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Chapter Twenty-Three
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2020-06-22 02:45:26Valentine
I unconsciously drove full speed eyes tightly shut and inevitably crashed all the way back to my bitterest childhood memories. All of these glorious moments I have today were built brick by brick by all of those years I've spent in an almost solitary confinement ward for being a sickly child. One day I was vomiting non-stop, the second day, I was burning with fever, and the third day I was almost dead on my bed. As a kid, I was already diagnosed with leukemia in its early stages. The battle was emotionally, physically, and mentally agonizing along with blue and red pills and all types of needles day after day against all of these blood cancers that are trying to kill my body. My childhood was stolen when I should have been out there
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ValentineIt was the wild and exhilarating excitement that pushed me over to move faster. It was not just based on the fact that Dominic agreed to see me. It was because of Dominic himself. Everything about him, from the way he looks at me, from the way he expresses himself, creates a simple curve from that damn lips, makes me feel more than alive. I had been in so many different affairs before, but this one, even if we haven't have had sex yet, seems euphorically orgasmic. The simple thought of him is enough to make me smile and forget every painful memory I have.
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DominicSomeone came quick as fuck to where I was seated, that is unfortunately right next to Valentine and simultaneously cuffed my hand to his. It left me utterly frozen for a moment. My mind is slowly trying to process what had just happened. I didn't even have the chance to even say something about it. It happened really fast like a swift bird just flew by."Well, I guess we will be prison-mates for the rest of the night" I heard Valentine jokingly utter.
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ValentineI deliberately stole the paper hidden from Dominic's book and decided to keep it to myself. My knees were shaking at first, but I took a deep breath, closed my eyes and carefully processed the whole thing and ultimately brushing it off temporarily in the corner. This is appalling, yet I'm trying my best to be more optimistic, perhaps this is for the better, I thought. Usually, I ain't that type of a decision-maker but to be honest, this is totally a groundbreaking improvement for me. I'm pretty sure that I've read my name that is legibly written on it. My brain says it could be anything. I'm going to give Dominic the benefit of the doubt or perhaps I'm going to investigate whatever bullshit this list is under the shadows. I love Domi
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YhannieMy hangover doesn't seem to meet its end after I drank three bottles of ginger ale and a cup of brewed coffee. I promised myself that I won't drink that much so I could be effective as Dominic's surveillance. And, to my greatest regret of joining the anti-Valentine club, I wanted to see what they are really planning on. The club hasn't been transparent as clear as crystal to me ever since I signed up for this upcoming debacle and leaning solely against my woman intuition, I can feel that there's something really fishy that is about to go down. But I just need to know what it is the whole damn plan. I went rushing straight to my bedroom after Valentine and Dominic dropped me home
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ValentineI cannot fucking believe that Dominic just said yes to me. I know for sure that my world would crash to its ultimate demise if ever he said no, but I guess him saying yes to me will equally be the death of me. It's been hours after that event, and I feel like I'm ready to die out of this supreme happiness. My heart is still pounding to the stars even after the last period. Some of my classmates kept on looking and smiling at me, others are noticeably laughing at me, but I don't give a single fuck about them. Honestly, I feel terrific. Going into soccer practice is expectedly hard for me. I just voluntarily outed myself to the whole campus, I have no regrets, to be honest, and that's a fact, but I just don't know if I could handle wha
