Once again, I woke up next to Ezekiel however today I don't think I wanted to talk to him, especially with how things ended last night.
Taking a shower, I wore my black jeans and a dark green draped neck satin cami top, and for shoes, I settled with my sandals, no need to wear all great.
In the kitchen, I made some tea for myself and staring out into the city, all that ran through my mind was what happened last night and how stupid I felt for it!
"Do you want to talk about yesterday?" I heard Eze's voice behind me and I jumped surprised by his sudden appearing.
"Oh no," I said quickly, washing my mug I picked up my bag and swung it on my shoulder. "Will see you on Sunday."
"You seriously running away?" he asked and I shook my head raising my phone.
"The driver is here already," I said and he scoffed rolling his eyes.
"I'll see you down then," he said following me and I raised my hands.
"No! It's okay, I'm okay thank
"I'm telling you, Shawn, I've got this covered," I spoke into the phone irritated with his endless questions on whether I still remembered the plan, most importantly I was annoyed by myself, I lost control and I kissed her, I shouldn't have but I did."You haven't been sending feedback on your mission for days now Ezekiel, I don't think I have any more excuses for you," he said sighing and I groaned as I slumped on my couch."She went away to her ex-husband's place, so currently she should be on your radar, and before you ask I don't know why she's there," I said quickly dismissing him not really in the mood of talking about her today."Are you okay? You sound pretty pissed.""I'm fine, I have to go."Hanging up the phone I slumped on the couch and switched the tv on, realising I didn't have anything to drink I got
When the interview was finally over, I begged Bellamy to take me home because he had mentioned something about going to the office and I just wanted to get out of these heels and dress. My body was screaming to be dressed in sweatpants and a long-ass shirt, with my boobs free from the bra and walk barefoot while snacking on something I found in his kitchen.Surprisingly, he ended up going home as well and I wondered why, but I didn't ask him."Are you okay?" he asked softly and I turned to face him with a smile."Yeah, why wouldn't I be?""You just literally told the world half of your life story.""That was a long time ago," I said hoping he would already drop this conversation."And trauma can be a lifelong thing.""And I'm still going to my psychology sessions if that's what you're asking," I forced a smile and he sighed shaking his head."I'm genuinely worried about you.""I'm fine."Silence fell u
I watched Bellamy as he slept peacefully as if he did not just annoy the crap out of me, like how in the world am I supposed to be okay with that?I looked over at the clock that was on his side of the bed and saw it was six in the morning, finally, I was worked up enough and I touched his shoulder softly shaking him."Wake up," I whispered and he turned a bit in his sleep mumbling a no. So I did the most normal thing you could
I woke up the next morning feeling a bit under the weather, and not because I had just cried my eyes out the whole night, I think I was coming down with a flu, and that could be because I stayed up the whole night crying.Getting off the bed, I moved all the furniture that was blocking my door and dragged myself out into the quiet kitchen, I didn't see any or hear any other living body which means my family had left, at long last they decided to listen to me!
Our FriendshipIt had been about a month of me spending time with Bellamy and it is safe to say that our newly formed relationship was going great? However, most of the time his girlfriend had to be there with us whenever I was around, something about not trusting me or him, to be honest, I don't know.We were all sitting by t
I was sitting in front of the computers that I had set up in the extra room, the one I always kept locked just in case somebody got in, talking about Robyn, it had been about three weeks since I had seen her.I mean I do see her through the monitors whenever she actually leaves the apartment which is normally every Wednesday afternoon at twelve in the afternoon and she comes back at three or four, I'm not stalking her, I'm only doing my job like I'm supposed to. My last job.
