my thigh. “Why did you howl?!”
“I didn’t!” I cried out, feeling the sticky blood pour down the inside of my leg, staining the sheets. “My wolf had control, not me!”
Ryker scoffed. “It didn’t tell you why it howled?” he asked, disbelief creeping into his voice.
I shook my head weakly. “My wolf doesn’t talk to me,” I murmured, my wolf whimpering in the back of my mind. “We... we’re not connected.”
Ryker’s irritation was palpable. “You’ll get four cuts on each thigh,” he snarled, his voice dark with anger. “Each one will be drenched in candle wax. After that, we’ll shower, and you’ll listen to everything I have to say. Understood?”
Before I could respond, he shoved the knife into my leg again, making me cry out in agony.
He didn’t stop there. Every time I begged him to stop, he would dig the knife deeper, the pain blurring my thoughts. The third mark came with a sharp, cutting pain that made me want to scream, but I had to stay silent, hoping that would at least shorten my suffering.
But then Ryker lifted the candle, dripping hot wax into my first wound. The burn was unbearable, and I screamed, my throat raw from the force of it.
Ryker didn’t stop. He pushed his finger into the wax-covered wound, watching me writhe. “This could have all been avoided if you’d just behaved,” he mocked with a cruel laugh. “This is your fault.”
The burn from the wax didn’t stop. Ryker continued his sadistic torture, waiting for it to cool before stripping it off and reopening the wounds. Each time, he would pour more wax into the cuts, making the pain endless.
When he finally grew bored of my screams, Ryker untied me. My wrists were raw and red from pulling against the ropes. He looked at them and hummed, shaking his head.
“All of this could’ve been avoided,” he whispered, pulling me into a tight hug and kissing the top of my head. “I don’t like hurting you, but disobedient Omegas need to learn.”
I didn’t have the energy to argue, so I simply nodded, too exhausted to fight. Ryker dragged me to the bathroom and turned on the shower.
“We’ll bandage your cuts after the shower,” he murmured, shoving me into the warm spray before stepping in behind me. “Mistakes happen. That’s why I’m keeping your punishment light.”
I whimpered quietly as the hot water poured down my legs, making my cuts burn all over again. It wasn’t as bad as the wax, but it still hurt.
“Shhh,” Ryker cooed, pulling me into his embrace. “With time, you’ll understand. I’m doing this for your own good. Omegas need to be broken in and taught.”
I didn’t want to be taught. I wanted to go home. My old Alpha might have been cruel, but at least he left his punishment to fists and feet. This... this was different.
Ryker’s touch snapped me out of my thoughts when I felt him grind against me, groaning lowly. The scent of arousal flooded the air, and I could feel his hardness press against my stomach.
“Get on your knees,” Ryker whispered, pressing down on my shoulders.
I sank to the ground, feeling my cuts reopen as I moved. The pain almost made me lightheaded, but I had no choice.
“Open your mouth,” Ryker ordered, pushing the head of his cock against my lips. “Don’t make me force you. You’ll feel better if you listen.”
I hesitated but opened my mouth slightly. That must have been enough because Ryker thrust his entire length into me, choking me.
I struggled to breathe, but my throat constricted. I had to pull away, coughing uncontrollably, but Ryker grabbed my hair, forcing my mouth open again. He thrust into me once more.
“Relax,” Ryker growled, grunting as he moved. “At least your mouth is good for something.”
Tears filled my eyes, both from lack of oxygen and the insult.
He didn’t warn me before speeding up his thrusts. The only sign of his release was a deep groan before he came down my throat.
“Swallow it, or I won’t clean your cuts,” he snarled, pulling out of my mouth.
I gagged but forced myself to swallow, hating the taste and the feeling of it in my mouth.
“Good boy,” Ryker whispered, lifting me up to finish washing me off.
Once we were dried, Ryker kept his word. He sat me on the counter and cleaned my cuts, disinfecting them gently before wrapping them in some strange white paper I’d never seen before. It helped secure the wounds and made them feel less painful.
