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Chapter 11
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2021-03-25 22:23:50{ D E A N }
I knew it was wrong the moment I finished speaking. I shouldn't have been so harsh on her but she just drove me fucking insane. But, what I said to her wasn't right, especially after she opened up to me today.
"Got it." She said sternly.
At that moment I was scared because I couldn't particularly tell what she was thinking. Her eyes held no emotion at all; they seemed distant and cold, like she was building her walls back up.
Not like she ever really let them down for me but I saw a glimpse of what was on the other side. But it felt like she was locking me out again.
Completely.
Immediately the words came out of her mouth, she walked away and I hadn't realized it. I was thinking too much, about her, again.
God, this woman.
"Grace!" I ca
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