Rig blew out a breath like a balloon that had been deflated and he raked a hand through his hair. “You scared me,” he murmured, then took a deep breath, holding my gaze. “We do have a power… it’s called the Allure. But you need to know, Cara, I never used it on you after that first day. Even before I knew who you were… what you were going to be to me… I wasn’t using it. Mack was, the fucker. But I wasn’t. The draw… that tugging inside, I feel it too. It’s the matebond.” A shadow passed behind his eyes, but then he offered his hand, much like he had back in the forest, palm up. “I’m telling you the truth. Touch me. Feel me. Feel how our bodies pull for each other. That draw we’re feeling, it’s never going to go away. That’s not the Allure. That’
~ RIG ~Touching Cara after she’d accepted the bond, kissing her, was like opening a door to a new world. I could hear her, feel her. Sense every flutter of her heart, and rush of adrenaline that coursed through her.Heart thundering, hands trembling, my entire body was alight. My insides were at war—the selfish Alpha within me powering forward, determined to take what belonged to it, resolved to show the world, and to own her. Demanded to take her.But I knew… I knew she walked such a tightrope tonight. Had walked such a tightrope her entire life. This was no wolf to recognize the bond and submit to it. Until tonight she hadn’t
~ RIG ~I woke later with the morning sun bright in the window where I’d forgotten to pull the blinds. For half a breath I was only aware of being warm and feeling… happy.But then I blinked.The rumble in my ear that had sent me to sleep was now silent, but the warm bundle of fur and spit still nestled against my shoulder.More importantly, though, the curvy, warm body of my mate was still tangled with mine.Relief. Joy and relie
~ RIG ~I grunted through the rest of my father’s instructions, only taking them halfway in. Cara had tensed, and that was making me nervous. I wanted to get off the phone, but couldn’t let him know that because then he’d want to know why. So it was a tense couple of minutes until I could finally stab my thumb at the end-call button on the phone, then drop it back to the quilt and turn to look at her again.Cara watched me warily.“Don’t, Car,” I breathed, taking her hand again. “Don’t let him get between us. I’m doing everything I can to make sure he’ll never hurt us—”
~ RIG ~Cara’s kiss was desperate and heated, and my body responded immediately.She’d pushed me back against the headboard with a thunk. My wolf rushed forward, snarling with joy. Adrenaline punched through my veins and my hands twitched, grasping for her, holding her to me. The scent of her, her softness, the sound of her breath filled my senses and for a moment I was reeling.Instinctively, I buried one hand in her hair, and splayed the other at her back, my breath thundering in time with my pounding heart. Everything in my body sighed with relief and pleasure, but something… something wasn’t right.Cara was aggressive. Hands shaking. Breath catching. She crawled into my lap and took my face in her hands and kissed me like she would devour me&m
~ RIG ~I was still sitting on the bed, my back against the headboard, body tense. Braced because it was clear that whatever Cara had to say wasn’t going to be good. She wouldn’t even meet my eyes.Shit.Shit.Shit.I told myself I needed to find a way to be okay with that. If she was going to say I had to face my dad without completing the bond, I was sure I could—“You’re special enough,” she said suddenly, quietly.The babbling voice in mind went utterly still.I gaped at her. “I… what?”Chin still lo
~ CARA ~Life was… surreal.I’d eventually had to leave Rig’s bed, and his house and go to work. But it was hard. It was hard to think about anything except wolves, and packs, and vows, and… and the fact that Rig’s dad was apparently a monster.Then I’d catch myself thinking about all this stuff and look around at all the normal people just reading books and worrying about grades, and my entire world would flip again.I had to be crazy. It had to have been a dream. Or a mass hallucination, or—“Excuse me, but can I get some help?”I leaped up from the desk where I’d been staring at the computer screen without see
~ CARA ~When we reached the end of the row and the intersection of aisles, Rig stopped briefly, frowning, looking both ways up the aisle, then darting down the next row, hurrying even faster.My breathing picked up, but not because we were hurrying—I’d been hunting long enough I could run for long periods before I lost my breath. No, it was the sense of power and tension flowing off him in waves.That Avenging Angel was walking the city ready to do battle, and God help whoever got in his way.Then we reached the end of the next row of stacks and he swore, pulling me around the corner to the end of the floor-to-ceiling shelving unit and pressed me against it.“I—oh!” I gasped as he took my mou
~ CARA ~I stood in the staff area of the main floor, staring at Meg who was trying desperately to reassure me. But she didn’t need to. I didn’t feel scared… more just kind of shattered by it all. But I couldn’t explain that to her. What was I going to say?Oh, no worries, Meg. I can handle turning into a cat. I mean, the guy I’m in love with is already a dog, so you know, happy families.Oh, and did I mention that we’re gathering some outcasts? His friends are vowed to follow him and protect me and together we’re going to try and overthrow his homicidal father. So…it’s all good.I wanted to groan at myself. It sounded like the plot of one of those books I'd read in high school. The kind I used to hide from my parents...
