Taylor's swift voice singing to 'Welcome to New York' blared from my headphones as I stood in front of the University, New York University! I finally made it! The school of my dreams! I've waited so long to get my application from NYU, it was so bad I'd wake up around midnight to check my email and see if I had gotten an admission letter. After waiting for weeks, I later saw that I had been accepted to study literary studies in NYU much to my parents happiness and now I'm finally here.
I wheeled my suitcase to my apartment in St George Clark hall. I met a couple of first year students like me in the hallway. Some of them smiled at me and I returned it, others focused on moving their stuff into their apartment and some even came with their parents. I smiled wistfully at a student whose mom was fussing over and asking if she packed some extra blankets because of the cold. I wished my parents too could have followed me but the flight expenses and all.
Shaking my head out of wistful thoughts, I used my key card to get into my apartment. It was beautiful. I smiled as I entered the apartment. It had a couch and a television. It also had a refrigerator and a microwave and there were two rooms. I walked towards one of the rooms and pushed it open. It had a single bed in it, a reading table and a chair, it also had a wardrobe and there was a window that gave me a great view of the city, it was perfect!
I dropped my suitcase on the bed and walked back to the living room to look around at the apartment. I was about to check the second room when I heard the beep of the door. A black girl with long twisted locs entered the room carrying several suitcases and she was on the phone. I take it she was my roommate.
"I swear to God Sasha, you stay out of my room or so help your black ass!" She yelled at whoever was on the phone, "And no! You can't fucking have my Coachella sweatshirt!"
While she yelled I took my time to study her. She was actually very pretty. She was dressed in a black cropped hoodie and blue jeans with a pair of white and black Nike. I was still looking at her when I finally noticed she was staring at me.
"Hey Sasha, I gotta go, my roommate eyeing me like I'm crazy right now" She said eyeing me warily, "Yeah yeah, whatever bye bye love you, take care of momma and stay the fuck away from my room or loulou's gonna get stitches, I promise ya!" She said and I just stood there looking at her with a smile.
She let out a sigh as she hung up and put her phone in her back pocket, "I'm so sorry, that was brat of a sister Sasha the only way to get her to back up is when I threaten her teddy bear, lolou" She explained.
Ah! so that's who loulou is, I muse as I looked at the girl who was still talking. "She thinks now that I'm in Uni it's cool of her to take ownership of all my stuff back home, like hello I'm three thousand miles away not dead!"I laughed at her joke and automatically decided I like her, "I'm Abigail, Abigail Howard."
"Carlacia Anderson" She introduced herself as she took my outstretched hands, "So big apple huh? Man, I'm so excited!"
"Me too! I've waited my whole life for this" I sighed looking around the apartment.
Carlacia turned to look at me with a smile, "Well, same here."
I smiled at Carlacia who grinned at me then she suddenly cocked her head at me.
"Yo is that Taylor's welcome to New York?" She pointed at my headphones.
"Oh shit, it's still on" I cursed as I removed the earphones around my neck and brought out my phone to pause the music, "I'll just switch it off."
"No, no, no" Carlacia rushed out stopping me, "I mean are you kidding me? Taylor's welcoming us to New York so who are we not to dance to it?" She asked rotating her shoulders in a little dance.
I let out a laugh looking at Carlacia who was already connecting my phone to the speaker, "I don't know about that Carlacia."
"You hear that Abby? It's been waiting for you! It's been waiting for us!" Carlacia shouted dancing around the living room, "Come on!" Before I knew it Carlacia pulled me in and together we started dancing and singing loudly along with Taylor.
Carlacia opened the door to our apartment and I saw some students were also vibing to our music in the hallway. Everyone all joined in on our singing, we danced and sang so loud the residence security had to come break up our mini party. I laughed a little and the crowd clapped for us, cheering us. Carlacia and I did a little curtsy and we went back to our apartment shutting the door.
"And now, New York has welcomed us" Carlacia flopped down on the couch breathing heavily.
I plopped next to her, leaning against it, "You are crazy you know that?"
Carlacia turned to look at me a hard look on her face, "What? You think I'm too loud? Too ratchet? Is that it?"
Shit! I cursed as I look at Carlacia who seemed offended, "Look I don't mean it that way, I just meant crazy like in a good way not in an offensive way...shit, I'm sorry, I..."
