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22. Despair

Author: Lisha May
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Johnathan's POV

I looked at the crystal chandelier in the ceiling, a few bottles of whiskey scattered on the table. And the silver ring that was so hard to acquire.

The fact that I was wearing it only made it harder for me and my wolf--our mate was right in front of us, but we couldn't mark her.

I didn't go to school for the past few days. I was afraid that if I saw Emily again, I would not be able to resist using violent means to take her for myself. I had done such a bad thing to her and I knew that was the reason why she rejected me. The last thing I would like to see is that she hates me any more than she already did.

I don't know how long I had been drinking. I kept sitting on the couch in the hall, not eating or drinking.

It wasn't until my phone rang and I reached for it that I realized my hands and feet were numb.

"Sorry to bother you, my Alpha. This is Oscar speaking. I just got a call that I feel the need to report to you. The call was from Eden, Emily's dad. He said that Em
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