~ RIG ~ I let my upper lip curl up and bare my teeth. Let him see that he was dealing with a helluva lot more than a spoiled rich kid. His instincts were dulled by humanity and alcohol, but even his dimwitted senses caught the flash of my teeth. He stiffened. I smiled. “My wife wants to share her wedding with her Mom—we eloped, but we’ve just watched some friends getting married and it’s making her think about what we missed, so we’re going to do it properly. Make another memory. And Cara wants to share that with her mom. So, we’re going to renew our vows in front of everyone we care about. Which, sadly, includes you.” He smiled and I wanted to bite his face off. “You are invited,” I growled. “But you
SOUNDTRACK: “Your Daughter” by Chase McDaniel. ***** ~ RIG (Three weeks later) ~ Getting out of my jeep in the driveway of the house that was the site of Cara’s torture turned my stomach. My Alpha power—still difficult to contain at times, making me itchy and prone to aggression—surged as I took in the cracked cement with weeds and grass growing up, the overgrown flower beds now little jungles of three foot weeds, and the grass that was thin and patchy, and mostly dead. This was the place that her fucking father had made her believe no one could love her. This was the place she’d been hurt. This was the place I wanted to burn to the fucking ground. But for today, at least, that wasn’t the assig
SOUNDTRACK: “Unbearable” by Nathan Wagner. ***** ~ CHARLIE ~ Watching Mack salivate over Natalie as she walked up the aisle was a very specific kind of torment. Because even though I was supposed to be watching our friends publicly vow themselves, my eyes kept drifting back to Meg who, alongside Cara and Tessa, was standing with Natalie today. She looked… stunning. Natalie, always with the impeccable taste that I didn’t understand, but could fully appreciate, had draped all the girls in floor-length, light-green, figure-hugging-but-not-clinging dresses that revealed flesh without being suggestive. It was fucking torture.
~ MACK ~ When Natalie and Cara finally reached us on the stage, I knew that there was an exchange with the officiant. Cara and Rig said something, but I didn’t hear it. I just took Natalie’s hands and pulled her up to stand in front of me. I was aware of people speaking after that. The officiant—a wolf who’d been among the rebels, whose aunt was human, and had become ordained—spoke for a few minutes about marriage and what it meant, but all I could think about was the deep pools of her eyes, that hollow in her throat that she’d offered me the night before last, and how my entire blood hummed with love and desire and— There was a ripple of laughter. “Oh, what?” I asked. Someone had asked me something. Oh, right. “I do!”
SOUNDTRACK: “Don’t Give Up on Me” by Andy Grammar ***** ~ MACK ~ I had been shitting myself. Absolutely, one hundred percent, about-to-claw-my-own-hair-off, crapping my pants. When Cara told me about the human traditions around a wedding, and what she was planning to do with Rig for their vow renewal—which included not seeing or sleeping with each other the day before the ceremony, which sounded crazy—I’d joked with Natalie that we should do that too. I’d thought it would be cute and maybe increase anticipation for when we did come back together after the ceremony. I hadn’t banked on my mate getting cold feet about doing this in front of the packs, and how her nerves would kick my insecurities into gear—and that the whole damn thing would b
SOUNDTRACK: “Break Your Fall” by UNSECRET and Marc Scibilia. ***** ~ NATALIE ~ “This is stupid and… and indulgent and it doesn’t matter! I should never have agreed to this. It’s nothing but a dumb, human tradition and… it means nothing. I’m not doing it.” I stood in the bedroom that we’d made into a bridal suite—complete with three-way mirror—and folded my arms. I’d been staring at myself and all I could see were the imperfections. Tessa had done a beautiful job on my make up, but everything else just felt… sticky. My dress was a touch too tight around my breasts. There were too many people here and they were all going to be staring. I could feel Mack out there panting with nerves, but what if he didn’t like the dress? I should have shown it to him! Why had I let Cara talk me into all this traditional nonsense? “Natalie, you get your gorgeous ass out there and marry that man before he sweats through his Armani suit,” Cara growled. “Seriously, don’t make me turn it into an orde
~ RIG ~I started towards her, but was halted almost immediately as I watched in awe while my mate carved through lines of wolves as if they were butter.Claws, teeth, whirling body—despite her bulk, she moved like liquid, tail lashing and claws like wicked hooks designed to tear through fur and flesh.I shook and trembled because my father’s power was shifting to me and my veins were boiling with it—while the rest of me simmered in the rising rage and terror of the wolves around us.The transfer of Alpha should have been peaceful. There was an established hierarchy waiting, swelling with the newfound power. But my father was a liar and cheat, and he’d encouraged his wolves towards the same.The hierarchy, the elders, his advisors, every pack and family of power rolled towards us, howling in rage and fear.And my wolves, newly risen and brimming with the triumph of victory and the added confidence of success, tore right back to meet them.Mack, Charlie, Jack, and Natalie tore for me,
SOUNDTRACK: “Legendz” by AG and Devvon Terrell ***** ~ RIG ~ Everything slowed to a crawl, time seemed almost not to move at all as I watched my father go for my mate and I turned, twisting, pushing my body in ways I never had, panic screaming in my head, frantic to reach him before he got her. I couldn’t move fast enough. He was going to land at her feet before I did and his power would carry him right to her throat. She wasn’t equipped for this… It all washed through me in that second—the rage for what he’d done, the fury about his injustices, the anger that he would still cheat, even before the witnesses, and the shocking weight of grief because that was my mate. But then the second wave arrived that left me desperate, panicked, humiliated and hating myself. If she died right now it was my fault. My side screamed in pain as I launched myself after him, but my father seemed to hang in mid-air. I had time to see Cara bare her teeth and crouch. Everything moved so slowly I could
~ RIG ~My father saw the opening he’d been waiting for, gathered himself on his haunches and launched at me, the light of victory in his eyes.Instinctively, I didn’t even try to meet the attack, just leaped straight into the air in an attempt to deflect, dropping my chin, trying to hide my throat as my father snaked in—and to my horror, he would have taken me, except that was the moment Stephen howled in the link, then sent images to us both:Himself. Head bowed. Shoulders rolled forward. His human form submitted.To me.It was a boom of thunder right over my head. In any context, the submission of an Alpha brought al