I was about to launch into an apology when Carlacia busted out laughing all of a sudden. I stopped talking to look at her and she didn't seemed angry at all.
"Oh my God, you should see your face" Carlacia laughed at that, "You were all I didn't mean that, Shit I'm sorry" Carlacia mocked me and I rolled my eyes at that.
"What the hell Carla?" I shot her a look while she just laughed at me, "Oh shut it" I said laughing as I threw a pillow at her which she waved off.
"I think we are going to get along just fine Abby."
"Yeah, me too Carla" I smiled at her and she grinned at me in response.
"So, which room is yours?" She asked looking between the two rooms and I pointed to the one opposite mine.
Together we carried her bags to her room and we unpacked together. When unpacking we talked and I found out she was studying dramatic arts and she was taking English as a minor course, she wants to become a director of her own movie which I think it's pretty cool. I informed her of my own course and I told her I wanted to become an author and I laughed when she teased me about becoming the next Nicole Snow or Anna Todd.
"I don't think I can ever come close to being them" I shook my head at her with a small smile.
Carlacia scoffed at that, "Well you are not the one who's going to be the judge of that."
I smiled at her and continued folding her clothes, putting them inside her wardrobe.
"So uh?" Carlacia started and I looked up at her, "You written any book yet?"
I shook my head at her. "No, I haven't" I told her, "Though I'm about to start working on one."
"Oh yeah? What's the title?"
I bit my lip at that, "Well, I...I haven't figured it out, yet" I confessed looking up at Carlacia who arched a brow up at that.
"Uh, I see, but you do have an idea of what's it going to be about, right?"
"Yeah, yeah of course" I said tucking my hair behind my ears, "It's romance."
Carlacia smiled at me, "Course it is, everyone loves a good ol' romance."
"I just want it to be perfect you know" I sighed and Carlacia sat down next to me, "I want everything to be perfect, the characters, the romance, everything Carla."
Carlacia smiled at me, "Yeah I know and it will be, you just got to find something inspirational and luckily for us, we in New York baby!" She squealed and I grinned at that.
"Lots of places to see to get some inspiration for your book and don't let me get started on the boyysss" Carlacia said in a singsong voice.
I rolled my eyes, "Alright, settle down now."
Carlacia laughed at me then she pulled me in for a one sided hug, "Don't worry Abby, we'll be fine, everything's going to work out for us."
"Think so?" I asked looking up at her.
Carlacia looked down at me, "Yeah, we will."
I hope so Carlacia! I said to myself as I wrapped my hands around my new found best friend and together we watched the sunset in the city from our window.
Carlacia and I sat on the couch with a tub of vanilla ice cream and two packets of Oreo. We decided to watch a movie on the television and relax after unpacking and setting up our rooms. We were halfway through the movie when we heard a knock on the door. Carlacia and I stared at the door, then at each other. "You expecting somebody?" I asked her.Carlacia frowned as she shook her head, "Not at all."We both stood up and walked towards the door carefully. I looked at Carlacia who nodded her head at me and I opened the door, only to find a guy dressed in a pink hoodie and a pair of jean trousers standing outside. "Oh look it's the hallway girls!" The boy squealed excitedly while I raised my eyebrows up in confusion. "The who girls?" Carlacia asked cocking her eyebrows up in confusion. The boy waved it off, "You know, your mini welcome party in the hallway? Everyone's talking about it and that's what they are calling you now, the hallway girls.""Yeah, I don't think I want to be cal
She was here! Abigail Howard! I'd recognize her anywhere, those green eyes of hers, her smile, the sound of her laugh! I couldn't believe that she was right here in my house. The moment she entered the house and began dancing was when I saw her. I was in the kitchen watching her dance with her friends, or at least I hope one of them was. The Bieber wanna be guy that was dancing too close to her made me want to go over there and punch him in his smug face. I didn't even know she came to NYU, I didn't know she got in! Looking at her from the kitchen everything about her seems different. She had grown into a woman now, no longer the stiff skinny fourteen year old girl with glasses, now she had curves in the right places and she seems more confident and very beautiful, in that innocent kind of way. I know I wasn't the only one who thought that too, every warm blooded guy in this place thought so, the way they circled around her like flies proved it but she paid them no heed. I wonder if
