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Zarek's POV When I woke up, the first thing I noticed was warmth—real, comforting warmth. My body ached, but it wasn’t the unbearable fire I’d grown used to. For a moment, I dared to think my heat had passed. Then I felt it—a heavy arm draped over me. My heart skipped a beat, and I froze, every muscle in my body stiffening. I didn’t need to look to know who it was. His scent was everywhere, filling my lungs and calming my nerves in a way that only made me angrier. Cedar and rain, rich and grounding—Kaidon’s scent. It wrapped around me, sinking into my skin, and I hated how much my body craved it. Carefully, I turned my head. There he was, lying beside me, his golden eyes hidden behind closed lids, his breathing steady. His grip on me was firm, like even in sleep, he refused to let me go. My chest tightened. My wolf, Aegis, stirred weakly in the back of my mind, purring at the sight of our mate. I wanted to feel the same pull, the same instinctual comfort. But all I felt was suf
Zarek's POV I ran as fast as I could, my heart pounding in my chest. The only thing on my mind was reaching the forest. I needed to get away—away from Akiri, away from Kaidon, and especially away from their pitying gazes. Aegis wouldn’t help me. We weren’t on speaking terms, and I didn’t trust him to take control even if he wanted to. All I could do was keep running, hoping the woods would offer some solace, a place to hide and think.“I’m sorry,” Aegis whimpered suddenly, his voice soft and full of regret. “I had to do it to protect you.”I clenched my jaw and ignored him. I didn’t want to hear it. His excuses meant nothing to me right now. As the forest loomed closer, a small sense of relief washed over me. Back in the Red Claw pack, when the Alpha left for visits to other packs, I’d often sneak out to the woods just outside our pack house. It was the only place where I could find peace. That’s what I was looking for now—a reprieve from the chaos in my mind.But before I could rea
Kaidon's POVI spent the rest of Zarek’s heat pacing in my office. After just one night with my mate, both Corban and I were completely in love with the boy. I couldn’t stand that he had come from an abusive pack, and it drove me mad.Axel had told me after the attack that Zarek needed to be left alone for the rest of his heat. She explained that Astrid could sense Zarek’s wolf’s sadness and helplessness—rooted in the fact that Zarek felt like he didn’t have a choice in how his life would unfold.That news sent me into a rage. I threw a punch at the wall, creating a dent as I thought about how Zarek’s previous packs had ruined him. They’d made him feel as if his life was already decided for him, leaving him no say in his own fate. I only stopped when Axel told me that Zarek could sense my anger, and it was making him panic.So, I stayed in my office, away from my mate. I hated that it was my presence that had caused the strange sobbing fit Zarek had earlier. I didn’t want to make him
Zarek's POVI sprinted as quickly as possible, making my way toward the woods. I had to escape. I was certain Aegis wouldn’t take over since we weren’t on the best of terms, so I just kept running, searching for a spot to conceal myself and collect my thoughts.I couldn’t remain in that room with Akiri. I couldn’t allow Kaidon to witness my tears or my struggle with my wolf. The most frustrating part was that no matter how far I went, Aegis was always there. We were connected mentally.“I’m sorry,” Aegis said, his voice filled with remorse. “I had to do it to keep you safe.”I chose to ignore him. I didn’t want to listen.The forest was drawing nearer, and I felt a surge of relief. During my time with the Red Claw pack, I would often rest in the woods near the pack house on days when the Alpha was absent. It was serene there, tranquil.But just as I was about to step out from the trees, a deep growl sounded from my right. I turned carefully, my heart racing and my anxiety escalating.
