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Chapter Fifteen
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Valentine
I guess that kiss was the only thing I badly needed to get out of this quicksand.
Or maybe not.
To be honest I'm already freaking out knowing that I never wanted it but maybe it turns out that I needed it. It felt really great and somehow weird maybe too much for enlightenment.
Oh fuck, am I gay?
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