(14 years ago)I played with my doll on the playground during recess in school. It was the new barbie doll that came out last week which they advertised on television and I asked my parents to get for me. I smiled as I brushed the doll's hair and twirled her around in her pink glittery dress. I was still playing with the doll when suddenly it was snatched from me. I looked up only to find Billy Evans, the big bully in our class standing in front of me a smirk on his face. "What have we got here?" Billy asked twirling the doll in his hand. I stood up from the ground, "Give it back Billy.""No, it's mine now!" Billy said tucking the doll in his arms. "No, it isn't!" I said looking at him in confusion, "It's mine!""Oh yeah? What are you going to do about it?" Billy sneered at me as he waved the doll in front of me but then the arm suddenly fell off, he broke it!"Oopsies." Billy said with mock sympathy and just like that, I snapped. I sat down on the sand and started wailing loudly, n
The rest of the week passed by in a blur. It was just the same routine for me. Wake up, go to class, the library, then come back home to sleep. I declined all invites to hangout with Carlacia and Trevor. Even though they repeatedly ask if I was okay, I tell them the same thing, that I was fine but I know they knew I was lying. I was sitting one day in the dining hall eating a sandwich with a can of soda when suddenly two trays of food slammed in front of me. Startled, I looked up to see Carlacia and Trevor standing in front of me. "Alright fess up." Carlacia said as she sat down on the bench with Trevor, "What the hell is wrong with you?"I immediately pulled a smile on my face, "Hey guys, what's up? I'm absolutely fine and I....""Girl, don't play with us." Trevor cut me off before I could lie to them again, "We know you not fine so don't you lie to us, besides you've had that look all week.""Look? What look?" I asked looking at both of them with a puzzled look on my face. "Like yo
Shit! How could I have forgotten Nicholas was claustrophobic? I chastised myself as I stared at Nick who was now hobbled on the floor, still panicking. I needed to calm him down but how? I asked myself still staring at Nick who looked like he was having trouble breathing. Deciding to do something with it, I moved towards him. "Hey, hey, Nic, look at me." I urged as I knelt in front of him but he wasn't looking at me, "Come on Nic, look at me" I tried again but I don't think he could hear me because his eyes looked like he was somewhere else and I knew exactly where that was. I wasn't going to let him win. "NICHOLAS!" I yelled this time and that got his attention, "Look at me, it's not real okay, it's not real" I told him and he was shaking his head, his lips moving but forming no words. I reached for him again, grabbing his hands. "He is not here, he can't get to you." I told him and he seemed to be looking at me with uncertainty. "I won't let him, okay? I promise." I told him and
Trevor found Carlacia and I jobs at the bar where his boyfriend's uncle works. The bar is called 'Marty's' which was written in front of the bar in a big bright neon sign. We were so excited for our jobs. Though working in a bar isn't the first idea I would look for a part time job, but the pay was very good. If I gather enough money, I should be able to get myself a new phone by the end of the week. It was a busy Saturday night and my friends and I were working our butts off. We get a lot of customers during weekends, so it was a full house. Some of the customers flirts with us but Carlacia and I turn them down. Carlacia loves the attention she gets though. She flirts with them but I notice when it gets to serious, she turns them down immediately. "You know you are leading them on, right?" I asked Carlacia who was winking at a blonde haired guy who grinned at her from his table.Not taking her eyes off from the guy she answered. "It's not my fault they keep coming back."I smiled at
NICHOLAS Pain. I crave pain like an addict would crave drugs. It's a feeling I was also used to. I've gotten so used to it to the extent I go numb, It doesn't hurt anymore. I got used to the pain ever since Jack, my dipshit of a father smacks me around when I was little. I've learnt how not to feel pain and at the same time I needed the pain because pain is much better than having feelings. I used to lock myself up in a room and inflict pain on myself. Even when my dad was gone, I still needed the pain. My mom caught me one day when I was busy burning my arm with a lighter. The next day, she took me to a therapist who told me other ways I could feel pain without actually hurting myself. He suggest some exercises for me but my favourite of them was the punching bag. I'd punch the bag till my knuckles hurts and my blood roared in my head. I got some sparring partners but that quickly ended. Apparently, my fighting could get a little intense sometimes. Fucking pussies, they didn't und