Kaidon's POVI spent the remainder of Zarek's heat pacing nervously around my office, feeling restless and on edge. After just one night together, it became evident that I was utterly enchanted by him. My wolf, Corban, felt the same way. Both of us were profoundly in love with him, and it was agonizing—both physically and emotionally—to confront the fact that he had come from a pack that had severely damaged his sense of self-worth.After the incident, Axel informed me that Zarek needed some time alone to cope with his heat. Astrid had sensed the deep sadness and powerlessness radiating from him, stemming from his belief that he was unable to control his own life. Merely contemplating it made my blood boil. In a surge of anger, I ended up leaving a dent in the wall, furious over the extent of the damage done to him by his past packs. Axel had to intervene during my outburst, warning me that Zarek could feel my anger and that it was causing him distress.That was when I decided to maint
Zarek's POVAs we strolled towards the diner, I couldn’t release Kaidon's hand. It was reassuring, even if it felt odd to be this intimate with him in public. For once, there were no wolves growling or glaring at me as we walked by. Instead, they greeted us with waves and smiles, and a few even made cooing sounds at me. I wasn’t accustomed to that. It made me anxious, but Kaidon merely grinned and gently steered me away from them.Upon arriving at the diner, I paused briefly. It was bright, inviting, and had an amazing aroma. The air was filled with the scents of sugar, baked goods, and freshly brewed coffee. My stomach emitted a soft growl, and Aegis, my wolf, chimed in."Still not as nice as Kaidon’s room," Aegis teased, causing me to roll my eyes."Can you knock it off?" I muttered to myself, trying to concentrate on the present.Kaidon looked down at me and smiled, his icy blue eyes warm. "What would you like to order?" he inquired, glancing at the large menu hanging over the coun
Zarek's POV After we indulged in a feast of pastries, Kaidon and I exited the diner. Zara waved goodbye, shouting something about being careful. My face instantly flushed, and I could feel the warmth radiate to my ears. Kaidon, naturally, just chuckled quietly at my embarrassment. As we strolled along, I paused for a moment before speaking. "Alpha?" I blurted out, then quickly shook my head. "I mean, Kaidon. I apologize." "Don't worry about it. No need to say sorry," Kaidon reassured me, gently squeezing my hand. His touch always seemed to soothe me. "What’s on your mind?" I bit my lip, uncertain if I should bring it up, but my curiosity got the better of me. "Do you and your wolf… have a good bond?" Kaidon halted suddenly, and my heart sank into my stomach. Did I say something wrong? Panic surged within me, and words spilled out before I could stop. "You don’t have to respond! I’m sorry if I sounded intrusive, and I’ll accept any punishment you think is—" "Stop," Kaidon interru
Zarek's POV I had never encountered Kaidon's wolf before, but I was certain he had seen mine. His wolf, Corban, was massive—jet black with striking golden eyes, and his size was comparable to that of a lion. The sight of him could easily instill fear in anyone, and I was uncertain about what to anticipate when I transformed. Most Alpha wolves tend to be larger than others, and Kaidon was no different. He was taller, more powerful, and radiated strength in every move he made. Upon shifting, my wolf, Aegis, took over. White fur enveloped my smaller frame, and purple eyes glimmered, indicating that Aegis was in charge. In comparison to Kaidon, I was quite small—more similar in size to a large lynx. My nose barely reached his shoulder as I leaned against him after shifting. Kaidon's eyes sparkled with a blend of gold and blue, showcasing the harmony he had with Corban. In contrast, Aegis was unwilling to let me take charge. He feared I might revert us to our human form, always anxious
Zarek’s POV“Oh, shit, Kaidon,” I panted, my head tilting back as Kaidon’s teeth grazed along my neck while his hand expertly stroked me. "We have to get to the reception!" I tried to keep myself together, but my body was betraying me, and I couldn't stop the gasp that escaped my lips.Kaidon growled against my skin, his pace quickening as he stroked me harder, before he pulled away slightly. "So you want me to leave you hanging here without finishing?" he asked, his voice low and full of desire.I shook my head, the air leaving my lungs in a shaky whimper. "N-No," I whispered, my gaze lifting to the wisteria hanging above us, its delicate flowers swaying with the breeze. I couldn't believe I’d agreed to this, to let Kaidon pleasure me right here in the middle of the garden. But I guess it wasn’t as surprising as it seemed, especially with Aegis's encouragement. The memory of Aegis had me grinning despite everything. I couldn’t help but laugh, thinking back to when Aegis had begged m
Zarek's POV "Stop stressing, you look great!" Sage said, helping Zarek adjust his suit. His voice was reassuring, but my nerves were still buzzing. "You're going to be perfectly fine!”I nodded, too stressed to say anything. I reached for my glass of water, making sure not to spill it on my white suit. I knew it would show if I did, and the last thing I needed right now was another thing to stress about. There was a chair in the small pop-up tent I was getting changed in, so I collapsed onto it, trying to settle my racing thoughts.The tent flap whipped open, and I heard footsteps. I didn't need to look up to know it was Astrid. A grin was already on her face as she rushed inside, carrying both of her pups. One was in a pouch on her front, the other on her back. She held a small box in her hand and handed it to me without hesitation.“Can’t believe you almost forgot this, Luna,” she teased, planting a kiss on Bels's forehead, who was nestled in the front carrier. "It's the one thing
