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Lost in Silver Eyes

Author: Ms. Sophia
last update Last Updated: 2022-08-15 10:17:35

~ Harper’s POV ~

I couldn’t control my nervousness no matter how hard I tried. I wasn’t scared, but there was just something about meeting a new alpha. My life was literally in his hands at this moment. “What if he doesn’t accept me?” I whispered to Kelly. 

       “Oh! shush… you have nothing to worry about. If you are a good person alpha will sense that. The only ones he ever rejects are the ones with ill intent. I can tell you are a good person. Try not to worry and tell him your story.” Kelly didn’t know all of what I had been through the last few days. All I told her is that I was running from someone vile and awful. I gave Kelly a nod signaling her to go ahead and knock on the door. 

Before the door opened all the way I paused to catch my breath and gather my nerves. Walking into the large office, I willed myself to look as calm and confident as possible. The first thing I noticed was the smell… cedar and pine? It was a natural smell that pulled my attention toward the source of this seductive scent. Instantly I was confused and afraid to look up, so I paused to gather my senses once more before continuing further into the room. 

Not wanting to look even more like a mad she wolf, I finally stilled myself enough to raise my head to greet the authority figure in front of me. Right away I knew that alpha Titus was not alone, he wasn’t the first person that I saw once I looked up. My eyes landed on a man with black hair cut short on the sides but slightly longer on the top. It was tossed in a sexy kind of way. Even messy his hair had a way of giving off a vibe of unkept confidence that screamed sex appeal. I got lost in his silver eyes, dangerously possessive. I didn’t know whether to turn and run or submit and stay. His tan skin and chiseled physique were evident through his white button up dress shirt and black pants to match. He had a sharp jawline that complemented his perfect white smile that instantly lit me on fire. Ugh… What am I doing? How long have I been staring? 

I swallowed the drool that had gathered in my mouth while I was caught checking out the stranger in front of me. I scolded myself mentally. I have never…ever been so affected by a man wolf in all my life. I have had crushes but…. a light laugh snapped me back to my senses when I realized once again, I have totally dropped the ball in front of this alpha. I briefly allowed myself one more glance in the direction of the mouthwatering stranger in front of me. He returned my gaze with a naughty but amused smile. I managed to bring my attention to the other man in the room. He was sitting at a desk with his elbows propped and his hands standing in an interlaced position near his chin. His eyes were also gray but a darker shade that was more like coal. I could tell his hair was naturally black, but it had grayed with time. He kept it combed in a neat style to the side of his face. He was a large man. Despite his sitting position I could tell he was nearly the same height of the man next to him. He was at least 6’2. He had a warrior build, no doubt he has seen many battles. He must be the father of Mr. Sexy standing over to his left. 

I managed to take the final steps to position myself in front of his desk. The smell of cedar and pine was growing stronger because I was so much closer to the source. I looked at Alpha Titus and finally gave him a warm smile and extended my hand. He returned my smile and shook my hand and invited me to take a seat. His welcoming demeanor instantly relaxed my nerves, but I never once forgot about what was standing next to me. Widening my smile, I accepted his offer to take a seat. I knew this would be a long and hard conversation we were about to have.

       “Thank you for meeting with me, Alpha Titus. I am ever so grateful for your hospitality and willingness to offer me a room for the night.” He nodded the smile never leaving his face. 

       “It is my pleasure. I make it a priority to never turn away a wolf in need. My pack has been blessed by the Moon Goddess. It is the least I can do to thank her for all she has done for us here at Harmony Moon Pack.” Gesturing to his left he finally revealed the name of the man who was responsible for stopping my heart a moment ago. “This is my son and next in line to take my place as alpha of our beloved pack, Gabriel.” I turned to look at Gabriel. My increased heart rate instantly betrayed my plan to stay calm and confident. I smiled. 

       “It is nice to meet you, Gabriel. I am sure you will make a fine alpha when the time comes.”

Not letting the smile leave my face and attempting to keep my tongue from falling out of my mouth, I waited on his response. He gave me a devilishly cocky yet seductive smile that caused me to melt. 

       “Thank you, Miss…” Oh! I forgot to tell them my name! 

       “Harper…. Um…Harper Rae.” He bit his bottom lip in a way that made my brain fuzz out for a minute. 

       “Thank you, Harper, it is an honor to have you. Hopefully it is still a while now before I have to take my father’s place. When that time comes, I am ready.” Giving him a smile and a nod, I turned my attention back to alpha Titus who was looking at him with a strange look on his face. 

       “Not before I meet my future daughter-in-law and the next Luna of this pack. A strong alpha must have a strong and capable Luna to support him. The Luna is the heart of this pack. She will play an important role in all of our lives.” Glancing toward Gabriel, he was now looking down with a hand seeming to rub the back of his neck in a nervus motion. With his head still tilted down and red tone now warmed his cheeks he raised his eyebrows to talk to his father. 

       “Now is not the time father. We can continue this conversation later.” He stone faced gave his father a look that silently said, “shut it!” This is not a conversation that I want to be caught in the middle of. 

Gabriel must have a mate…or a girlfriend that he has yet to introduce to his father. Knowing this caused me to frown a little. I tried to wipe my face clean of any emotion other than kindness and gratitude. I would like to finish this conversation and finally find out what my future with this pack is. 

       “Let’s continue, my apologies, Harper. I don’t want to trouble you with my fatherly responsibilities. Will you explain in detail why you were found on the edge of my territory?” There it was… the dreaded question. I only plan to go into detail with my story once, and this is it. I will never tell anyone else the full extent of the hell that I have been through. 

       “It is a long story; do you have time?” Alpha Titus gave me a caring smile and nodded to me.

       “Of course, my dear. Knowing your whole story will be beneficial in knowing the extent of the help that you need.” He turned to stare at Gabriel “Gabe, if you want to stay, I suggest you find yourself a seat.” Gabriel shuffled from one foot to the other. He stepped closer to me, taking the seat to my right causing my senses to go into overdrive. Determined to not lose my train of thought again I cleared my throat and began….

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Must be his mate. I wonder if he can already tell assuming he’s over 18 years old.
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