“There,” Ryker murmured, pressing his lips to mine. He forced his tongue inside, and all I could do was move my lips with his, trying not to anger him.
Seemingly pleased, Ryker lifted me up and carried me to the bed. I braced myself for whatever was coming next, but instead of more punishment, he turned on the TV and cuddled me to his chest.
“You need to rest,” he murmured, noticing the confusion on my face. “I don’t want to exhaust you before your heat. Your disobedience is forgiven now.”
I didn’t have the energy to question him. I just relaxed against him, closing my eyes. Maybe this was my fate. I had no mate, and maybe Ryker was the only one who wanted me.
If I was going to be stuck in the North River pack, I might as well try to make the best of it.
Zarek’s POV I had been at Ryker's pack house for over a month now, and today... Today my preheat hit. I had been so careful for the past few weeks, trying to keep myself in check, but I couldn't control the raging fire inside me anymore. I had no idea how my wolf would react during my heat, especially in the presence of an Alpha like Ryker.My wolf, he despised me. I could feel his frustration, his anger, his desperation. Unlike me, he hadn't given up hope. He still wanted to escape, still dreamed of finding our true mate. And then there was me, broken, resigned. I had accepted my fate as Ryker’s. I hated it, but I had no other choice. I couldn’t blame my wolf, though. If I could, I’d leave in a heartbeat. But the truth was, I didn’t know how my body would react. The heat always forced me into submission, and now, with Ryker around, the danger felt even more real. I didn’t want him near me, but I couldn’t escape the pull of his dominance. My wolf wanted to fight back, but I was too
Zarek's POV I stayed still, my eyes wide in shock at the statement from my wolf. I’d never heard him speak before, but now, he wouldn’t shut up. “That’s our mate, Zarek! Go to him!” My wolf ordered, but I couldn’t move from the spot I’d been in for the past hour.The Alpha approached me, making me shuffle further into the corner. I didn’t trust the Alpha in front of me, and mate or not, Alphas only ever granted me one thing, and that was pain. “Alpha, they're not surrendering! We’ve basically defeated them, but they’re not backing down!” I heard a familiar voice call.“Leave them. We’ve got what we came here for.” The Alpha surged forward and picked me up despite my whines and attempts to break free. “Good work, Akiri.”Akiri nodded, standing in the doorway to Ryker’s room. “Of course, Alpha,” she said, and my eyes widened in betrayal.I thought Akiri would protect me, but instead, she gave me up to another Alpha. All my life, I’d wanted to find my mate, but now that I was face-to-f
Zarek's POV I was surprised at how bubbly Astrid was the entire time we were in Kaidon's room. She hummed cheerfully as she rummaged through his clothes, occasionally tossing articles at me and asking which ones I preferred. I couldn't deny it—I loved Kaidon's scent, though I blamed the mate bond for that. It was woody and masculine, like the perfect mix of cologne and campfire, blending in a way that made it irresistible. “You can build it on the bed," Astrid said, pulling some sheets from the closet and handing them to me. "I’ll never understand why the men in this pack need walk-in closets. They wear the same stuff every day!” A small smile tugged at my lips. I’d wondered the same thing before. Ryker rarely ventured to the back of his closet, cycling through the same dark pants and dress shirts day in and day out. As I began laying down sheets and arranging clothes to build my nest, Astrid watched from a distance. She knew better than to come too close; I’d be territorial
Zarek's POV I woke up at one in the morning, the dim red glow of the clock on Kaidon’s nightstand catching my eye. But the time barely registered. Pain coursed through my body, raw and relentless, like fire blazing under my skin. I clutched the blankets beneath me, my breathing uneven, every inhale a struggle. “Aegis,” I whimpered weakly, reaching for my wolf. “I’m here,” Aegis replied, his voice a soothing balm against the storm raging inside me. “Let me take over. I can handle this.” I hesitated. I’d always forced myself to endure these heats alone, my pride refusing to let me lean on anyone. The pain was familiar—a cruel reminder of all the times I’d been ignored or dismissed—but this time, it was worse. Sharper. Like my body was punishing me for resisting the bond I didn’t ask for. I couldn’t do it anymore. With a shaky breath, I let go, retreating into the recesses of my mind as Aegis took control. The pain dulled slightly, though it was still there, lingering just bene
