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2020-11-21 05:26:52When the interview was finally over, I begged Bellamy to take me home because he had mentioned something about going to the office and I just wanted to get out of these heels and dress. My body was screaming to be dressed in sweatpants and a long-ass shirt, with my boobs free from the bra and walk barefoot while snacking on something I found in his kitchen.
Surprisingly, he ended up going home as well and I wondered why, but I didn't ask him.
"Are you okay?" he asked softly and I turned to face him with a smile.
"Yeah, why wouldn't I be?"
"You just literally told the world half of your life story."
"That was a long time ago," I said hoping he would already drop this conversation.
"And trauma can be a lifelong thing."
"And I'm still going to my psychology sessions if that's what you're asking," I forced a smile and he sighed shaking his head.
"I'm genuinely worried about you."
"I'm fine."
Silence fell u
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