Kaidon's POV I woke up groggily, the dull pounding in my head acting like a heavy drumbeat in the back of my skull. My senses were slow to return, and everything was out of focus. The world around me seemed distant and distorted, and the voices I could hear sounded muffled and indistinguishable.My back was hurting, and the sharp stinging pain cut deep through the fog in my brain, while my mouth was dry, like I hadn't drunk anything in days. I needed water. It wasn't just an irritation any longer; it was a demand that no longer allowed me to simply bear with it.I fought the grogginess, opening my eyes slowly and allowing the blurry contours of the room to take shape. Everything was soft, as if I was looking at the world through a foggy glass. Far away, I saw the blurry shape of Zarek standing beside Astrid.I heard the murmur of their voices but not what they said. I felt myself floating, apart from my body, suspended in that place between sleeping and waking."Zarek," I said, hardl
Kaidon's POVI shifted into wolf form, running until the barrier of the pack was in view. I sat down in the dirt and inhaled, the earthy scent filling my nose. I could not bring myself to stand, as if I felt sick, disgusted with myself. There was no reason for the thought of harming Zarek even crossing my mind, and that fact alone made me worse than I could ever have imagined.I wanted to go to my father, to ask him to reprimand me for even thinking of such a thing, yet I could not let myself be this weak and found myself drowning in anger which clouded my mind.But then something changed. A scent wafted through the air. It wasn't one of my packmates, and that sent a surge of anger through me. No one outside of my pack should be this close to our territory.I didn't bother linking for backup. It was late, and I wasn't going to attack anyone. But I was angry enough to take on ten wolves if I had to. So I set off on my own, sniffling the air, trying to place the direction of the new sme
Zarek's POV I'd been watching Kaidon and Zarek since they'd arrived at the cottage this afternoon. Well, Zarek had gotten in a few hours earlier, and then Kaidon had joined him an hour later. They acted as though they were trying to gel and get along, but I didn't understand why. From what I knew, the two of them had a great and loving connection. So why the tension?Is everything alright with you two?" Slade asked, catching on to what I had been picking up on. "You're being. icy."Kaidon didn't even look up from his plate of pasta, still chewing, not acknowledging Slade's pointed question."We're fine," Zarek muttered, his glare still shot at Kaidon.I pursed my lips, trying to figure out what was going on between them. "You two said you had news? That's why we're meeting for dinner?" I asked, hoping to turn the conversation to lighter topics as a tight feeling began building between all of us in the room.To my great relief, the smile that appeared on Zarek sent Kaidon's mouth tick
Zarek's POV When I opened my eyes, the events of the night before flooded my mind. My heart pounded in my chest, and my eyes shot open, a growl escaping my lips. I shifted instinctively, ready to defend myself from whoever had taken me. My body trembled with the rush of adrenaline, but as I snapped to alertness, I realized something.I wasn’t in an unfamiliar place. I was in bed, sitting beside a wide-awake Kaidon, who had obviously been disturbed by my snarls. "Zarek?" Kaidon asked hesitantly, his voice softer than usual, clearly taken aback by my reaction. "Baby? Shift back for me and talk to me.”I was panting heavily, barely able to breathe. My eyes darted around the room, searching for any sign of danger, expecting someone to be hiding in the corners. And then I felt it—a hand on my fur. A snarl ripped from my throat before I could stop it, and I snapped at him in a panic. I leaped across the room, retreating to the farthest corner.Kaidon looked confused, his expression a mixt
Zarek's POV Excitement bubbled in my chest as I climbed into bed, unable to keep the wide grin off my face. The usual sting of loneliness from Kaidon being out on patrol didn’t bother me tonight. My mind was too busy swirling with thoughts of the future—our future. My hands instinctively rested on my stomach, and a soft giggle escaped me. Babies. Our babies. The very idea filled me with warmth, pushing away any lingering anxiety. I rolled onto my side, snuggling into Kaidon's pillow, his scent surrounding me like a comforting embrace. "They better look like Kaidon," Aegis' voice echoed from my link, pulling me from my thoughts. I rolled my eyes, though I couldn’t stop the fond smile that tugged at my lips. "Don't roll your eyes at me!" Aegis scolded playfully. "Just imagine little Kaidon look-alikes running around the house!" I hummed, the thought making my heart skip a beat. "How many do you think we'll have?" I asked, unable to hide the curiosity in my voice. Aegis chuckl
Kaidon's POV I woke up at three in the afternoon, feeling groggy but oddly content. The first thing I did was mind link my father to apologize for sleeping in so late. But Slade only laughed and told me it was completely acceptable. He said that, as a mate, my priority was to take care of my other half. I stretched in bed, muscles sore but satisfied, and glanced around the empty room. I didn’t know where Zarek was, but Corban wasn’t panicking. Zarek hadn’t linked me or tried to wake me up either, so I figured his heat was over. With a yawn, I pulled on a sweatshirt, making sure it covered the marks scattered across my chest, back, and neck. After slipping into a pair of athletic shorts, I headed out of the room, rubbing my eyes. “I like the lavender, but isn’t that a funeral color?” Zarek’s voice drifted from the dining area, and I followed the sound, feeling a small smile tug at my lips. When I walked in, I found him sitting at the table with Astrid and Akiri, flipping throu
Kaidon's POV I was completely drained. I loved Zarek more than life itself, but I severely underestimated the difficulties and exhaustion that came with an Omega's heat. Now, I understood why Axel was so snappy and tired during Astrid’s heats. I was experiencing all of it with no warning, no preparation. I was feeling every symptom, and it hit harder than I ever could have imagined.We were nearing the end of it, which meant Zarek was clearer about what he wanted, but he also kept claiming that he was back to normal, despite the thick, undeniable scent of heat still surrounding him. I had finally caught a rare moment alone, and while I was grateful for the silence, I couldn’t help but feel anxious. All I wanted was to be curled up with Zarek, resting together, but he seemed to understand how tired I was. Even in the middle of his heat, he forced himself to push through the discomfort just so I could take a break. He’d insisted that I shower and relax alone, making sure I wasn’t pres