Zarek's POV When I woke up, the first thing I noticed was warmth—real, comforting warmth. My body ached, but it wasn’t the unbearable fire I’d grown used to. For a moment, I dared to think my heat had passed. Then I felt it—a heavy arm draped over me. My heart skipped a beat, and I froze, every muscle in my body stiffening. I didn’t need to look to know who it was. His scent was everywhere, filling my lungs and calming my nerves in a way that only made me angrier. Cedar and rain, rich and grounding—Kaidon’s scent. It wrapped around me, sinking into my skin, and I hated how much my body craved it. Carefully, I turned my head. There he was, lying beside me, his golden eyes hidden behind closed lids, his breathing steady. His grip on me was firm, like even in sleep, he refused to let me go. My chest tightened. My wolf, Aegis, stirred weakly in the back of my mind, purring at the sight of our mate. I wanted to feel the same pull, the same instinctual comfort. But all I felt was suf
Zarek's POV I ran as fast as I could, my heart pounding in my chest. The only thing on my mind was reaching the forest. I needed to get away—away from Akiri, away from Kaidon, and especially away from their pitying gazes. Aegis wouldn’t help me. We weren’t on speaking terms, and I didn’t trust him to take control even if he wanted to. All I could do was keep running, hoping the woods would offer some solace, a place to hide and think.“I’m sorry,” Aegis whimpered suddenly, his voice soft and full of regret. “I had to do it to protect you.”I clenched my jaw and ignored him. I didn’t want to hear it. His excuses meant nothing to me right now. As the forest loomed closer, a small sense of relief washed over me. Back in the Red Claw pack, when the Alpha left for visits to other packs, I’d often sneak out to the woods just outside our pack house. It was the only place where I could find peace. That’s what I was looking for now—a reprieve from the chaos in my mind.But before I could rea
Kaidon's POVI spent the rest of Zarek’s heat pacing in my office. After just one night with my mate, both Corban and I were completely in love with the boy. I couldn’t stand that he had come from an abusive pack, and it drove me mad.Axel had told me after the attack that Zarek needed to be left alone for the rest of his heat. She explained that Astrid could sense Zarek’s wolf’s sadness and helplessness—rooted in the fact that Zarek felt like he didn’t have a choice in how his life would unfold.That news sent me into a rage. I threw a punch at the wall, creating a dent as I thought about how Zarek’s previous packs had ruined him. They’d made him feel as if his life was already decided for him, leaving him no say in his own fate. I only stopped when Axel told me that Zarek could sense my anger, and it was making him panic.So, I stayed in my office, away from my mate. I hated that it was my presence that had caused the strange sobbing fit Zarek had earlier. I didn’t want to make him
Zarek's POVI sprinted as quickly as possible, making my way toward the woods. I had to escape. I was certain Aegis wouldn’t take over since we weren’t on the best of terms, so I just kept running, searching for a spot to conceal myself and collect my thoughts.I couldn’t remain in that room with Akiri. I couldn’t allow Kaidon to witness my tears or my struggle with my wolf. The most frustrating part was that no matter how far I went, Aegis was always there. We were connected mentally.“I’m sorry,” Aegis said, his voice filled with remorse. “I had to do it to keep you safe.”I chose to ignore him. I didn’t want to listen.The forest was drawing nearer, and I felt a surge of relief. During my time with the Red Claw pack, I would often rest in the woods near the pack house on days when the Alpha was absent. It was serene there, tranquil.But just as I was about to step out from the trees, a deep growl sounded from my right. I turned carefully, my heart racing and my anxiety escalating.