"What? Kincaid?""What does he want with her?""You know this guy Abby?"All around me the questions were asked by my friends. But I just stood still, my fists clenched. I raised my eyes only to see the bouncer was waiting for my answer while shooting a bored look at my friends who were still interrogating him."I'll go." I announced surprising my friends.Ryan let out a gasp. "What? Abby you can't be serious."I turned to shoot him a small smile. "I am. I'll go see him.""Fuck this." Carlacia cursed from behind me as she stood in front of the bouncer. "If she goes, we are coming with." She said with a note of finality in her tone and my other friends nodded their heads in agreement.The bouncer merely arched a brow up at us. "Miss Abigail Howard was the one who Kincaid requested for. If you all are so eager to meet him, I suggest you book a ticket.""Why you fucking big headed..." Carlacia spat moving towards the bouncer but I pulled her back before she makes a huge mistake."It's ok
Oh my God! Nicholas was kissing me!He was kissing me! And goddamn he could kiss!His lips were pressed firmly against mine as we moved in perfect sync. I moaned when Nicholas angled my head so he could kiss me better and I wrapped my arms around him, bringing him closer to me. Nicholas let our groan from his chest as he suddenly pushed me back against the couch not breaking the kiss. His lips were soft but they kissed me firmly. Our tongues danced with each other, exploring each other's taste."Abigail." Nicholas breathed out my name as he moved to my neck.I gasped as Nicholas assaulted my neck with kisses. I fisted my shirt in his hands as he pressed himself against me, careful not to let his all his weight rest on me."Ahhh Nic..." | breathed out when he reached up to cup my breast, swiping his thumb across my nipple. They were super sensitive to his touch, in fact my whole body was. Nicholas returned back to kissing me and I moaned as I brought my legs up needing him close to him
Nicholas didn't come home and we didn't know where he went either. I tried calling him several times but he didn't pick and soon I was directed to the voicemail. We cleared out the food and the garden then went outside to go and wait for Nicholas but he didn't show up. We were all worried and I have no idea where he could have gone."You...you don't think he went back to New York, do you?" Gavin asked as we waited outside for Nicholas.I shook my head at him. "No, no, Nicholas wouldn't do that."Grace nodded her head at me. "Yeah, he wouldn't leave her behind at least." She motioned to me and I frowned but didn't say anything."Alright then, I'll ask some of the guys to be on the look out for him." Gavin suggested but I shook my head at him."Please don't do that." I told him, "He will come back. Just...just give him the space he needs."Grace sighed warily. "She's right Gavin, just don't worry about it.""Okay, just call me when he gets back." Gavin said pulling Grace into his arms.G
ABIGAILIt was almost evening when Gavin showed up. We decided to have our food outside in the garden. We had decorated the garden before Gavin showed up. We had brought out some flowers to put on the table to make it pretty. Next we had decorated the whole garden with string bulbs. It was very beautiful. Gavin was a man in his mid forties. He was actually cute. He had a blonde buzz cut and we'll trimmed beard. He had startling blue eyes and he had dimples whenever he smiled. When he showed up I had to admit I was a little wary of him at first. I love Grace like she was my mother and I'll do anything to protect her. But Gavin came and brought her a bouquet of flowers and a bottle of wine with him. He was also nervous when he took in the full house and I saw the way he looks at Grace when she wasn't looking. I knew right then that he was okay, not like I had any say in it though. I turned to look at Nicholas who had been surprisingly quiet after the announcement. I keep expecting hi
Turns out where Nicholas wanted me to go with him was to his house. Today was his mother, Grace's birthday and I wished he had told me earlier so I could have gotten her a gift or Esmerelda. It's been years since we last saw each other and I didn't want to show up without a gift. But Nicholas assured me it was fine. That Grace and Esmerelda just wanted to see me. Trevor and Carlacia made a fuss about dressing me and what I should wear. They had ransacked my wardrobe till they finally found the perfect dress for my date, even though I had told them repeatedly it wasn't a date. They didn't answer me and dressed me up instead. I was dressed in a thin strap white gown with blue flowery patterns on it. The gown complimented my figure and it stopped somewhere around the knees. It also had a small slit at the front. I wore a pair of white socks and white sneakers. Carlacia had done my hair, she had made it so my brown hair cascaded in waves down my back. Trevor had helped with the makeup,