Ezekiel was taking me out for something I've always wanted to do but never had the time to or just didn't want to go alone to. He was taking me to a shooting range!I had never been as excited in my life as I was today, I couldn't stop the little squeals that would find their way out my mouth every now and then. I also couldn't stop jumping on my seat when I saw all those '6km to...' signs, and Ezekiel would complain about it because I would grab onto his arm."Who would've thought you'd be this excited just for guns?" Eze asked as he opened the door for me and helped me out of his car."Anyone who know's how to woo a girl," I said whipping my hair back for him and sticking my tongue out."You can be childish at times you know?""And that's why you're single.""Says the one who's also single," he retaliated and I stopped in my tracks to look at him crossing my arms o
Tonight was Bellamy's engagement party, I still didn't understand why Robyn felt the need to go? It made me wonder a lot about how deep their relationship was and why she always wanted to be there for him, why she needed to make sure he was happy at the expense of her own?However, I never built up the courage to ask her about it, I watched her as she went back and forth trying to find the 'perfect dress' for tonight's party. I laid amused in her bed as she threw every piece of clothing item she had on the floor, in my defence I was tired of trying to help her because we had already found a dress whic
Ezekiel stared at the surgeon in disbelief as the surgeon's words echoed in his head a million times trying to register it.Robyn, lost?"What do you mean we lost her?" Bellamy asked, his voice barely coming out as more than a whisper.
My eyes drifted over to Bellamy as he sat on the chair with his fingers threaded through his hair. I watched him from my position against the wall with my arms crossed over my chest.He was worried, so was I. Extremely worried as I anticipated the news that we all so not patiently waited for.I couldn't ignore my frantic heartbeat as my anxiety washed over me and I kept on racking my brain over my impulsive decisions that were
I couldn't stop glaring at Reed, not because he was the 'brains' behind all this deceiving, but because he had the audacity to bring my mother into his stupid plans.I prayed that wherever she was, hopefully at home she was okay and with dad because if he would dare lay a finger on her I would kill him with my own bare hands with no care whatsoever."Staring at me won't help with anything," he said checking his nails for
I straightened out my grey dress and made sure I looked like how I was expected to look. I plastered a smile on my face and greeted his employees with a smile while making small conversations with the ones I knew.I made my way into the elevator, to which was held open for me by a man and I gave him a thankful smile. He entered the elevator for with me and pressed the exact elevator button number I was heading to."You don't ha
The apartment was quiet, dead quiet as a matter of fact, the only thing you could hear was Jay's groans every now and then and my lips would pull up in a proud manner. But they were just merely a reminder to my own wounds that still needed tending but I wouldn't let it happen because I'm too stubborn.I looked at every single man that was still alive and in the room with me, none that I wanted to hurt except for Reed, but I was told to be a good girl and I was trying.
I sat on the couch staring at the same spot on the wall for the past hour, I could feel his blood and mine sticking onto my skin but I didn't want to wipe it off.I didn't want to do anything, I didn't want anyone next to me, I didn't want to think, I didn't want to talk, I just wanted to be alone and at peace.But I couldn't have any of that with all these men around me, my senses had kicked in and I was at high alert, I could
I watched Ezekiel as he tied my wrists together but not as tightly as Jay had before, I could move them a bit in the binding, although it was a bit uncomfortable it was better.We stood in silence as he gathered my hair in his hands and tied it into a ponytail. His hands rested on my hair a bit longer and he pressed a kiss on my forehead."We should probably go," I said breaking through the silence. He put his hand on my back a
"If you want Bellamy, why do I have to be the one tied?" Robyn asked looking at everyone else but me.I understand she felt anger towards me, probably not just anger but also betrayal and I guess there is no explanation in the world that I could give her just to have her look at me like she used to.When I had returned with our breakfast, I entered my apartment and called out for her but didn't get any response. I walked to my
I was standing in a house that I've never seen before wearing a beige cotton dress that fit my body perfectly well, I loved the way it hugged my curves and how it allowed my boobs to breath through the little V that was there."Robyn!" I heard my name being called and I looked to my left but didn't see anyone there, I walked off into the direction of the voice, I had heard that voice before.