Zarek’s POV“Oh, shit, Kaidon,” I panted, my head tilting back as Kaidon’s teeth grazed along my neck while his hand expertly stroked me. "We have to get to the reception!" I tried to keep myself together, but my body was betraying me, and I couldn't stop the gasp that escaped my lips.Kaidon growled against my skin, his pace quickening as he stroked me harder, before he pulled away slightly. "So you want me to leave you hanging here without finishing?" he asked, his voice low and full of desire.I shook my head, the air leaving my lungs in a shaky whimper. "N-No," I whispered, my gaze lifting to the wisteria hanging above us, its delicate flowers swaying with the breeze. I couldn't believe I’d agreed to this, to let Kaidon pleasure me right here in the middle of the garden. But I guess it wasn’t as surprising as it seemed, especially with Aegis's encouragement. The memory of Aegis had me grinning despite everything. I couldn’t help but laugh, thinking back to when Aegis had begged m
Zarek's POV "Stop stressing, you look great!" Sage said, helping Zarek adjust his suit. His voice was reassuring, but my nerves were still buzzing. "You're going to be perfectly fine!”I nodded, too stressed to say anything. I reached for my glass of water, making sure not to spill it on my white suit. I knew it would show if I did, and the last thing I needed right now was another thing to stress about. There was a chair in the small pop-up tent I was getting changed in, so I collapsed onto it, trying to settle my racing thoughts.The tent flap whipped open, and I heard footsteps. I didn't need to look up to know it was Astrid. A grin was already on her face as she rushed inside, carrying both of her pups. One was in a pouch on her front, the other on her back. She held a small box in her hand and handed it to me without hesitation.“Can’t believe you almost forgot this, Luna,” she teased, planting a kiss on Bels's forehead, who was nestled in the front carrier. "It's the one thing
Kaidon's POV I woke up groggily, the dull pounding in my head acting like a heavy drumbeat in the back of my skull. My senses were slow to return, and everything was out of focus. The world around me seemed distant and distorted, and the voices I could hear sounded muffled and indistinguishable.My back was hurting, and the sharp stinging pain cut deep through the fog in my brain, while my mouth was dry, like I hadn't drunk anything in days. I needed water. It wasn't just an irritation any longer; it was a demand that no longer allowed me to simply bear with it.I fought the grogginess, opening my eyes slowly and allowing the blurry contours of the room to take shape. Everything was soft, as if I was looking at the world through a foggy glass. Far away, I saw the blurry shape of Zarek standing beside Astrid.I heard the murmur of their voices but not what they said. I felt myself floating, apart from my body, suspended in that place between sleeping and waking."Zarek," I said, hardl
Kaidon's POVI shifted into wolf form, running until the barrier of the pack was in view. I sat down in the dirt and inhaled, the earthy scent filling my nose. I could not bring myself to stand, as if I felt sick, disgusted with myself. There was no reason for the thought of harming Zarek even crossing my mind, and that fact alone made me worse than I could ever have imagined.I wanted to go to my father, to ask him to reprimand me for even thinking of such a thing, yet I could not let myself be this weak and found myself drowning in anger which clouded my mind.But then something changed. A scent wafted through the air. It wasn't one of my packmates, and that sent a surge of anger through me. No one outside of my pack should be this close to our territory.I didn't bother linking for backup. It was late, and I wasn't going to attack anyone. But I was angry enough to take on ten wolves if I had to. So I set off on my own, sniffling the air, trying to place the direction of the new sme