ABIGAILMy friends all stared at me with their mouths agape. It was a free lecture day and we were busy lazying around in our room when Carlacia questioned me about Kincaid. Trevor also decided to ask the question too. I knew I couldn't hide it from them anymore so I decided to tell them. Though I omitted some truths about Nicholas's past. It wasn't my story to tell."So let me get this straight, yeah?" Carlacia asked, "Kincaid is the guy you grew up with when you were little but you guys got separated because you had to transfer to another school and now you guys are finally back together, schooling in the same university?""I think that pretty much sums about everything." I nodded my head at her while she blinked at me."Holy shit!" Carlacia cursed taking in the information.Trevor turned to look at me. "Wow, but why did u not tell us about this? That you knew each other."I shifted nervously on my seat, not sure how to answer that. "We weren't exactly on good terms, we are still no
"What? Kincaid?""What does he want with her?""You know this guy Abby?"All around me the questions were asked by my friends. But I just stood still, my fists clenched. I raised my eyes only to see the bouncer was waiting for my answer while shooting a bored look at my friends who were still interrogating him."I'll go." I announced surprising my friends.Ryan let out a gasp. "What? Abby you can't be serious."I turned to shoot him a small smile. "I am. I'll go see him.""Fuck this." Carlacia cursed from behind me as she stood in front of the bouncer. "If she goes, we are coming with." She said with a note of finality in her tone and my other friends nodded their heads in agreement.The bouncer merely arched a brow up at us. "Miss Abigail Howard was the one who Kincaid requested for. If you all are so eager to meet him, I suggest you book a ticket.""Why you fucking big headed..." Carlacia spat moving towards the bouncer but I pulled her back before she makes a huge mistake."It's ok
NICHOLAS Pain. I crave pain like an addict would crave drugs. It's a feeling I was also used to. I've gotten so used to it to the extent I go numb, It doesn't hurt anymore. I got used to the pain ever since Jack, my dipshit of a father smacks me around when I was little. I've learnt how not to feel pain and at the same time I needed the pain because pain is much better than having feelings. I used to lock myself up in a room and inflict pain on myself. Even when my dad was gone, I still needed the pain. My mom caught me one day when I was busy burning my arm with a lighter. The next day, she took me to a therapist who told me other ways I could feel pain without actually hurting myself. He suggest some exercises for me but my favourite of them was the punching bag. I'd punch the bag till my knuckles hurts and my blood roared in my head. I got some sparring partners but that quickly ended. Apparently, my fighting could get a little intense sometimes. Fucking pussies, they didn't und
Trevor found Carlacia and I jobs at the bar where his boyfriend's uncle works. The bar is called 'Marty's' which was written in front of the bar in a big bright neon sign. We were so excited for our jobs. Though working in a bar isn't the first idea I would look for a part time job, but the pay was very good. If I gather enough money, I should be able to get myself a new phone by the end of the week. It was a busy Saturday night and my friends and I were working our butts off. We get a lot of customers during weekends, so it was a full house. Some of the customers flirts with us but Carlacia and I turn them down. Carlacia loves the attention she gets though. She flirts with them but I notice when it gets to serious, she turns them down immediately. "You know you are leading them on, right?" I asked Carlacia who was winking at a blonde haired guy who grinned at her from his table.Not taking her eyes off from the guy she answered. "It's not my fault they keep coming back."I smiled at
Shit! How could I have forgotten Nicholas was claustrophobic? I chastised myself as I stared at Nick who was now hobbled on the floor, still panicking. I needed to calm him down but how? I asked myself still staring at Nick who looked like he was having trouble breathing. Deciding to do something with it, I moved towards him. "Hey, hey, Nic, look at me." I urged as I knelt in front of him but he wasn't looking at me, "Come on Nic, look at me" I tried again but I don't think he could hear me because his eyes looked like he was somewhere else and I knew exactly where that was. I wasn't going to let him win. "NICHOLAS!" I yelled this time and that got his attention, "Look at me, it's not real okay, it's not real" I told him and he was shaking his head, his lips moving but forming no words. I reached for him again, grabbing his hands. "He is not here, he can't get to you." I told him and he seemed to be looking at me with uncertainty. "I won't let him, okay? I promise." I told him and