Zarek's POV I'd been watching Kaidon and Zarek since they'd arrived at the cottage this afternoon. Well, Zarek had gotten in a few hours earlier, and then Kaidon had joined him an hour later. They acted as though they were trying to gel and get along, but I didn't understand why. From what I knew, the two of them had a great and loving connection. So why the tension?Is everything alright with you two?" Slade asked, catching on to what I had been picking up on. "You're being. icy."Kaidon didn't even look up from his plate of pasta, still chewing, not acknowledging Slade's pointed question."We're fine," Zarek muttered, his glare still shot at Kaidon.I pursed my lips, trying to figure out what was going on between them. "You two said you had news? That's why we're meeting for dinner?" I asked, hoping to turn the conversation to lighter topics as a tight feeling began building between all of us in the room.To my great relief, the smile that appeared on Zarek sent Kaidon's mouth tick
Zarek's POV When I opened my eyes, the events of the night before flooded my mind. My heart pounded in my chest, and my eyes shot open, a growl escaping my lips. I shifted instinctively, ready to defend myself from whoever had taken me. My body trembled with the rush of adrenaline, but as I snapped to alertness, I realized something.I wasn’t in an unfamiliar place. I was in bed, sitting beside a wide-awake Kaidon, who had obviously been disturbed by my snarls. "Zarek?" Kaidon asked hesitantly, his voice softer than usual, clearly taken aback by my reaction. "Baby? Shift back for me and talk to me.”I was panting heavily, barely able to breathe. My eyes darted around the room, searching for any sign of danger, expecting someone to be hiding in the corners. And then I felt it—a hand on my fur. A snarl ripped from my throat before I could stop it, and I snapped at him in a panic. I leaped across the room, retreating to the farthest corner.Kaidon looked confused, his expression a mixt
Zarek's POV Excitement bubbled in my chest as I climbed into bed, unable to keep the wide grin off my face. The usual sting of loneliness from Kaidon being out on patrol didn’t bother me tonight. My mind was too busy swirling with thoughts of the future—our future. My hands instinctively rested on my stomach, and a soft giggle escaped me. Babies. Our babies. The very idea filled me with warmth, pushing away any lingering anxiety. I rolled onto my side, snuggling into Kaidon's pillow, his scent surrounding me like a comforting embrace. "They better look like Kaidon," Aegis' voice echoed from my link, pulling me from my thoughts. I rolled my eyes, though I couldn’t stop the fond smile that tugged at my lips. "Don't roll your eyes at me!" Aegis scolded playfully. "Just imagine little Kaidon look-alikes running around the house!" I hummed, the thought making my heart skip a beat. "How many do you think we'll have?" I asked, unable to hide the curiosity in my voice. Aegis chuckl
Kaidon's POV I woke up at three in the afternoon, feeling groggy but oddly content. The first thing I did was mind link my father to apologize for sleeping in so late. But Slade only laughed and told me it was completely acceptable. He said that, as a mate, my priority was to take care of my other half. I stretched in bed, muscles sore but satisfied, and glanced around the empty room. I didn’t know where Zarek was, but Corban wasn’t panicking. Zarek hadn’t linked me or tried to wake me up either, so I figured his heat was over. With a yawn, I pulled on a sweatshirt, making sure it covered the marks scattered across my chest, back, and neck. After slipping into a pair of athletic shorts, I headed out of the room, rubbing my eyes. “I like the lavender, but isn’t that a funeral color?” Zarek’s voice drifted from the dining area, and I followed the sound, feeling a small smile tug at my lips. When I walked in, I found him sitting at the table with Astrid and Akiri, flipping throu
Kaidon's POV I was completely drained. I loved Zarek more than life itself, but I severely underestimated the difficulties and exhaustion that came with an Omega's heat. Now, I understood why Axel was so snappy and tired during Astrid’s heats. I was experiencing all of it with no warning, no preparation. I was feeling every symptom, and it hit harder than I ever could have imagined.We were nearing the end of it, which meant Zarek was clearer about what he wanted, but he also kept claiming that he was back to normal, despite the thick, undeniable scent of heat still surrounding him. I had finally caught a rare moment alone, and while I was grateful for the silence, I couldn’t help but feel anxious. All I wanted was to be curled up with Zarek, resting together, but he seemed to understand how tired I was. Even in the middle of his heat, he forced himself to push through the discomfort just so I could take a break. He’d insisted that I shower and relax alone, making sure I wasn’t pres